Viktor’s Victory Venture (LE + DRR)

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#65

Cycle 5 day 10

DRLD 5m LBFH 15m

the recon came yesterday but i didn’t prepare enough time for it. I’ll keep DRLD low & stop mogul until I’m not busy anymore.

LBFH’s effects resurfaced again after I listened to it today. i feel confident in my own thought & feeling. the feeling feels like it came from self love.

Update 1:
I’m glad I got a recon yesterday, it made me able to be consciously more aware of what kind of person LBFH is pushing me to be. what kind of tranquillity it made me thrive for. how to carry & evoke self love towards my daily thoughts and feelings.

I’ll have to experiment more on this again later.

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#66

It’s a good idea, I might do it too. Do you just list a few things or integrate it into a larger journal entry?

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#67

i do it separately

i use the journal format from the book “the magic”.

list 10 things you are grateful about.
start every sentence with “thank you for”, “I am grateful for”, and the likes.
end it with the reason why you are grateful for it.

example: I’m thankful for … because …

after you are done writing 10, go back to the first and read it. feel & say thank you 3x after you’ve read a sentence.

have fun if you decide to try this one!

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#69

From what you know about DR:LD action and reconciliation effects, would you consider stack both or the reconciliation would be too much? I feel DR:LD may induce too much reconciliation with a dense sub. What do you think? Besides you are at cycle 5, are there as much reconciliation?

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#70

I never used a dense subliminal other than DR:LD before so I can’t really say. WB is going to be the sub where i experiment on stacking dense subs. stacking DRLD with 2 other light subs (LBFH & mogul) did give me recon though. so maybe stacking DRLD + WB for 15 minutes each will also give me recon.

I’ve been using LBFH for 5 cycles, DRLD is a new sub I started using at the end of cycle 4. from my experiments, it’s way better to start from 3 - 5 minutes first and go up from there. using 15 minutes from the start introduced a lot of unnecessary recon.

i would say start the stack light from the start if you’re going to stack DRLD with a dense sub, then go up from there

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#72

Cycle 5 day 15

DRLD 7m + LBFH 7m + AC 7m

I thought it was going to restrict me. but the “restrictions” make me feel freer instead.

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#74

The productivity is crazy, i even forgot to write the journal again

I felt like i wasn’t being productive enough, then i realized that i’d been on it for around 12 hours excluding meal time.

LBFH is also showing more of its power. The free time that i have is always filled with great people. The manifestation is so powerful that it really feels like the universe is not letting me not have these experiences.

I’ll write the journal for today later in the day.

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#75

It sounds like a great combination DR:LD + LBFH :heart_eyes:

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#76

it really is, they hit everything i want and more. i recommend it.

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#77

Cycle 5 day 19

DRLD 15m + LBFH 15m

it’s near the 5 day washout period anyway, why not blast myself with the potential of recon, if there will be any.

i did more self introspection while listening to the subs. LBFH helped me know that I’ll still be able to be loved even if I don’t feel “positive”. it strangely helps me feel more positive and secure though. i guess it’s one of my limiting beliefs that I wasn’t aware of.

Update 1:

++ Wanted Black for 30 seconds

I can’t wait rofl

Update 2:

oh my god it is working immediately

Update 3:

WB just clicks immediately. it is guiding me and i quickly understand what direction the sub wants me to follow.
i will give more reviews later.

Update 4:

It feels natural but I still feel like I’m not fully adjusted to it yet. I’m discovering a lot of new things & possibilities that I can do, and about myself

I feel less chatty, I still have the urge from how I usually am, but I feel the pull back.

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#78

I’ve decided that i will run WB + DRLD next cycle.

WB is putting me in a state that I’m new in. I feel more secure doing WB with the “calculated risk” scripting in DRLD.

I have gained a lot from using LBFH for 5 cycles, but I feel like I need to internalize WB first before mixing it with LBFH.

I will do day 21 with WB + LBFH
then cycle 6 with WB + DRLD
cycle 7 WB + LBFH. i still want to use LBFH more than any other sub

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#79

i just noticed that i can’t update the title of this journal anymore after 30 days. i thought I was going to do it like how saint changes his journal’s title

well, the title stays as limit destroyer for humanity then rofl

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#80

I think a moderator would be able to change it for you.

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#81

thank you for the suggestion!

@Forum_Ambassadors
Pardon the tag guys, may I ask to change the title of this journal to “Viktor’s Victory Venture”?

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#82

Tagging @RVconsultant

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#83

Cycle 5 day 20

this is the weirdest recon i’ve ever experienced
I shouldn’t have used 3 subs in a day, even if it was half a day apart and I only used WB for 30 seconds.

I feel like there are 2 versions of me that are playing a tug of war and are confused with how to proceed through life. they both feel “natural” but different at the same time.

productivity is gone.
confidence is gone. i feel worthless.
and I’m having the weirdest feeling of neediness ever.

i was impatient and paid the price for that. at least now I know what would happen if I did so rofl

it’s fine though, the washout period is in 2 days so getting recon now is not a problem.
I’m just surprised by the amount & the kind of recon that I’m experiencing now.

not all are negative though, I’m definitely seeing what WB is giving me. i need more introspection with this but the one thing that stands out the most is WB is driving me towards becoming more silent & composed. it is a really interesting experience. i will update on this more when my head is a bit clearer but they are definitely amazing.

I will still use WB tomorrow.
I’m having the feeling that what the sub is leading me to be is incomplete and I need to listen to the entirety of the script to be whole.

this is most likely wrong and I don’t actually need it. but it is what my feeling/intuition has been telling me throughout the day. i may as well write it here in this journal

Edit: I don’t regret the experience as a whole. In fact, I’m feeling really intrigued and excited about the things that are happening right now.

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#84

Cycle 5 day 21 (WB)

I haven’t listened to a sub yet, I’ll update this reply later after I have done it.

The recon is still here, though not as strong as yesterday night.

I got the urge to consume PUA products I used to use years ago. No mind programming, just actionable tips & tricks. I want more ammunition (inspiration) ready for my subconscious to fire whenever it sees fit.

As for my own development, I feel like I’m being directed into using fewer fillers and only talking when it is necessary. Though this part is still not fully integrated into me.

Update 1:

A little self introspection.

LBFH helps me to be able to enjoy a wider range of music. Now i can see the value and potential of musics that usually isn’t my taste and genuinely appreciate the experience.

I know it’s from LBFH because it has been happening even before i started DRLD. I was just not aware enough of it yet until now.

It’s also not limited to music. I am a tolerant person and LBFH is enhancing that even more without making me feel weak. The best part is, everything feels genuine and natural. It feels like it’s me, not something instilled by a sub.

Update 2:

WB 15m + DR 4m

well… there goes WB for 15m, even 30s gave me a huge recon. we’ll see

Update 3:
here is the immediate effect:
the neediness is mostly gone. it feels so natural.

i feel “I want to talk with people, but I don’t need to” a bit more on a deeper level. like I’m getting more understanding of the mindset itself.

i feel different. i can’t put it into words. it’s just different.

Update 4:
I feel less mentally dependent towards other people in a genuinely deeper way

Update 5:
I think I can understand why I was getting a huge recon.
this is not how I usually was.
the change is massive.

every time I type / talk. i get the urge to say less than necessary.
fewer words, fewer sentences, more essence.

SHOULD I SAY MORE? SHOULD I SAY LESS?? I’M CONFUSED. even I feel this way when I’m writing this journal. this part of WB is definitely not integrated well enough into my being yet. this is so not me

Update 6:

I’m writing too many updates but if you are reading this far, you are probably interested anyway.

I’m really enjoying the lesser amount of neediness. it feels genuine and natural. though i need to use WB more to ascertain this effect.

different doesn’t mean bad. I’m beginning to think about this sentence as I’m trying to settle with WB’s effects.

Update 7:
Maybe i’m not needy about other people. I’m needy about not wanting to let go of that neediness.

On another note, i feel more confidence in socializing. It’s a different kind of confidence than what i had and i’m still conflicted by it. But i’m open to the experience.

Update 8:

I hate this recon.

it’s different from every other recon I’ve felt before.
i didn’t expect it would hit as hard & as weirdly as this.
DRLD’s recon was bad but nowhere near WB’s now.

I’m not ready for this.

I re-read this post and i noticed that i didn’t write anything about recon before update 8. there were recons before update 8. i just somehow didn’t write it.

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#86

@RVconsultant thankyou for changing the title!

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#87

Rest day 1

Woke up feeling less shit. I have a bit more of a better understanding of WB.

I wish the productivity is back today. I have big goals that i want to get.

I will update this reply as the day goes on.

Update 1:

I genuinely hated how i felt yesterday. But today i’m back to the usual “well it’s interesting that that happened”

Update 2:

Walking, sunlight exposure, singing, dancing, playing games, though they kept me busy, none of those helped with the recon.

It’s fine, i still have a few more things to try throughout the day so we’ll see. I guess it’s time to chug 1.5L of water again lol

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#88

I found the only thing that works for my recon.

Conscious guidance.
I got reminded of this from reading the forum.

Just like how i manifested stuff with mogul, have greater mental control & manifested people with lbfh, get more productivity with drld, i said this to myself:

“Being mysterious is cool and all, but the people that i love and care about comes first. I still want to be close with them and strive to better each others above anything else.”

Just like that, 50% of the recon gone immediately within a few minutes.

What i needed was clarity. Especially with the amount of confusing contradictory changes that i’m experiencing right now. Not tricks to reduce the recon.

Honestly it’s such a huge relief, i felt like my being was being torn apart from different directions.

I have a theory.

The gratitude journal may had indirectly helped me gain more clarity & certainty. That’s why it was really effective in dealing with the recon back then.

I need to experiment more on this. 2 cases of huge recon, and both clarity & certainty have always been the answer. There’s potentially a pattern here.

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