So I’ve been running lbfh and genesis mogul since the 16th of June and let me say, I’m thoroughly surprised how consistent they have been. For starters, I have used both programs in the past, separately and this was the second time running them. This time around though, I decided to go with the 30s-2 minute option and it has been nothing short of amazing. For one, I’ve gone 2 weeks without watching porn or masturbating. It might not sound impressive but I feel like I have so much will power now when running these two subs. I’m not sure if its because they are non sexual subs but whenever the urges come, I think to myself, is this really healthy and how awful I’ll feel afterwards and just like that, the urge is gone, its amazing. In the past, when I was faced with a stressful situation that I didn’t know how to handle, I would resort to porn and masturbation as a way to destress and get my mind off the stressful situation. Now I feel like it’s different. If I’m watching a movie on Netflix and if it has a nude scene, I just skip it. Maybe this was all I needed all along, self love. Growing up, I never really had that. In fact, self love was seen as selfishness when I was younger. I put other people’s needs before my own and it brought me a lot of pain and anguish. My mom especially instilled the ideas, through her actions, that her needs came first and it didn’t matter what I wanted. Don’t get me wrong, I had all the basic necessities, food, shelter, clothing etc., but the emotional connection was non existent. There was almost a resentment that I sensed from her and a coldness. Granted she had really bad emotional regulation which I adopted subconsciously and instead of getting help for it, she took it out on me basically. I say all this to put everything in perspective, I don’t want to whine or have someone feel bad for me. I brought my story up to show where I came from and how it has affected my life thus far and how LBFHM is helping me learn to love my self. Go easy on my self, treat myself with kindness and love. Not punish myself for things that aren’t even my fault. I can’t wait to see what comes of this, LBFH is the only sub I can see my self running consistently for 6 months non stop.
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That’s an impressive progress!
I’ve stacked them both for a few cycles before, i didn’t get that effect though. I guess the effects manifest differently for different people.
I’m glad LBFH could help you with the bad patterns & the traumas from the past. It’s a really good sub for those.
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Avoiding sex scenes in movies? Accept it and move on, why reject or fight? Redirect your wok’s attention to more important things! I also sin sometimes, but here you should not blame yourself for it, learn to live with yourself)