It feels good to be back. I haven’t posted in a while, and it has been quite a ride. I’ll start off by giving a recap of what lead to this custom.
The custom is a result of completing Alchemist ST1 to ST3 over the last five months. During that time, I found ritual magick. Which I love, I find some of it ridiculous, but it brings me joy. I listened to Alchemist at the perfect time. I was working for an extremely narcissistic boss, who stripped away all of my personal power and self-esteem. Finding ritual magick after ST1 was the perfect thing for me to rebuild my personal power and self-esteem. In September, I demoted myself to get away from my narcissistic boss and couldn’t be happier. I got a 15% pay raise out of it and have more days off.
I developed a daily practice that includes doing the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram, The Middle Pillar, a tarot reading (3 card spread of body, mind, and spirit), and a ritual from Wealth Magick by Damon Brand.
Wealth Magick by Damon Brand is what lead to this custom. I am currently on working 5 of 7 and realize that I enjoy stocks, specifically options. I also did a lot of self-reflection and realized that I was my own worst enemy when it comes to trading. I do well for a time, then I get overconfident and go outside of whatever trading plan I set. That is why I went with EoG to help with the self-sabotage aspect of my wealth. I plan to do Success Magick by Damon Brand when I finish Wealth Magick.
I also sought treatment for mental health. I got treated for ADHD and am currently on medication. For those who have read my previous journals on here you can see the jump from interest to interest constantly. To give you guys a picture of the difference taking ADHD medication makes I’ll give an example. Here is what my mind is like without medication: imagine waking up in a bright room, the room is filled with people, they all start talking to you the second you become aware, you notice the TV is on, along with the radio. With medication all the noise is gone, the room is empty, the TV is off, and no radio is playing. It is as if my mind is in a clean state, and I focus on what needs to get done instead of all the things that I thought needed to get done.
Now let’s get to the custom:
- Emperor: House of Medici Q Core
- EOG ST1 - ST4 (Changed Quarterly)
- New Marketweaver
- Intuition Enhancer
- Virtue Series: Temperance
- Secret Source
- Wealth Limit Destroyer
- I.Q. and Cognitive Booster
- Financial Success Reality Shifter
- RAIKOV
- Fortune’s Favorite
- Virtuoso di Matematica
- Debt Annihilator
- Secrets of Akasha – Wealth
- Mystery
- Current Invoker
- Natural Winner
- Furious Ascent
- Carpe Diem Ascended
- DEUS
I have no plans of quitting my job as a fireman so the goal of this custom is to generate enough wealth that I know I could comfortably retire when I turn 50 (currently 36) and grow enough wealth that I can take care of generations to come.
I plan to trade options primarily using defined risk spreads such as vertical credit spreads and iron condors. I prefer defined risk over strategies such as selling naked calls and puts because they use a lot of buying power and the losses can be astronomical.
That is what has happened in a nutshell. At the bottom of this I’ll leave a list of my favorite magick books because I have seen a handful of people mention the topic on the forum.
Favorite Magick Books:
Books
- Wealth Magick by Damon Brand - Doing the workings has led to me building this custom and finding a better path, it’s also what lead to me getting help for my ADHD. The other part of it has been doing the daily practice which involves centering yourself in the present moment, finding something beautiful and then asking yourself the following questions: “How did I come to be so wealthy? Why am I so wealthy?” This simple ritual has made me feel abundant and wealthy all the time. I don’t stress about money anymore even if we overspent one month, I know we will be fine and figure everything out.
- Magick Riches by Damon Brand - After finishing the Master Money Ritual our power bill dropped by 50%, we got hundreds of dollars in gifts from family, and I got back pay for overtime I had been waiting for six weeks.
- Goetia Pathworking by Corwin Hargrove - The demons here helped tremendously with rebuilding my self-esteem and personal power. In regard to demons, I also used Demons of Magick by Gordon Winterfield, which worked fine, but I had better results from Goetia Pathworking and found the ritual structure much easier.
- Angels of Wrath by Gordon Winterfield - This was the first time I saw magick work on someone else directly. I cast the binding spell on the fire chief at my work who was retaliating against me for demoting myself. I did the spell during my lunch break at the fire station. After that he has not targeted me at all, in fact him and his best friend have been fighting. As if his rage was redirected to his friend. This is what made me a true believer in this stuff.
- High Magick by Damien Echols - I enjoyed this book because it is a simplified version of Modern Magick. I had been going through Modern Magick but found it to be kind of preachy and long winded. Damien writes in a similar style to the Gallery of Magick, where he cuts out a lot of the fluff.
P.S. @RVconsultant would you please change my username to JayFlex? It’s time for a fresh start.