Khan Black Stage Experiences

I’m in Khan Black Stage 1 since a week.
I feel that my insecurities regarding being single, and being incomplete or impotent and or weak without a girl partner is being cleared away, this was deep rooted thing, it is going away.
Thankfully.

My other major blocks regarding sexual relationship is,
I think it’s dirty and fluid sharing and ew and yucky on a damn big level.
And non virgin girls, thus are damn dirty and desecrated as heck, hell.
Which stage of Khan Black addresses this?