Just wanted to hold myself accountable.
My journey this past few weeks has been up and down. I’ve been listening to Love Bomb and Dragon Reborn Limit Destroyer.
I feel like my self love has definitely improved. I recognize my value and worth. I believe I am lovable and worthy of a committed relationship.
I guess it’s just hard to trust the process and embrace where I am today sometimes.
It’s the duality of feeling confident in myself but also sometimes feeling lonely and afraid of where my life is going as I try to “let go”.
I also don’t know should it feel this hard?? Should loving myself and finding love feel like this much work?
Maybe yes because of the trauma I’ve been through but sometimes I think I should just stop trying so hard and trust the process.` how do you know when to let go vs keep pushing.
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