Le Journal de Palpatine™ (2021)

Definitely possible. Best to just become the kind of man she (or one like her) would WANT.

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Absolutely!

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Today is my M2 day.
So in bed last night, I ran 2 loops each of Diamond QZP MK II and Sex Mastery QV2

Only woke up about half hour ago. Feel like I could easily go have sex with anyone I want.

Cool feeling

EDIT: I spaced. That should’ve been M3 day

So now I’m running AscMogul + Rich ZP + BV3

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Today was my M2 day. I did Libertine V3, Sex Mastery, Diamond ZP.

Felt fine/“normal” most of the day.
Tonight, I’m feeling recon. Mainly because I’m at the restaurant (lol) and I realized that recon is like being between two worlds/identities. The old you/world and the new you/world the subs try to lay out for the SubC.

I’m feeling that. In NLP parlance, it’s termed a “parts conflict.”

One parts wants one thing, another part wants something completely different.

Tomorrow is M3 day. Rich ZP and BILLionaire V3. Maybe AscMogul if I’m working on anything specific. AscMogul gives me great focus/productivity hit.

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Ran ultrasonics in bed of Wanted ZP, PS ZP, Regen ZP

Dreamed I was in a house with some hottie who’s my stepmom in the dream. We decided we’re gonna fuck. And each time we’d get close, something would interrupt it.

Like a friend of hers (older guy) lets himself In with his key because he’d left his cell phone on the table.

He see us, was a bit disgusted, but she told him to leave because we were about to “get nasty”.

Finally we fucked. Wtf lol

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Good to know that among the recon symptoms of overloading on ZP is pseudo-oedipal dreams:nauseated_face: :scream:

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3 loops isn’t overload

Do you think that your mind is getting ready to cross boundaries that you had previously thought of as nasty or really inappropriate? I don’t think that the dream signifies that you’re into incest or anything like that. lol

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Not sure. It was at least “just” a stepmom.

And she was in her 30s. I figure Regen ZP is doing some interesting stuff

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I sometimes say “or whatever” as a noncommittal response. Like if it legit doesn’t matter to me which option we choose. Wife hates that.

But she does the same shite. “It doesn’t matter to me “ so then I tell her “so just pick one then” :joy:

In retrospect, I realize now that my noncommittal responses reek of “betaness” as does my insisting she pick an option when I could easily just pick something in the face of HER noncommittalness

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One of my favorite scenes in ”Independence Day “ is when David (Jeff Goldblum) puts that cell phone DF antenna on top of the car.

He built that fuckin thing!
I’m not that good yet but one of my overall goals with subs is to be more creative and resourceful.

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The stack I’ve settled on for the ZP subs is
Chosen
Limitless
R.I.C.H.

For Wednesdays, I’ll run BILLionaire V3 (at least until I build BV4, which is under planning and development right now)

I MAY also run a Inner Circle on Wednesdays.
That’s a toss up between IC or a True Social Ultima.

Probably IC since it’s more about manifesting people, and daddy needs to build and grow a team of advisors, contractors and irregulars

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Before I settled on the stack in the previous post, I ran R.I.C.H. Chosen and Regeneration this morning.

Later today, I decided to drop Regeneration and out Limitless in instead. So I ran Limitless in a parking lot while waiting for deliveries.

I just came home a bit ago to grab something to eat. As I pulled in, my house looked different.

It’s blue, but today it seems VERY blue.
This is my first time getting sensory effects like that. Didn’t even happen during the private testing of ZPPF and ZPS, other than the stuff I mentioned before about seeing stuff in my phone in peripheral vision that wasn’t there before.

Today, as I pulled in to me driveway, I though “Wow my house is fucking beautiful!”

Definitely eager to see what I’m like this time next week.

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Happy Humping Day!

Today is BV3 day. I planned on running Inner Circle. Mainly for manifesting people. Mentors, build a team, etc. as mentioned above.

But I re-read the sales page for Ecstasy of Gold and realized/remembered that ST 3 – Ecstasy of Actualization has manifestation for “ opportunities, situations and people that will lead you to more and more riches”

So that’s covered. I decided to run Ascension or Ascended Mogul instead. Not sure which yet. Still got 38 minutes of BV3 left to decide.

Likely AscMogul since it has the productivity scripting I love so much. Couple that with the Machine: Action module in BV3. I think it’ll do great things.

Also eager to see how ChosenZP plays with the Ascension side of AscMogul.

Who knows? Maybe Emperor will eventually come back into play on Wednesdays

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October 2nd is the last day I did any Instacart stuff. Until Wednesday that is.

I just don’t like doing that one. I’ve turned it on a few times over the past 2 months.
But even if the money was “good,” I couldn’t bring myself to do it.

Monday I ran ChosenZP, R.I.C.H.ZP, and RegenerationZP (ended up running LimitlessZP later in the day on a whim)

Wednesday I ran BILLionaire V3 followed by AscMogulQV2.

During the AscMogul loop, I felt compelled to turn on Instacart and actually ended up doing 3 of those.

I still have to “force” myself to accept those. So it isn’t like I suddenly enjoy doing those orders, but seems I’m at least able to.

I’d prefer if the Uber Eats made comparable money more consistently, of course.

Today, I ran LimitlessZP, ChosenZP, R.I.C.H.ZP, and RegenerationZP.

I’ll see what happens.

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you really are going all out here, aren’t ya :rofl:

i’m quite amazed at how much you can handle, but then again, you probably have an advantage due to your experience with subclub :thinking:

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My only real advantage is I’m not afraid of recon if it happens

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feels like you’re gonna say something like… that’s my secret boy, I’m always in recon

:rofl: :rofl: :rofl:

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Nah. I am always the Senate though

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