For people who’ve run Khan, how was ST1 for you? Smooth? Intense? Both? I know this has been asked before, but still curious how everyone’s experience was.
It was intense. Like its said in the copy. It’s not for the weak or Half hearted.
You begin to question all of yourself, thoughts, feelings.
But honestly, it’s the best thing that ever happened to me bcz in st2 it Builds it all back up
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I’ve seen a lot of traveling happen on stage 1. Big kind of trips. Also as Evolver said you start to question yourself. See that perhaps you could be more than you thought you could. See that you can choose your destiny as if writing an epic story for your customized game character. This is where you allow yourself to get a clean start in life. A new broader viewpoint on yourself. Possibilities seem open. Truth is, they always were you just allow yourself to see them. You might also remember your past. Relive certain memories that perhaps shaped you. It might feel somewhat powerful experience. This might also help you realize your strengths and other things.
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I’m at the very end of the first cycle on ST1 and my current reality is getting tighter and tighter. I just want more of everything I can imagine. So it’s pushing me to improve on every aspect of my current life.
However the overall experience was way smoother than I thought. Emperor was harder to run too because I always felt it was lacking something behind that extreme self-discipline. It was lacking this incredible inner power and effortless action-taking I was looking for.
So that self-discipline is more effortless on ST1 and the results I’m getting aren’t even comparable to everything I run previously.
Khan is definitely unmatched in the whole Subliminalclub catalogue, in my honest opinion.
Also comparison-wise, Genesis was harder to run paradoxically and ST1 is giving me an incredible level of social freedom paired with a sense of invincibility that feels so satisfying.
The fact that I haven’t had any nightmares when on Genesis and the other titles were a daily occurrence is the proof Khan is handling way better the whole thing. And the scary (in a positive way) is that it’s just the beginning.
The reality-bending and shifting on this title it’s just over the top.
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yeah bro, makes me think why i didn’t run it for the whole of last year when i started subclub.
I also started with emperor but it didn’t quite sit well with me
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Smooth and intense. The changes feel rather natural, the energy feels smooth, it all feels very smooth, however, it is still rather intense.
Shit testing, anger, rage, but I’ve never felt overwhelmed, just really, really, irrationally angry.
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You all feel invincible with Khan St 1? I get really bad anxiety with it. Feel like I have a lot to work on, need to do shorter loops, or both
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i began to question myself a lot on st1, did not feel invincible, just felt that nobody cares what you do so just do whatever you want
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Get angry. I watched a video earlier that anger and anxiety are related and that anger is the first step in moving past anxiety.
Anxiety is fear and other low emotions from a position of “powerlessness”.
Anger is low emotions from a position of power.
Anxiety is passive.
Anger is active.
Get mad, and then feel the love, or something like that.
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That’s exactly how I feel most of the time. Not just with running Khan but even without the subs . I have never really felt true power.
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You shall budding Khan, you shall. You’re still on a healing title, you haven’t gotten to reprogramming yet.
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Its a bit sad. At 56 I don’t feel like a real man. It’s probably more than a bit pathetic but a major reason why I am running Khan.
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Have you done introspective work on why you feel anxiety? What is it that Khan is bringing up that makes you feel anxious? Don’t answer me, answer yourself and go deeper.
I started Khan st1, the first hours I felt anxiety, anger, hopelessness and powerless. I sit down and I meditate on these feelings, I examine why I feel that way. Eventually I come to a realization about some idea, experience, or belief I had which is the root of why I feel that way. After that I feel good, no negative emotions. A few days after I feel “emotional” again and I realize that I can work on the next part of the process.
If I’ve previously felt a need to not outshine others, and to hold back my power and Khan encourages me to embrace being/feeling empowered - there’s a cognitive dissonance happening. If you remove that dissonance there shouldn’t be anything to trigger those negative emotions.
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It’s like I said to @praisetheurdtree . That feeling of powerlessness. As if I’m stuck with not options. Trapped.
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Feel into it. Feeling trapped has been a theme for me also on this journey (not to make it all about me), the only reason why I feel so hopeful is because I’ve experienced power in my life, so I know that it’s an illusion. I know it’s just recon from healing.
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Hey James I forget, have you done all stages of Khan yet?
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Nope. I haven’t gotten beyond St 1
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I would watch movies with “manly”/badass men around that age (ex. Roger Moore’s 007).
Ah it seems a lot of people start getting really good results in ST2. Just based on my reading.
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Its alright. Kfc founder only succeeded at 62.
You are a khan
so have a bit of faith in yourself and stick to the title no matter what
from st2 you will be a freakin machine.
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Didnt feel anything on K1 by itself i am sure stuff was happening under the bonnet.
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