So far the current stack (Emperor, BV1, BV3, RebirthU) isn’t helping much with the oneitis for the girl at the local eatery.
Bit of a conundrum. Part of me (of course) thinks I shouldn’t be drawn to a girl who’s 17 or 18. assuming she’s 17 or 18.
but the other part of me (the part built by evolution) knows it’s normal.
I DO think my stack has me thinking a lot about artificial social boundaries lately.
Not sure if that’s Emperor or RebirthU or both. Leaning toward both since Emperor has a version of Rebirth built in.
After reading @Mystery’s question over at Primal Seduction Healing, I think I definitely need to include PS in my stack going forward after this week is over. I’ll come back to Emperor, but for now, this sexual energy thing has got me in knots.
I’ll either run full PS for the healing or run PSITU as a major, with RebirthU as a booster.
Thinking something like:
- PS or PSITU
- BILLionaire V3 (Solace)
- Wanted (Solace)
RebirthU
If it weren’t for the fact that Ultimas have the masked part, I’d run the whole stack while asleep each day. Free up my day from the shackles of earbuds to be able to take even more action.
Speaking of taking action, I went to the eatery today feeling like I had every intention of “asking her out” whatever the fuck that means when she’s 17/18 and I’m 46.
I didn’t, of course, because I’m not a cheater. I looked at how my dad was with women years and years ago, he’s cheated on every single one of his LTRs. For years I thought “I don’t wanna end up like that.”
Now, when I look at it, though, I wonder if maybe he’s just been someone who doesn’t settle. Weird reframe.