Love Bomb or LBfH as a healing title?

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#1

Hi, I would love to get some recommendation regarding the healing of newLB and newLBfH (the NSE versions of both).

I did play one cycle of nLB in spring this year (together with Sanguine) and solo for only three loops in July and I realized that it gives me massive amounts of recon. Bad mood and nightmares mainly and also disliking other people that are usually close to me.

Yesterday at the end of my cycle of KB St2 and Sanguine I tried nLBfH out of curiosity for the first time, 3mins only on a day that was actually supposed to be a rest day between two cycles. Now I also got the bad mood and a nightmare.

The thing is: no other subs that I tried, and I tried many already (wealth, status, alpha, romance, sexuality and spirituality), gave me signifcant recon and nothing nearly as bad as the love focused titles. I also had Chosen of Venus in one of my customs and can’t recall it to induce something like LB and LBfH do as stand alone titles.

Today I came to the realization that the nightmares I get all revolve around the same topic: me loosing money and material things, burglars coming into my house, I have to defend my belongings and become very violent - that’s usually when I wake up, breathing very heavily.

So maybe, my issue with (self)love is that I believe (sub- or unconsciously) that I only deserve love when I do have material possessions and material wealth. This makes quite some sense to me, because I always strived to be successfull in my career and I made a ton of money, my parents probably ingrained this thinking into me although I cannot remember something explicit because my childhood is almost five decades ago.

My question now @Fire @SaintSovereign is: if I want to dive deeper into this issue and eventually resolve it, what title would suit this quest better? LB, LBfH, something else? Thank you very much. If someone else has an idea or similar experience (I’m asking for experience here, I don’t want to hear some advise that is based upon speculation, I can theorize by myself) you’re welcome to join my question.

Edit: still not able to address @ Answergroup, so I had to put in individual names. And I only could mention two users, otherwise I would have thought about Lion and maybe Malkuth too.

Oh, and Edit2: I’m probably going to submit a ticket too, just thought about that after posting this.

#2

Saint stated already that for healing LB is superior because it’s keeping the love inside instead of spreading it amongst humanity.

Use the search function. You should easily find it. It was a thread on these two subs IIRC.

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#3

It was with this post you are referring to when I got confused. Anyway, it doesn’t matter, I’m just going to pick one of the two and make my own experiences.

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#4

you said 5 decades ago. Emperor Daddy would be really good for you to learn to enjoy the money you’ve made and could be the “healing” title you need despite being an alpha/wealth title. It’s a very nuanced one. Lots of value

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#5

I only saw this post now. Probably because ouroboros’ reply to the thread bumped it up.

Was this issue resolved? Did support answer the question?

I have run both LB and LBFH separately as major titles, together in a stack and together in a custom. And the only time I got heavy recon is when I was running NEW LB with NSE for the first cycle. After that, there was no recon.

I guess this had to do with the self love, forgivness and healing part of the NEW Love Bomb and after resolving those issues with forgiving those who I had to forgive (including myself), loving others (and myself) and accepting everyone (here too, including myself), then LB turned into a heaven on earth.

It was as if I was running another subliminal after that cycle of recon. After which LB and LBFH were the titles that gave me the most results out of any other titles over here.

I don’t remember having many nightmares on these titles although I could have had one or two. But I usually go through them since there isn’t any way around it (at least in my mind). Recon is an old friend ever since I started my subliminal journey with SC more than 5 years ago.

My advice though is to run something like The Revelation of Dreams if you still have nightmares. This will most likely help with inducing a lucid dream where you will realize that you are dreaming when you have a nightmare and most likely able to change the course of your violent nightmares into more peaceful ones.

But I think the best course of action is to work with the healing scripting of LB and resolve past trauma regarding acceptance, love and forgiveness. See who you have to love, accept and forgive to resolve these issues.

You might have to sit alone, think and feel a lot (and maybe even cry it out) to come to terms with the healing. But I think a month or two of love healing you is worth resolving a life time of problems regarding that part of your life and more importantly to get closure on it and thereby not having to encounter any more side-effects of love-related trauma in the future.

A life without love is colorless and dull. But most of us don’t realize it until the veil has been lifted from our hearts.

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#6

Love is not something to be understood, you just need to plant the seed and watch it grow.

You have experienced the conflict within you and that is good, just be aware on the things that happen into your life right now, this things will pass away.

You are at the boundary between your comfort zone and other better-side-of-life on you.

This happens to me with Dragon Reborn when my emotions (monsters) have surface and I had to face them up. You can actually find similar situations on this forum. When user/s experienced nightmares and they blame the tiles or custom and then quit.

Just be familiar, become comfortable with the discomfort - it will come to pass.

I felt really bad, and the things that you mentioned. I was prepared because I was trained to hurt people. I even took notes of the events at that time. Then little by little things have changed for the better.

I lost some friends, but I made lots of new ones. Most of them think of me as a great person.

There are still some conflict/s but you become better in handling them instead of hiding.

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#7

Thanks for your prolongued answers! I’ll take my time and then come back with a response, just need a little while to think about it.

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#8

I’m not in a postion to write a full answer at the moment, unfortunatelly, but I guess ouroboros, Lion and Phoenix are right in many ways. I’m faced with really tough decisions, it’s unbelievable hard right now for me, I will need all my courage and strength. I did my research on dreams including burglars, it might well mean that something (connected to love, hence why the dream only appears when I listen to LB or LBfH) that was hiding very long in my sub- and unconscious is now showing up and I have to deal with it.

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