I hope I can explain this clearly I was trying not to write a novel 
so bear with me 
The ability and skill to express what we see in our dreams/ visualizations/spirit realm ( Astral protections) through art.
I’ve always had a love for art I knew at age 5 I wanted to be an artist or meant to be. At that age my drawings were inspired by Picasso, DaVinci, michelangelo. When I reached my adolescent years I starting getting into the occult at this time I was in church 3x a week I was dealing with emotions of guilt and shame but I was intrigued by the occult and learning about things such as parallel realities, alchemy and wicca i couldnt talk to anyone about this and it was somthing I had to hide the only way I could express my knowledge and love for these subjects were through my art. I suffered with depression and anxiety so others assumed my dark sketches were just a way to express my dark emotional state. My favorite artist at this time were the artist bocsh and leonora Carrington everytime I would see one of their paintings I felt a connection it was as if they were painting the things I was seeing
If only I had the artistic ability and skill to paint like them omg I could live out my dreams literally lol. Anyways fast forward to now i am at a different space I don’t see the dark terrifying images and creatures anymore. I see energy, beings of light (angels), auras and things of that nature If you have seen my paintings my goal is to paint energy I love color but… I would like to take things to the next level I want to get into drawing sacred geometry, angels and the images that come to my mind while I’m doing my rituals and alchemy being in the dark universe starting of a a small speckle of light and transforming the darkness into light. The lightening that strikes as I call upon the angels. I want to create things like that. I really want to stay in my feminine energy I have put a lot of work into balancing my feminine and masculine energies.For many years I was operating from a place of masculinity and it stifled my creativity. So It would be great to have a program with aspects of Renaissance Man, Dream, minds Eye,the alchemist and seductress for that feminine charm.
Some of my other inspirations Frida Kahlo, Einstein, Tesla.
They all had some sort of disability (gift) mental,physical, learning they were battling they did not limit themselves due to their circumstances. I admire them greatly. 
I also want to mention I notice a lot of artist deal with some emotional trauma or as noted above mental illness so some healing elements would be great. Leonora Carrington suffered from a severe mental breakdown and was admitted to a psychiatric institution just one example of many.
Side note My celebrity crush is Stark 
I have to add I’m totally upset that Robert downy Jr. Is gone 
replaced with Tom cruise👎🏽
Some of Leonora Carringtons work
Bosch
My Bosch leonora inspired drawings from the 8th grade
ok so maybe I don’t have my final decision lol. Thanks