This art is so rich, and human. 
Wow thank you
I’m working on a project with the exact theme like here and hearing this makes me even more excited to give it time to bloom just right
The days are so fast
I know things will be okay
They are okay
Delayed gratification is the theme of the past few months. Maybe even a reimagining of my life as it is. As I could choose to live it. The things I could fully leave behind. To quit or minimize. The hobbies and passions I could leave for dead. For the sake of freedom in my day to day life. I sometimes feel a slave to some of my passions. I pursue every day but the process itself is long and boring. I just wish it to end. But I always start all over again. Next goal post. Sometimes I wish I wouldn’t draw at all. It’s taking so much of my life away. The process… maybe I should just utilize ai fully. The only reason why I still draw is because I want people to see that value in what I make. If It’s made with ai, I feel like it would be undermined. But I dont personally care. I just… want to share the world behind it. To make it a little more real than just in my head. Strange desire.
I might take a long break after this project
Rest… focus on my shifting, go work out or just watch YouTube every day. Live as myself full time.
Gratitude is power
Feeling trapped and Enforced choice between survival and moral guilt
Sacrificing innocence for survival
Fear of abandonment and starving alone
Helplessness turned into violence
Fear of losing innocence and
goodness under pressure
Feeling of being trapped and controlled
trying to escape
Safety has a price and sometimes if may feel like even at our very own character
I am not proud. But I know I would have made every decision just the same if I had to do it all over again. While others tower and call themselves heroes I’ll lurk here knowing I’m just a piece of shit but ready to do whatever it takes. A heavier heart but we learn to live with it.
Like an animal rather than a human. Because we are desperate. Desperate for love, for life, for food, for safety. Clawing. Like animals. That’s all I am.
I often see myself compromised by that which I love. Because nothing else matters to me to that extend. If I lose that, I might as well end it all. No point in suffering through life if there is nothing to do it for. So better hold on.
Hanging heads
and blood for painting
a starry night
Can’t you see
the world is changing
Disintegrating
When the darkness comes
Will you come undone?
Do you think you’ll know
who you are?
Think you know someone
’Til the darkness comes
I’m adding New Godlike Masculinity
to my stack of :
Khan
17 cycles done
Shifting custom
- Helen of Troy core
- New Shifting Experience core
- Spartan core
- Heartsong core
At least 12 cycles in
and Wealth custom
- RICH core
- Genesis Mogul core
- New Result Enhancing Experience core
At least 12 cycles in
Khan 4 has been feeling really edgy and dark these last few cycles. More fun than ever to be honest. I feel like I’m running a momentum.
Your persistence is noteworthy and exemplary!
Thank you for posting your progress!
Thank you kindly
I am lucky to have access to these op awesome badass subs
I know there are other ways and I don’t know if forums bots will ever pick up on this message but once again I would like to request a subliminal for women that will help them lessen the pain they have during period time. I believe it will sell. I don’t want to use alternative devices. I want to buy a sub that does this. And if it ends up leading me to alternative devices down the road, great. I’m going to leave it here. It happens every month, it painful and tiresome time. If subliminalclub can make a sub for shifting, they should be able to do this too. I’d be happy to buy it. Many others would too.
Make it ultima if you need to. A quick few hour fix. Anything would be superb.
This is super great.
Us men are happy to buy this sub for another half.
Gentle Moons: Monthly Bliss