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I´ve had this in my mind too since last week. Might be the Khan effect, becoming alpha af while keeping your childish curiosity.
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Hahahaha, right on.
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This is one factor that made me want to run Khan. To work on DGAF and having more fun.
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October 23rd
2/16 is about 60% complete in construction. Later on in the evening, I’m presenting a “preliminary” (very watered down) version of what I have so far to someone, just to see what they think. They’re 60-something years old, and have an incredible amount of experience. In networking, I have a contact that I categorize as a “single circumstance”. Basically, these are people who I’ve established enough trust and rapport with but only on a first-impression basis. I basically cash out on the first interaction or favor but after that, they start drifting away due to lack of sustainability in the relationship… also, they start knowing too much. Lmfao. Great analogy is the “phone a friend” lifeline on Who Wants To Be a Millionaire. These type of network contacts I have to maximize the value/ROI in interacting with them, so I’m really patient and only use it for a situation is really worth it - like this one. I differentiate between friends and real professional/goal-oriented networking. That’s just how I compartmentalize my life and play by different rules. Now I have a busy week… pilot projects, soft releases, regulatory compliance, etc just a whole bunch of annoying nonsense. Whatever.
I probably won’t even journal until the end of the week
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It might be. These subliminals can manifest differently for different people.
Many people call it “childish curiosity”.
I call it “pre-GettingDumbedDownBySocietyAndEducationSystems curiosity”.
It’s not truly rooted in age or maturity. It’s present in all of us but suppressed through society, culture, norms, and expectations as people grow older.
This is how it is right now:
Child (curiosity) → Adult (suppressed curiosity).
The logic is “I need to go rekindle what I had when I was a child and have that curiosity again”.
This is fundamentally incorrect:
The logic should be "I need go back to normal, expressing a fundamental aspect of human nature, before I was taught through society, culture, norms and expectations that it was unacceptable.
Do you see why this is more correct, lol.
It’s because if you grew up in a society where your innate curiosity was celebrated and accepted, then it would be:
Child (curiosity) → Adult (curiosity).
It’s not an age or maturity thing, it’s based on external influence and environment.
The thing with Khan in my case, is that it’s primal as fuck. It detaches you from society, norms, and expectations so that you can become the most powerful badass version of yourself. This powerful version of yourself is not in any way, shape or form, a product of societal norms and expectations because they are designed to keep you in the box and be a fearful sheep follower who looks around for someone to save them, which funnily enough is the real childlike mindset (underdeveloped and dependant). The best version of yourself happens to be chained to nothing. It is free… and therefore your innate curiosity is going to be there, as it was always meant to be from the start. It’s healthy.
The childlike curiosity is alpha.
Also, this is a brilliant short film with a fun analysis. Somewhat related to this topic:
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Since you wrote you like Viking shit, I thought you might like this:
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I don´t associate “childish” with immature. When I think about how I´ve used to be around 5-6 years old, I was pretty “Khany” “Alpha” already. But yeah, most allow others to take it from them.
I´m still in Total Breakdown, but I´m freacking loving it, bc it literally reconnects me with the badass I´ve used to be as a child. Spiritual and fearless.
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Hahaha, this is fire,
Yeah I’ve been working out to viking/nordic folk type of music nearly every day for a long time, its very transportive along with bing powerful, raw and magical
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I blast that shit so loud, I’m obsessed with vikings.
The only thing is, I can’t grow a beard it just doesn’t fit my face, lol. Last time I tried to grow one, my girlfriend threatened to shave my face while I was sleeping, deadass.
“Not everything”
No matter how daunting things look, there’s something inside me that is like “nah you got this.” Never had it this strong before. Must be Khan. I need to use it and get things done. I don’t know what I’m turning into at the moment. I don’t know what I’m becoming. I’ve… never been this deep.
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I’m an extremely religious person. My lord, savior and god is none other than QoL.
-puts on edgy cap-
Marketing, disruption, investment, startups, finance, e-commerce, entrepreneurship, etc. Whatever. That’s all nice, but what’s the QoL lookin’ like.
The goal for me is to have the highest quality of life. Financial prosperity, passively and with minimal stress. I don’t want to be busting my ass 25 hours a day. Every boss that I ever had was stuck up and annoying… so I just became my own boss.
Entrepreneurship gives me freedom. Autonomy and independence. Flexibility. In my office, I can kick my feet up without anyone questioning my actions. I can express myself as I see fit and maintain absolute control over my schedule. The only rules I follow are those mandated by the state.
The way I’m trying to craft my life, is to provide immense value to people, have them give me all of their hard-earned money, and then go do whatever I want. I’m not interested in all of the office politics, theatrics, power games, and whatever. I keep the shit simple. I’ve dealt with karen type of people before, I’m never putting myself in position to encounter that nonsense. Someone else can do that. Lmao.
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Yesterday, I learned a valuable lesson to be more thoughtful in who I network with.
The person who I was presenting to whom I met at a wedding ceremony (lmao), despite his 60+ years of living and 25+ years of experience in the field… didn’t offer me any value whatsoever. Instead of being pissed off for wasting my own time, I took it as a learning lesson.
Nothing personal, I love the man. He’s wholesome. Just for my goals, he provides no use.
Moving forward, I’m going to be vetting people a lot more. Experience is overrated, I need dynamic thinkers and fresh perspectives. Ever since yesterday, I’m beginning to really pay attention to who I have around me and what type of potential value people in my life have towards my goals.
Giving a 2 hour presentation and receiving the most useless feedback (80% just “cool” and positive words) gave me a whole reality check. I really just wasted 2 hours. For nothing. Like no, something has to change.
I’m starting to see everything through the lens of value. I’ve never pushed it that far like this, the self-worth. The focus, the actualization. It’s relentless. I’ve never gone this deep like that in my psyche towards it. I get the sense that this is required for the goals I’ve set out to reach and that I’m just going to go deeper into it. Hence, “I don’t know what I’m becoming”. I don’t know if it’s good. I don’t know if it’s right. I just know that it’s necessary.
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“Let the world tremble as it senses all you are about to accomplish.”
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Subliminal Club: Become Legendary.
It is often said that you must be born into greatness.
That it is bestowed upon you by fate.
One should not be so trusting.
That which has been bestowed…
Can surely be taken from you.
The laws of causality are known to conspire.
Bastions of balance.
And in their midst?
The pendulum of chaos.
Where god collides with man.
And man collides with earth.
In its place nothing but dust.
A mist inhaled by the watcher.
The one who sees through it all.
Khan.
He has many names.
None know all of them.
Few know some of them.
And even fewer know one of them.
Consider yourself privileged.
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I wanted to start chanting “Khan! khan! Khan!”.
Like some dude at the front of a big Roman legion, starting to stomp the ground with my spear and chant.
Khan!
Khan!
Khan!
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It is 7:26 pm, the day is nearly over… but for me it is just beginning. During these what I like to call “tea hours” my productivity is decent. Decent by my standards… which happen to be extraordinarily high.
I aim to finish 2/16 by the end of this month. I’m not doing anything for Halloween, all invitations have been kindly declined. Quite the turn of events, and people are a little concerned. It’s unexpected behavior of me. Very unlike me. Or should I say the old me.
Once 2/16 has been completed, I will then use the first week of November to start rolling things out in a similar manner as 1/16. All feedback, data, and analytics of 1/16 will be finalized on November 8th. I will look at the numbers, and make adjustments. I will make the adjustments, and then become official. Then I will begin phase 2, which involves getting everything where I need it to be and make profit along the way. Time to have some fun.
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Time to kick some ass.
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