Journeys from the darkness to the light

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#3

Today was kind of shitty

I was literally home on a Saturday night with nothing to do, no one to hang out with and looked back on my life and realized how short I’ve sold myself and how much I’ve let my mind imprison me in missing opportunities.

funny thing is my coworker literally asked to hang out with him nonchalant and rejected his offer and looking back I noticed that I’ve not really missed opportunities to make good friends and expand my social circle but I’ve been acting too proud, beggars can’t be choosers yet I unconsciously reject people who would make my social life more vibrant and then wonder why later… I’ve always been an introvert but recently I’ve noticed opportunities open up and still… still I keep self sabotaging them over and over again to get back to the familiar and mundane…

if I actually put my pride aside, I would be so far in life but I keep getting in my own way

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#4

I haven’t been consistent in journaling but this is how it’s been going so far.

I’m noticed with my lbfh custom, there’s been a trust factor when it comes to women, they trust me more, at least the ones in my life, the toxic women in my life are respecting my boundaries.

I decided to run WB in micro loops for this cycle to end it, I try to at least run a sub for 3 cycles before switching it out.

I’m planning on bringing back emperor custom

During my washout, I noticed my boss was very friendly and complimenting me.

Lbfh custom has been kind of carrying the show tbh, I’m definitely more nicer and compassionate towards people and even had a coworker say to me that I was too nice.

I feel like I’m missing that dominant edge in my stack, running lbfh and emperor did wonders no doubt.

I actually got asked out on a date nonchalantly but recon was hitting me so bad that day that I didn’t realize until the next day.

Still I think I need to focus on building something and being a man of power and respect

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#5

The iron is still hot. Do ask her out.

#6

I also forgot to add, so I have male enhancement in my stack. For the longest time I thought it didn’t work, but today when I woke up, I noticed, I wasn’t hard or anything but it still looked bigger than I was used to, then I read an article about how when measuring your length, you are suppose to measure from the pubic bone upwards not from the fat pads that build around your groin. Why is that important? So apparently, when you gain weight, like fat stomach and groin, it makes your thing look smaller.

These past couple of years I gained significant weight when bulking up but at the same time it made my thing look smaller, I have a noticeable fat stomach and maybe half an inch of fat pad that built around my groin. Theoretically speaking, if I was to lose the stomach fat and groin area fat, I could have an extra inch.

But so far things are looking up

#7

Does WB have wealth scripting because I don’t have any wealth stack but yet manifested an opportunity to become rich, basically manifested a wealth coach(ish) who makes money in the stock market successfully willing to teach me

#8

Yes it does

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#9

oh wow, that just made WB ten times better and makes it easier now to know how to stack my subs

does WB also have male enhancement to make your thing grow bigger too like wanted

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#10

Yes. It has all the physical shifting of current Wanted including Male Enhancement

Although WB is a bit dense compared to Wanted and Legacy of the Spartan due to having lots of seduction and aura scriptimg, WB might need more time compared to Wanted. Just like Wanted will take more time for male enhancement compared to BDLM.

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#11

Thanks again, will keep this in mind while running WB, I got wanted name embed just for the male enhancement, I didn’t realize WB also had it too.

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#12

I keep forgetting how dense WB is and was thinking of dropping my LBFH custom and LE, just to run WB or run WB and PS together but I heard PS also has a long script too which will take a long time, I’ve already ran PS before in a stack, would you suggest that, I’m trying to get back my primal energy but also have women chase me when I’m not actively pursuing them, to create a preselection type scenario.

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#13

I can’t find Saint’s quote but he had recommended caution for running WB + PS since they are different.Styles of seduction.

Maybe you stack PS + WB + Singularity, it will resolve the paradox of those two different styles.

Or name embed either PS or WB with the Singularity’s Paradox module to be able to run those titles together.

#14

Interesting, will have to try that out on a custom.

Would Singularity make it more potent since its bringing two different forms of seductions together

Also, do you think using a clearing stage like in Khan stage 1 or I am help in easily integrating behaviors once everything has been cleared out

#15

I noticed today that the people closest to me who I see on a daily basis have been avoiding me or acting indifferent

People who I haven’t met, were acting very nice. I had some women randomly say hi to me at my work place yesterday but coworkers have been acting strange and one literally leaves after a few mins when I’m around, so its going to get annoying after while but I remember reading my journal for primal and remembered I had the same issue until things broke through so I’m keeping my head up for now

I wonder if there’s a module to help you achieve congruence faster when running seduction subs

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#16

I don’t know the answer to this. But most probably yes.

Yes if you are doing so before running WB, PS

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#18

thanks again

I think on my next run I’ll definitely include singularity, I didn’t even know it existed till you mentioned it.

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#19

I’m thinking of doing 7 rest days in between to alleviate some recon but also I noticed the last run when I took 7 days off for my washout, everything seemed to integrate more easily. So now it got me thinking whether I should be taking 7 rest days off instead of one or 3 rest days off, to help with integration for the first couple of cycles kind of like a microloop for rest days. Even though I don’t care how people react to the new developing me, it’s not good if you want to get things done at work and everyone seems to be distant or far from you.

I have been using micro loops and followed a schedule that support gave me but I don’t think it’s for me. I’ve been waking up very very tired and I think I need way more rest days in between to process and integrate before going back to it again.

I’ll try 5 days first then 7 days next

#20

Consider that the avoidance is from people that you know and know you. They have a template (internal representation) of who they expect/think you to be. Meanwhile, new people who don’t have a template on you are open to you.

You are changing, in fact, you have grown considerably and the people that have a template on you will need to update it.

You don’t have to do anything more, consolidate your growth and give them time to adjust.

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#21

Thats true because the women who I don’t know have been like hovering around when they see me. Some standing around, kind of waiting for me to talk to them I guess lol

The ones who I work with have been acting odd asf, like wtf, I don’t even talk to you but you treat me like I said something really messed to you that made you not wanna talk to me anymore, its weird. I guess it will take time to build on until they are comfortable with the new me but I don’t care about them.

I’m not going to hinder my growth just to please someone

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#22

I’ve had some pretty interesting stuff happen recently that I can only contribute to WB. For starters I got some money back from my landlord since I moved out early and made some money in my online shop, which seems like nothing but I was in the negative but after a few days I will have a great cushion, all this coming out of nowhere. I hope to build on this and build to better things. I did have an opportunity to work with a wealthy person, if that goes well, it could lead to actually making real money.

On the women side of things, it has been stagnant and slow. Saw some looks here and there but didn’t really materialize to anything big or special. Microloops and breaks in between has helped a lot in terms of fatigue and recon. I’m going to finish this run and see where I’m at and probably add GLM to replace LE in my stack.

LBFH stack seems to keeping toxic people away all the while keeping those who might be of help close. My toxic mother has been avoiding my like a plague and it feels awesome, there’s a sense of respect even when discussing my name. I have ran lbfh since June and I think I’ll keep running it to see where it takes me

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#23

One thing I noticed with WB recon in myself is indecisiveness, not knowing whether I want to stick with something or not. There have been times where I felt like insecure and jealous over something that I had no right to feel jealous over. I’ve been feeling less than and like in a scarcity mindset and have been journaling to find the root cause…every time I journal I keep getting the same answer, not having the validation and acceptance of my mom and ends up having me clinging to women trying to get that maternal love I never had, which is probably the reason why I’ve dated older women who were already married. I feel like I need to heal that inner sense to seek validation from others and that jealous factor will vanish. LBFH has helped kind of expose a lot of my insecurities and pitfalls but it’s still been tough changing my thoughts.

I’m going to push forward though for a couple of more days and stop my cycle on the 7th or 8th, I want to do a good 2 weeks washout to integrate everything.

The one distinct thing I realized is that my inner voice is pretty negative on this stack, when it comes to women and everything. When I ran emperor in my stack, my inner voice was more positive and uplifting which makes sense because I had an emperor custom with inner voice module.

Can’t wait for a washout, it can’t come soon enough. I get easily irritated rn and some people are getting on my nerves at work while running this stack.