Yeah. I feel like I have to prove something to myself.
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@James you truly are a remarkable man, a hero at your core. All you need to do is strip away the layers, much like peeling an onion, and your inner hero will emerge. Itās similar to the Balrog of Moria, long confined beneath the earth. When the dwarves excavated the depths, they unveiled the mighty creature. Just as they revealed the Balrog, revealing your true potential is about shedding those outer layers to let your heroic nature shine through.
NOW GO AND WALK THE PATH OF THE IMMORTALS
Also listen to 7empest she is a good person.
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Who wouldāve thought 
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One important thing I learned a few years ago (but didnāt understand until recently), that everytime we announce an intention but donāt keep our word, it creates a pattern of failure in us.
Itās like promising your wife your gonna fix the drain tomorrow, but 2 months later itās still not done. It undermines her trust in you and builds the notion you will not keep your promises anyway.
The same goes for yourself. Everytime you announce you do something and donāt keep your word, you learn you canāt trust yourself.
And this is a vicious circle. This decreasing trust in yourself leads to less action, less steadiness which in turn decreases the trust in yourself.
Youāre creating a pattern of failure.
To learn to trust yourself again, itās important to start small. Say you do something small and actually do it. Keep your word. And you learn you can trust yourself a bit more. And step by step you can go bigger and bolder and you see you can trust yourself again. The same cycle, only in the other direction.
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Why is it every time I try to learn to love myself I start feeling shitty about myself?
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Thatās reconciliation. The self-image of your unconscious self. Itās the only thing it knows. Self love is a threat to it and will be rejected. Y
Thatās what happened to me on Emperor, LBFH and DR:Phoenix after 3 months.
Iām sure it will happen to you with Emperor and Love Bomb.
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Feeling some intense recon today. Woke up feeling anxious. No idea why. Itās still here. Not sure what to do. Ride it out or drop my listening time to thirty seconds instead of a minute ? I know I didnāt get this way overnight and I have to work on being patient. I keep asking myself how can I work on becoming wealthy in the future if I donāt like myself very much now?
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Iām only running Love Bomb. Should I add Love Bomb for Humanity to my stack?
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LB and Emperor for 6 months seems like a really good plan. Why switch?
LB is for self-love. Itās a tough sub but also damn good to build a foundation.
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Have you read existential kink yet? I swear itāll help you!
Some part of you gets off on the icky stuff youāre feeling and experiencing.
Thereās some benefit or gain for whatever is happening.
Thru this form of healing you begin to see the light through your own darknessā„ļø
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I wasnāt going to switch. Just maybe add Love Bomb for Humanity
Iām not going to switch
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I have not but I will. I tend to avoid books that are sexual in nature as it generally doesnāt apply to me being asexual
In my humble opinion I say stick to Love Bomb, as adding more is usually a sign of the stubborn mind saying āgive me Thorās hammer and Iāll beat the mind to submission.ā
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Why limit yourself ? Step into new territory?
That statement feels very contracting as opposed to exploring expansiveness.
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Yeahā¦ and LB is plenty.
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Yep practice Self-care, and brute forcing it is kind of the oppositeā¦
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Youāre at least self inquiring and have some greater awareness than most do!
Sexual energy comes from the sacral chakra area located below the navel.
If you were to do some hip movements it may help open that sexual energy up more.
Maybe some dancing 
Iāve kicked myself for having kids when I wasnāt ready and how I even went about it. This has been a big part of my latest healing. Feeling stuck or trapped with no way out unless big sacrifices was a theme for more than a decade.
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Maybe you are?
I love men and women, but at this point I only desire to be with a man.
Nothing wrong with exploring the idea.
Opening up about stuff you arenāt comfortable with can be really really beneficial.
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