Legacy observation after exercise (cold unprepared)

Journals - Major Programs
#1

So for some reason I had the sudden urge to go bicycling, and it was really early, I usually only go around 5pm. My stack was,

Summary
  1. Mind’s Eye Q
  2. The Legacy Ultima
  3. Emperor Fitness Q ST4 (Masked)

It took around 1 hour to get into town, as I was unprepared (Wet/cold/Shorts/YogaShoes) lol.

I noticed while bicycling on ME, I had this mental split, not the same as mental fortitude but simply ignoring my body. I notice my feet getting cold, but not really care much (Mind is elsewhere). I get into town and warm up in the store, I notice a big cognitive shift, centered around not caring and If an opportunity shows itself that I would approach someone (Khan ST3, you get the picture). I walk around outside eat, feel good / superior in my physical exploits.

Legacy starts, when I am standing around somewhere near the water. I notice a big shift in mindset, I stop thinking about my thoughts and attempt to take in the scenery. While I am sitting, a woman is “Taking pictures”, near me then leaves while walking past me. I told myself in this scenario that I would try and exploit stuff like this, but I had some judgments so to speak (while on legacy + My beliefs). 1. The woman was “Well Done (Feminine)”, but poor body/face + poor lifestyle (typical social media woman, Same as porn addicted men). Of course the outcome is obvious here, I repel someone looking for a daddy. Not to get a derogetory, but the place I live is just geriatrics, I begin to wonder if society is structured in a way to get a steady supply of young women for these gerrys.

On my way back I had to stop about three times to warm up my feet, I get a bit worried about trenchfoot (I am fine now), halfway back had to take my shoes off (Wet shoes). Legacy gets me out of my head and shows me my body is not invincible and I need to take care of myself, and who cares if I am the moron sitting on the side of the road.

I get back feeling really good, similar to what a self hazing / community hazing would be like in a tribal society. Alot of core body energy + endorphins, rather than my typical detached head space, of course legacy is not completely responsible here. One of the thoughts I had when bicycling on the way back was, I had a near life experience (lol).

Rather than something that would happen to everyone, it is now typically done in secret(ish). Think only the “Top Tier” get to be hazed, mostly in school systems (frat,Sor).

No, but I suppose I was going to read it, on someone else recommendation. It is funny you mention it.

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#2

lol- those are rarer than I’d like

have you read Steppenwolf by Herman Hesse?

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#3

there is this theme in what you share about the way you experience life,
that is similar to the main characters. This grossly simplifies it but cerebration to embodiment is the simplest way of putting it, or intellectual/understanding to enlightenment, not transcended enlightenment, but imminent fully in this world, in play and mastery enlightenment, be may be another.

I’ve been on a similar journey myself, I think you’d enjoy it and get something out of it, and as far as ‘extroverted’ writers go-Hesse is one of the best.

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