This was 3 days ago, general impression of st1 is… it mirrors my day to day thinking pattern regarding negative events in my life, the only difference is an oscillation of negativity to a neutralization of it, repeated. One of my humorous thoughts “Oh you fucker”, just me speaking to the sub as it puts me in some ruminating state, like some sort of trickster pulling my strings.
Wake up in a profoundly negative state.
Night 2, to now…
Stopped taking sleep meds (diphenhydramine) plan on staying up all day to reset sleep instead of forcing it. Less negativity as HOM diffused obsessive thinking into some abstract self loop, kept thinking about StarkQ, and how I should start it for some reasons, 10x + times (in head while dreaming). Woke up and cancelled my exercise plans.
Wake up in a neutral mood, in contrast to the day before. Instead of mindlessly browsing a toxic community forum, I spent the day reading about stocks. I saved some highlights from my reading and youtube comments… Also read about some mega investor (softbank) using (“abusing”) options, seems like the whole thing is rigged when money is concentrated like that.
some random stuff I saved…
Nvidia, Zoom, Facebook, Microsoft, Google, Wells Fargo, Netflix
'll wait to sell Exxon when it’s $70 again in a couple years. Eventually this pandemic will be over and people world-wide will travel like crazy to celebrate, driving up the oil price. I bought at $39 so the gains will be sweet. If it goes to $30 I’ll buy even more.
MSFT, APPLE AND TSLA are to keep??
What’s an investors to do in the meantime?
“There is a good part of the market that’s underpriced,” he said. “Airlines, transportation and hospitality have performed poorly, and some represent good value for patient investors who can tolerate the risk as a part of their portfolio.”
I might consider investing something if the market doesn’t crash before spring, don’t want to be left behind considering the amount of unrestricted inflation, oddly caused by Trumps laissez-faire policy conflicting with incompetent local governments.
My plans for st1 are to run it every night with another sub to test if my mind will “reject” it or if my day goes in some constructive manner. If I wake up neutral or better despite how the day goes, this is acceptable to me, and will keep the sub in mind for future daytime listening/stacks.