Luther's 2023 journal

No wonder I am back on Khan now. Synchronicity…

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Yeah, I’ve been seeing a lot of them too lately

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Thought about making a custom, lol. Spent some time theory crafting but I might just stick with Khan + Chosen for now

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Inhale courage, exhale fear lol

You feel that?

yup

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One of my fav from Unknown Brain. Try Control from Unknown Brain too! Every Khan should hear it at least once in their life.

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Forgot to update:

feb 3

First month of January is over. A lot of ups and downs.

After spending thousands of dollars on very high-end gaming equipment, confident that it would become my new hobby… I ended up selling all of it for a very low price. I couldn’t return it and I just wanted it out as soon as possible. I allowed myself to get distracted and fell into a FOMO trap. Not happening again.

Starting to go out again after my month long, monk-mode phase.

I won’t lie, I have yet to do this. This Monday for sure. I really need to get on this… I haven’t had the time but this is a cop-out and I know it.

Wait a second and now I’m having a crazy moment. Did writing this down as a goal in my journal trigger my subconscious mind to act on it? Wow lol seriously. Anyways, yeah all good here. Khan manifested a threesome and I haven’t been the same since - like at all. I don’t know if it’s Khan programming hitting a new level or the experience affecting my psyche or both.

weird nsfw behavior

I have been off-kilter since January 27th. Feels like I’ve lost my virginity again. A few days ago I spent 2 hours at work doing nothing but googling about the history of threesomes, threesome psychology, threesome positions, etc. I think this is all Khan’s doing but yeah… not ideal usage of time and a little distracting. What I have come to discover is that 3 people is most optimal. Any more is just too much. Or is it lol. Maybe this is my own limiting belief? I need to think about this more.

I’m working on a digital product that I’ve had the inspiration for, for awhile now. I have an insanely strong feeling that it’s going to make me a lot of money. Passively too, which is most optimal for me. Also, I’m getting clients but I’m keeping things small because I don’t want to overwhelm myself.

Also, new goal: I’m saving up for a new car lol.

I plan to take dancing classes in the summer.

I think I need to manage my time better. I can do better.

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I have a sub slot open, might do something to enhance the social life.

I think I have the right people around me but I just need to being creating more moments and spending time with them.

I’m thinking about making a weekly “game night” with a couple of friends.

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Khan helps with putting stuff together. Everyone just seems to conveniently be free on the same date without hassle.

I’ve picked very specific people for this one, lol. Thought out the whole chemistry dynamic and everything.

It’s interesting to see how Person C operates around Person X, if they’ve never met before.

Also, I’ve finally found concrete evidence for my theory on why I prefer to chill with women rather than men.

I ask any woman on my contacts “You down for game night on Friday? It’ll be fun ;)”

They’re excited and eager, all positive responses.

I text 3 buddies (I want at least 2 guys there), 2 of them are basically “meh”. One goes “what game?”

Like, what the fuck. LMAO. What game?!?!!

The energy is different, I swear.

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One thing that helps me get through recon faster, is being close to it.

When I get recon I sometimes get anxiety or anger. There is a tendency to go external and away from it (escape, distract, etc),

What I found that helps me is going closer to it until we are metaphorically speaking, in the same room.

Then I just stay there.

Not trying to figure it out, not trying to understand it, not reacting to it, not escaping/distracting from it… but just being there with it.

I’m just there, and it does its thing. Then it slowly begins to dissipate and I feel different.

Interesting stuff lol.

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Another analogy, is it’s like having a staring contest with your own recon. It definitely takes some courage and internal power though, but it works. I just outwait it and it goes away. Pretty awesome.

Maybe I’m dominating my own recon lol

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Respecting the Hide Details on the Original

Yo. That was funny.

I don’t know what the category would be, but if there’s a Forum Post Awards ceremony, I’d nominate this for one.

Maybe:

Category: 2023 KHAN-QUERORS
Subcategory: Everyday Situations, Slice-of-Life

on a serious note, mind those IT, sys admin types who may flag certain content or site traffic. Or who knows, since you’re running Khan, maybe they’ll help you out instead with useful information.

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Lol depends where he works. Personally I would find it hilarious cuz it’s general info and what other departments do with their time isn’t really my concern. So long as it isn’t porn or really dodgy Russian streaming sites with drive by malware.

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Seriously what game? I am a player of board games myself and I do not mean those easy ones. I mean proper board games like Duna, Terraforming Mars, Star Wars: Imperial Assault, etc.

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:rofl:

:rofl: Maybe he’ll be tapped by the powers-that-be at the company to head up an innovative Threesome Initiatives department

“We’ve noticed that you have a very particular set of skills.” (Shout-out to Liam Neeson.)

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Honestly, I don’t even know anymore. None of my buddies seem genuinely interested and I don’t want to force them lol.

I have a solution. Change buddies and play a proper board game :slight_smile:

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