It’s crazy how fast the time is passing by. I don’t know if it’s because I’m busy pretty much all the time with different kinds of activities or because my brain is working differently than before.
There were some more pleasant moments today where I was “in the zone” while doing Personal Training & tomorrow another 3 more clients to train.
However, I’m not seeing clear signs of Heartsong-related results but I’m enjoying more & more myself in single mode paradoxically.
Last washout (chilling) day & then tomorrow it’s time to try KB ST3.
I just downloaded Primal & I cannot wait to listen to it with New Emperor to give a fun spin to it. I feel that Primal is going to be the point of no return to my old/outdated self.
Just done 5 min of KB ST3 so I’m starting slowly & building up the listening time from week to week so by the end of the 21 days cycle I’ll be listening to full loops (10 minutes the 2nd week & 15 minutes the last one). Let’s see how it goes.
I added 1 full loop of Ascension Chamber too to boost it.
I unleashed the Primal Emperor this morning &, as suspected, I received mixed reactions (the great majority on the positive side though) from the clients in the gym. However I was a little bit funnier than usual in my interaction while putting some more energy too, especially through my voice.
There’s this little, gentle push inside to bring more enjoyment & fun moments into my daily life.
My inner side is quite calm & serene & I feel that this stack is going to be unbeatable to develop an invincible & unstoppable mindset.
Today I was pondering about the realization that my life is passing by very fast to the point I’m feeling it like it’s slipping from my fingers, so-to-speak.
So, I’m drawn to slow it down a little bit and enjoy every single moment with curiosity, appreciation & gratitude. On other news, I just started to feel more authentic & “real” by leaving every behavior which don’t align with me anymore.
Also, I feel more joy in interacting with others & it’s easier to laugh & joke with them genuinely. However few clients were treating me differently (borderline passive aggressive & less openness overall) so I guess it’s due to my changing projected energy.
5 minutes KB ST3 loop to start the day.
This morning I started working at the gym in a moody state which was unusual since the last year when I started working there. There was some residual rage/disappointment in me & one client told me clearly that I was giving an off vibe instead of my posing/friendly/open one.
Also I had to be more assertive because one client was complaining about coming up late to a course (which I had to cancel due to 0 clients coming) & then pretending I had to do it anyway because the other clients in the weight room weren’t as important as him. So in a polite but firm manner I told him that he was too late to attend the course but
So after talking about that episode to the receptionist (who agreed with me about that arrogant client) & having that interaction with that client who read my emotional state like I was an open book, I started to feel better.
Then I saw a vocal message in WhatsApp where another client (who asked me to have an interview for her PT company but then hired another personal trainer several months ago) just proposed me to join his personal training team in trial mode for the first hours & then eventually hire me for 1 or 2 days per week.
That job will be higher paid than my personal training side business (in Switzerland the pay rate is definitely higher than Italy’s salary) & in a much better & higher spending customer base than the current one.
New Emperor is doing its thing in the manifestations department.
Thank God for not ruining my stack with the new releases.
Despite the fact that I’m intrigued by Stark Black for overall status, resilience, power, charisma, cognitive enhancement, wealth building, its fame aspect is not my cup of tea.
Also, I guess, there isn’t a physical shifting script as powerful as Emperor’s. So my stack is safe…for now.
In other news my social skills are improving at a fast rate and I feel more energetic in my interactions while laughters & funny moments are increasing at work. There’s something inside me which was recently cleared up & I feel lighter than before, emotionally speaking. I think it’s Primal doing its things.
Yesterday my voice was coming up deeper naturally & I feel more & more masculine.
Yeah this seems to be Primal in a nutshell. Way more jokes and being funny, but not in a needy type of way.
Amen to that bro! Haha
Today I felt so calm, confident & carefree with an underlying sense of euphoria that I was smiling, laughing & having fun interactions all day just because I felt so self-reassured & 100% sure my future would be epic. I also was more spontaneous, direct & less inhibited to act & say whatever I wanted.
In fact, I felt the most simple thing could entertain me & I saw the clients in the gym giving back that confident playful vibe. That was the feeling/mindset I had been looking for a very long time.
That was the calm before the Storm. Yesterday I had a very heated argument with a colleague of mine but then I made peace with him in just 2 hours or so.
The problem is that afterwards I felt so weak, vulnerable & without the needed emotional control I would like to have permanently.
Today I feel off too.
How is that possible you can feel so good & then the day after manifest almost the exact opposite?
This stack is kicking hard because it’s bringing on the surface everything which stands in the way of my ultimate freedom & self-realization.
It feels hard because no matter what you do there’s no chance to hide from revealing what needs to go from yourself.
I think it’s an unique hybrid between the two Khan + New Emperor archetypes & that’s why recon hits very hard. You cannot escape yourself & that’s what I felt the last days. However if you have the courage to go live your life facing your limits & feeling uncomfortably vulnerable then a huge breakthrough is just around the corner.
The path towards a Khan-Emperor is pretty hard to swallow but infinitely rewarding at the very end.
My intuitive side is telling me that.
At some point I almost had the urge to switch New Emperor for ASBR…
It’s the extremes of life, I have numerous stories of experiencing days where I was on top of the world, and then the very next day it felt like I couldn’t win to save my life. Also had the opposite effect of a string of bad days that turned into weeks worth of good times afterwards.
That’s part of learning to be resilient. Realizing that in life the good and the bad always come as a package deal. Just remember to cherish the good times, and stay ready to embrace the challenging ones. Keep in mind that if you aren’t strong enough to endure one bad day, you don’t have what it takes to become a Khan.
I just listened to 10-minute loops of New Emperor & Primal & I guess the trick to make them work better is less exposure, in my case.
In fact, I feel more inclined to clean, do my conscious affirmations in line with my goals, read & study because I can focus better due to a more disciplined mindset.
So next week I will try 5-minute loops to see if they work even better.
Let’s see how the day goes.
The day went not so well emotionally speaking…The meeting I had at the previously mentioned personal Training studio didn’t leave me a good first impression.
The pay rate + the amount of hours in there aren’t a lot & cost-benefits ratio is about the same compared to the personal training side-business of the current gym where I work.
This stack is relentless in pushing me to find my true self with my true path & if I’m not feeling it well it’s a way bigger ‘No’ than the past months.
I guess Khan-Emperors never compromise their paths in life.
Another huge pill to swallow.
Since adding Primal it looks like I’m running a spiritual kind of sub.
This stack is starting to question everything I’m doing with my life and that’s why I feel emotionally weak & without the confidence I experienced the last few months.
However, there’s an underlying peaceful feeling inside me that is slowly building up. Some big incoming change on the horizon? Maybe related to financial freedom?
Something is going on which I don’t like at all because the last 2 weeks I did very few personal training sessions and today I didn’t get any new sessions for the next few days.
I cannot afford to lose my clients so if in the next week, the current trend does not reverse I will stop using this stack due to all the negative effects I’m having.
I just figured out what’s missing in my stack to really make it work without giving me bad recon symptoms: love/self-love.
When I was running Genesis there was a version of Love Bomb scripting in there (plus Libertine too) so I was filled with positive energy which was contagious & got me a lot of compliments & positive experiences, gifts, luck, etc.
So I think the best option for me right now is to use LBfH or Love Bomb instead of KB due to the fact I’m not feeling energized but drained by this stack (I’m feeling sleepy at work).
Love is always the answer to heal everything.
What if I’m not a good fit for the whole archetype concept? What if New Emperor, Stark & Khan are not meant for someone like me who doesn’t give a fly to be like those archetypes? Is this my real Primal side who doesn’t want to be categorized & which is starting to roar?
Maybe it’s time to pick & choose differently from now on which sub is right for me. Maybe I should use the best titles for every broad area I would like to focus on for every cycle (wealth = EOG + R.I.C.H. ; relationships = Pr + IC ; romance = HS + PS ; physical shifting = LotS + BDLM ; status/power = Ascension + Chosen) & pairing it with Primal to find the true me.
I’ll support your intuition just through personal experience.
I don’t care much about the archetypes. And I never ever blend them.
I listen to HOM a lot, but I do so for a collection of very specific skills and traits - wealth manifestation, and sales skills. I don’t care about being HOM, I just treat HOM as a type of True Sell on steroids.
Now I’m listening to ASBR, but, not even for the fame archetype, just for a very specific collection of features - cognition, socializing, confidence, wealth, motivation, and again it’s like a true-sell type of sub for me.
And having one sub that covers everything IS helpful, in my opinion. A lot of people, myself included, comment that a stack sometimes lacks forward momentum without an archetype. Archetype subs have a bit of everything, kind of like Genesis has everything, but Genesis is simply more neutral and balanced in its version of “everything.”
But the subs that have had the most impact for me have always been smaller skill based subs, especially combined with one archetype to tie everything together. Inner circle, PCC, love bomb, EOG, limitless executive, sanguine elixir, DR, revelation of mind/spirit. They’ve all seriously changed my life, and since they’re so specific, they do so much faster for me.
Choosing a sub can be quite challenging, especially when you’re trying to align it with your true self and the current phase of your life.
I often find that it never feels completely perfect, as there is always something missing or added that I don’t resonate with. While conscious guidance can help to modify it to some extent, it still remains an archetype. Some people may be fortunate enough to find an archetype that perfectly reflects who they are, or they may not mind the associated drawbacks.
That’s an interesting point. What is your rationale for not blending different archetypes?