Hi brothers ,
After months of switching i decided to go back to my favorite sub, you guessed it!
I’ve was on khan 2 or three years ago and it was the best i’ve ever felt in life so why not pushing it to the limit?
i will Post weekly about my progress as it make more sense to allow some time to reflect on the progress i make.
i’m 46 IT manager . i make decent money i have a daughter she is 10, and i’m single .
i’m really looking for a relationship.
Right now my focus is on make money to secure her future .
My dream after all these year is to break free from the work place ,but i keep failing at trading
even with the fact that i know a lot about it , it is more about my behaviors .
Khan st1 week 1 update:
On Day one i’ve cross path with a nice looking girls (around 25 in my estimation) but i did not pull the trigger. i was in the queue to get some cash from the ATM.
when i got done i jumped in my car to get some gaz and i saw her again like 5 minutes after looking at me like what are you waiting for!!! Ah !! lost opportunity…
then on the same day i was having a beer at my usual spot and as i was leaving the place to go back home, another girl came to me asking for my number, this time i was stunned !!! and she is stunning , her body looks like the devil himself made her to test the man in me!!
so we went out once just to build rapport , i will give you update later.
the week went well with a lot of things that needed to be taken care of .the pressure was high but it went well.i feel calm i feel confident.
After blowing another propfirm account as i was closed to pass the challenge i decided to take a step back to reflect on my behaviors. I had a good strategy and i ruined it buy myself , this need to be addresses.
i’m also trying to quit smoking after 24 years. i don’t wanna end up as a statistic. I’m trying to use everything i have to do it .
i have patches , gum, meditation but i can’t make the psychological switch it’s frustrating.
This is were i stand after a week on khan.