My fifth day of washout has been so brutal. Total lack of motivation, depressive thoughts, lethargic feeling, the feeling I have right now is so dreadful. I am seriously having a had time. I’m thinking of extending the washout
Finally washout completed. So intense indeed.
New stack:
Khan stage 3 zp
Wanted zp
Ql stage 2 zp
Ascension chamber zp
Today being my first listening day I’m listening to khan st3 zp right now and Ascension chamber. Would listen to Ql stage 2 zp in the evening.
What I want to achieve
Have sex with 5 pretty girls
Manifest wealth
Be totally focused on my goals, development and dreams
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Let’s go get our harem
Had a major inner breakthrough today and made some realizations:
- Learn by taking actions, failing, processing every emotion along the way and adapting instead of spending much time procrastinating in the guise of planning not knowing your listening to your emotions.
- Less is more all these time while listening to Khan Zp, wanted Zp and Ql Zp, I haven’t been sticking to recommendations and listening to 2 different zp tracks every day and I wasn’t getting as much results as I could have been getting. But 2days ago instead of listening to Khan St4 zp, wanted zp and Ascension chamber, I only listened to khan st4zp and asch. At first I had insane drive and motivation and was feeling the primal sexual drive from khan and all, haven’t felt such results compared to other days I’ve been listening, the next day at first I was feeling moody but I got up, got manifestation of cash, went to church service. Made deep inner realizations and took focused steps towards realization of a clearer path to take and major resolutions in other to get me there, reprogramming of my mind towards better realization of my values and how to be true to them and also loving my self and coming to accept myself for who I am regardless of my flaws.
Since I’ve come to the realization that its best you stick to recommendations and that less is more, I’ve mad adjustment to my listening schedule:
Sun>*Wanted zp and Qlst4 zp
Tue>*Khan st4 zp and Ql st4 zp
Thurs>*Wanted Zp +Asch.
Normally I’d have listened to Qlst4 on Thursday as well
I’ve been feeling like crap cos of my procastinations. I want to be in a better state of mind but its not easy getting there, a girl flaked on me today, I haven’t had sex since I started khan so far and wanted, I’m pissed at the same time I have a deep feeling telling me to be patient. I’ll keep working on myself.
I’ve had results with Ql, immense results. But as for Khan, I haven’t gotten the results I expected, neither have I gotten the results I expected from wanted. I’ll complete this cycle and washout and do two more cycles. If khan doesn’t produce results, I’ll remove it and put something else.
So I noticed im getting better at my meditation. After meditating for 4 years now, this can only mean that Ql is working in me learning things quickly. I’ve also been understanding faster as I’m learning how to code, even finished a coding course last night. If you want to learn how to code, be patient, and start with ql from the scratch
Today’s my listening day and I listened to Khan stage 4 zp. Before I started I was feeling motivated and depressed because I haven’t had sex in ages. But after reading what @friday said about khan being a sub that makes you to be the man you want to be and its not only about sex, I felt better because whereas I haven’t had results in my sex life, I’ve gotten better with my interactions with people especially girls, before I wouldn’t be able to speak my mind at times but lately I’ve been more confident in speaking my mind.
I also noticed after listening to Khan by 12:15am, I couldn’t sleep again and started coding and doing all the work I’ve been procrastinating.
I’ve also learnt that rather than focus on getting laid, I’d rather focus on building my self to be that ideal man and along the way, ill get what ever it is my heart desires. Removing excess potential is the key to using any subliminal product.
I was meant to listen to ql today but since khan is working so well today, I’ll leave it till the evening before I sleep…
Haven’t noticed much lately, like things just stalled for a while. I’m in my 4th day of washout and only thing I’ve noticed is manifestation of cash from 4 different people the same day and my sister planning to send me a ps4 her husband is no longer using. My discussion and tolerance with women is improving. I’ll try to journal more in my 3rd cycle of zp and I’ll be removing Ql and replacing it with R.I.C.H. I also noticed so far my parents are more nicer and respect me more…
I asked a girl out and she said no, I didn’t feel bad, rather I feel better that I expressed my feelings. We are still communicating despite that fact.
Today’s my last day of washout. Improved mood, jovial and playful, I went out with my dad today and normally discussion between us is cold bit this time around I was able to discuss with him without that uneasiness like we were pals, I think that’s a huge improvement, my parents also noticed the change in me.
Now my discussions with girls are more open and fun, also improvement. Let’s see if I stick to khan how far it can take me
I listened to khan st4zp and R.i.c.h zp this morning and I had a wet dream, it was crazy.
Meanwhile I’ve been so horny lately that I can’t even focus, normally Ql helps me to focus, now I’m missing QL and I’m tempted to include it back but I want to feel the full effect of Khan st4 and Ql is so broad. I’m confused on what to do at this point.
I’ve been spending more time online chatting with ladies and adding more friends. I also registered for a gym. Haven’t still gotten the results I expected from Khan st4 but I feel its coming.
Meanwhile just a week of listening to R.I.C.H and I’ve been getting cash manifestation here and there. My finances has dramatically improved within just a week and I’ve also been taking more action towards making more money. R.I.C.H is working quite well and in glad it is. I’ll stick to R.I.C.H for a longer while.
For wanted, I haven’t noticed much as well, aside the non chalance in my chats
What results are you looking for?
My sex life has been non existent for a while now. I’m looking for improvements in that aspect
Its taking a lots of time but I can notice results from khan stage 4 zp, last night I was having discussions with three ladies at once, I could notice positive results but its taking a very long path . Whereas for wantedzp, I haven’t noticed much even in the aspect of physical shifting. But for R.I.C.H, here are the results I’ve noticed in just a week.
- Huge cash manifestation, I was involved in business deal and two of the partners left the whole cash for i and my cousin to share seein it won’t be enough for the 4 of us if we shared.
- A friend Bought for me food and snacks during the week.
- Another friend also did the same thing for me again, bought food and snacks for me .
- I got a ps4 from my sister…
At this point I’ve come to the conclusion that sexual related programs take time to take effects with me. Does this mean I need to go back to stage 1?
2.
1 loop of Khan today
Had crazy dreams I was involved in a little Squamish with some thugs and we were throwing each other stones, I woke up and listened to Khan st4 zp.
I won’t force things again, I’m gonna let things be. My life shouldn’t all be about sex, my life should be about adventure, giving gratitude for still living, living my life to the fullest.
If sex never existed, how was I gonna live my life?
What if you forgot about the source of your depression totally and go live your life, how happy are you gonna be?
It’s all about me today, I’m gonna love myself and live my life, I’m gonna chase my goals and eat till my fullest, I’m gonna play around and smile to my heart’s content
Lately any woman i see is attractive to me. Sexual energy is totally charged up🔥
I feel better as well lately, no recon for a while since I’ve identified the major cause of me being depressed
I find washout to be so refreshing, during washout, i feel like so free and clearer thoughts and I feel the power of the subs more in the sense that I can breathe the subs live the subs in a more conscious way.
Today’s the third day of my washout and I woke up early, my conversations were easy flowing and I was more in tune with my subconscious
I miss QL but right now I need to focus more on Khan. I’m also thinking of going back to stage 3 as I’ve gotten a taste of stage 4. I didn’t really stick long to stage 3 and I feel I can handle stage 3 better now. I’ll stick to it for two cycles if possible and then move on to stage 4 or might even go back to stage 1 after listening to stage 3 for a while.
I’ll als be planning my costume while at it which will consist of Khan stage 4and Ql stage 3 or 4 as my core.
I had a feeling of irritation in the evening. Lack of patience, I’m also having a very reflective day
Day 1.
Listened to wanted zp, khan st3 zp and Ascension chamber
- More proactive than yesterday
- Went hard in the gym today
- More decisive in action.
- Got more friends and women were more responsive to me on SM.
- Did my meditation.
- Still a few procrastination but I feel more optimistic about it all.
- More authoritative…
I set my alarm so I’ll sleep only 4hrs and a few minutes.