El miedo… una ilusion.
Made a big move today. Paid quite a bit of money.
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1/16.
I’m way out of my comfort zone right now.
There is no way that I should be this comfortable. I’m having a combination of “why am I not stressed out or nervous” + “why did I wait so long to take off on this”.
I feel like a madman. You kind of have to be to go multi-millionaire status.
I’m not a gambler but… you need money to get things rolling.
Sure I spent months upon months researching and knowing the in’s and outs… being smart of extracting information from people without giving them this idea and so on. I have a plan that is very easy, simple and straightforward. I’m not taking huge financial risks but I have money set aside for this. It’s not going to hurt my bank account but there is risk. The risk is super low. I’m not thinking about failure, I’m thinking about “how good?”. That’s honestly the exciting part, lol.
If it’s really good, exceeds expectations and resonates with me… then I’m taking it under my wing.
If it’s decent… then I’ll find someone who can take it under their wing on my behalf.
If it’s terrible… well I’m not even going to entertain this idea because it’s impossible - I’ve done everything possible to avoid this. High-level people with a lot of experience and knowledge basically confirmed that this is impressive without knowing about it, due to clever lines of questioning. That’s only like 10% of the support.
Exceeding expectations or decent, either way I win. I simply just don’t lose. I have 15 more of these. More than half aren’t as business-based as this though. They’re a lot lighter.
What I’m currently going through is… that feeling of “yes you have everything tip-tip going perfectly” but that visceral effect of big numbers coming out of your pocket. Even if you have to pay $50,000 in exchange for $100,000… spending $50,000 triggers some brain activity. Lol. That’s just what happens when you part ways with large sums of money. (those numbers are just examples)
Not self-doubt or stress, but just a feeling of “Oh okay. So this is real now.” The reality of taking action. The bridge of mental planning and actualization. It’s an interesting one.
I seem to have been dealt a pretty good hand. I don’t see myself folding anytime soon.
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You’re a G!
Lol, just a strange lad in his late 20’s who stays up at night in his underwear in the dark, drinking tea and listening to weird classical music.
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4 days into October… I’m doing pretty good so far in terms of focus.
Haven’t watched any movies or TV - complete waste of time. Haven’t watched Pornography in over 4 years, lol. Haven’t played any video games.
These visits to the forum are really my only “distraction”. Even here, I’m not really just reading anything… I’m honestly not even speed-reading some stuff. Just focusing on Saint and Fire. I’ve never been in this mode of ROI in my entire life. I thought on Emperor it was high, but no… this is next level. I’ve never been this on top of my shit before and never this easily. This is why I think I’m in the “flow state” or something. I’m just in rare form.
I have too much to actualize. Languages to learn (Polyglot), sports to become better at, art skills to improve, practice and explore… workouts to hit (keep developing my body) and multi-millionaire status to attain. I’m genuinely not interested in anything else. I just have my life too figured out at the moment… everything is crystal clear.
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I really want to do muscle-ups… but the Viking Rack bar is too close to the ceiling. I can only do regular pull-ups or chin-ups. Whatever.
FB soccer group is looking lit right now, I put some cool clips up that my girlfriend recorded. I’ve been extra ravenous for physical activity lately… have too much energy, lol. Exert myself physically and then go to doing things like drawing and learning Spanish - what a balance. I’m hitting all cylinders, for optimal living… I’m everywhere, hahaha. Feels wholesome and I never felt more amazing. Then I’m avidly working on becoming/attaining multi-millionaire status as the main focus. I’m developing smoothly in everything, I’m advancing in all of my desired directions. It’s all connected like a puzzle piece, I don’t believe in monk mode. Monk mode is depressing, lol.
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Hits different when you’re kicking ass in everything - more people should try this.
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Just ate Tim Hortons for lunch. I think it’s super overrated.
I remember when I was leveling up my diet in one of my previous journals.
I used to eat super healthy. Now I eat stuff like pizza and donuts, lol.
I don’t believe in healthy eating anymore. My friends see my new habits and go “I thought you didn’t eat x and x”. Lmao, shit is funny.
I remember I was also taking workout supplements and dropped all of them. No longer need them, hahaha.
Yeah, just eat that juicy burger
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That looks delicious. Burgers are actually one of my favorite things to eat. Who doesn’t like a good burger?
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I know right! Who doesn’t?!
I only do it because I’m actually becoming healthier and more physically fit, lol.
I eat stuff that people would think “you must be unhealthy”. But meanwhile my gym workouts have improved on all cylinders. I’m lifting heavier for longer, with less fatigue. I’m recovering faster. My cardio is up, in soccer. I’ve become slightly leaner and gained some muscle. I feel way better physically. I always have energy and I have zero health problems. I feel healthier than I’ve ever been.
I’m basically a cheat-code or cheating.
I can’t really break down how it works on a public journal. That would be dangerous, hahahahaha.
Made a lot of progress today. 1st week of October is good… but only just the beginning.
I’m not even done for today. Probably going to be up until 1 am.
My brain/focus/mental bandwidth is like a laser beam, and I’m really not inclined to point it at anything but my goals. That’s the type of mindset I’m developing. It’s only getting stronger too.
Yeah, I should get to it.
I don’t have any more gifs, lol.