Khan? At The Brink Of Life

Journals - Major Programs
#1

Hello All.
I’ve been doing all my personal development
OSHO, Barry, Dan Peña, Reading their books, subliminal subconscious mind empowering audios
Khan, Emperor, Seductions, Primal, Everything
I recently started subliminals though, been 4 months.

All of my six past years was for a single goal purpose that, I would be able to be with a girl crush of mine from 2020.

Today we saw each other for a while after Six fucking years, I fked up, could have talked hi for a minute, then it was an unventured territory from the silence after Hi Hello to the night love life.
She’s also into me a lot
But I fucked up in a way, chance was so rare probably.

I’m busy in other things but everything I did till the year 2020, all posting videos online, all personal transformation hours, rsd tyler, casey zander, dan pena, OSHO, everything, !!! Fucking Everything !!! Was For This Moment
And this talk from Hi to bed was an unventured territory.

I think I lacked opennees and had too much ego as well
Why do I need her, Oh, she’s got a fucking car and here I’m by walking scaling things in hours

I’ve become a powerful guy in these years but motherfuck, what on god damn Earth I need to do to get her now!?!?!
I’ve tried everything on planets Earth
From coaches to spirituality to astrology timings to subliminals, talking to people ,extroversion,
The fuck on the planet is left for me!!!

But I’m in mood of taking action now, had enough of personal development and introspection and contemplation.
It’s still not over,
Every moment is a chance, I’ll talk to her in online if that’s what it needs, takes!!
!!Now To Do Things!!

#2

If you could phrase your question or objective in 100 words or less, perhaps someone here could point you to a product that might help.

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#3

Some things to consider.

Why do you need her so badly? What is the reason? Why should it even hold any value to you? Why not other girls?

You might be in some deep recon or just frustrated that you haven’t actually developed your social skills to the level you desire.

Reading books, using subliminals or doing “personal development” don’t automatically translate to that. You need to go out and work on them, take action. Social and romance skills don’t improve in an isolated space, interaction with other party is required, that’s how the feedback system works.

To get an idea of what I’m talking about review @friday journals when you have time. Man used subs but also went all out with some monstrous action taking. He also had a similar problem to yours when he started out.

Also, what do you mean by “doing all my personal development?” What exactly are you doing? Are you actually developing?

I’m not here to downplay any effort you’ve put in. But its always better to review your internal motivations, clarify what you want and your method of approach.

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#4

Shit, just saw it’s another banned spam account :joy:

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#5

I feel somewhat relieved lol…

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