No it happens as a byproduct of culmination more energy and having greater control over it so you can consciously steer it to working more productively towards your goals.
The most basic practise and only essential one if you ask me is not wasting it recklessly.
Eat some of the garbage from the āsuperā stores, one meal and you instantly want to go to sleep.
How is that going to make your productive when you feel totally empty in terms of life force and energy to utilise for your mental emotional and physical movement or productivity towards your goals.
Khan Black provides an ample amount of energy that comes from the natural source of your body, your sexual center, the energy that was used for maturing your body into adulthood.
Once your body was finished you got a wet dream and you went through puberty. Your sexual energy has now become awakened to a different function. This function has been totally abused and misused due to blatant misinformation in our education system.
But if you run KB for long enough you will eventually discover the truth about this inner mechanism.
How to channel that energy and use it for a variety of purposes, such as healing, manifestation, etc
You canāt accomplish anything without drive and motivation, you can have drive and motivation if the source of your drive and motivation has been expended towards an activity that delivers you nothing in return.
It drains your resources, life forces, these forces you will need to succeed in life.
I donāt think you will find this in a book and you can read many 500 page books but these basic essentials are all you need to start out
As humanity evolved certain schools, traditions and cultures explored many of these things and they had oral traditions to preserve it within an ancestory, it was sacred to them but now that we are all connected and the world is ready for global peace there is no need, for this knowledge to remain hidden, as we can use it for good.
But you of course donāt want to empower fools and we are all fools until we are fully enlightened to the truth.
I do not pretend to be a master at this, but I have come to known and find a drop of truth that many are seeking for, deep within, an unconscious urge waiting to become a conscious search.
And once you had a droplet of this truth, you will want more and know more and utilise it for good because it is beautiful and many are suffering the ignorance, because this world lacks proper leaders.
So leaders are waiting to be born and everyone can be a leader no matter where you are right now you can do the work and put in the effort and equal to your natural capability you will succeed and accomplish.
Always remember the most vibrant tree produces the greatest amount and best quality fruits.
What is within, is without.
The power is in YOUR HANDS.
Beautiful 
got it
The Story of My Life
The bamboo may grow underground for countless years, showing no outward appearance of growth. But then a sudden outburst of incredible growth ensues, miraculously the bamboo grows tall and wide.
It feels like the world does not see me, why? Because I have not shown who I truly am.
Years of preparation and inward work that will now lead to rapid success and progression, it will look like quick and unbelievable success and growthābut little do they know that it took years of building and preparation.
Amazing class on the energy centers suitable for the modern world.
Main reason Iām using Khan Black, leveraging the sexual energy for purifying, opening and empowering all the energy centers.
Been noticing how I can go from totally introverted and refraining from showing myself to taking over the whole room.
I can switch between these states at will.
Sinking either deep within myself to contemplate ideas or coming down to Earth and take over the show is natural now.
My dumb mistake in the past to run programs, get to a point of actually having the manifestations, the results as in things manifesting but never quite jumping on the manifestations and allowing the experiences to really change me within.
Now Iām beginning to see what Wanted Black can really do.
And itās like they sayā definitely not a beginners program. Reconciliation is a phase you have to pass through, but once you have surpassed the reconciliation, results begin to streamline in your life. This is only the beginning of the subliminal program. Now the adventure begins.
Iām pushing through with all the programs Iām using because I do not want to let go of this momentum and get āstuck againā and stonewall like crazy.
This is only a minor breakthrough though the wall is a big one.
The bamboo is only an inch above the ground.
Going through a profound inner transformation right now, my entire being is fully present in the now, with my feet firmly on the ground. A piece of me has reattached to my consciousness, it feels like a huge remembrance, a part of me that I deep down rejected because of the profound pain I associated with it.
Itās all coming back to me, like a homecoming of sorts. Feeling more whole with this missing piece that I received back in my life.
Only the start of the journeyā¦ itās been only a little over a month.
And having the most illogical and ridiculous lucid dreams. Lucid dreaming is a natural part of awakening your inner being, your awareness and living more consciously. Itās a natural part of living a conscious life, so conscious that you eventually wake up in a world you may now completely oblivious to ā¦
Still working through some incredibly deep
Changes.
My dreams have been like very lucid movies that are out of this world. Feeling it might be finish here by the end of the week.
There are too many programs I want to listenā¦
Revelations of Body, Spirit.
House of Medici
Nouveau Rich
True Sell
And Iām already using Khan Black, Wanted Blackā¦ both I want to keep using.
Thatās ehhh problematic.
Okay, so a few new realizations.
I want to start building something, I accept we are born into captivity even though we are given the illusion of freedom.
In order for me to become truly free I need to become wealthy.
Wealth comes from immersing yourself in wealth and from people who are actually wealthy.
I need to start earning sufficient income, preferably online, so I can be free to travel anywhere and get in touch with the right people, find the people who are on the āother sideā of things.
Find the actual rich.
Those who donāt pay taxes but invest loaned money into assets.
Get familiar with their waysā¦
Build true and real connections.
I have a plan but it will be a grind, but then again working a regular job is a dreamless grind, and it there is never something to gain nor achieve.
I will have to take risks but Iām
Fine with that.
Iām
Running Nouveau Rich now but considering adding True Sell and even making a Custom to benefit from a few of the manifestation modules such as cosmic wealth, and akasha wealth secrets
In this world you need to learn Sales, it is an essential skill, sales, and persuasion, even if that means selling yourself and your ideas, your persona, your skills.
Simply look at Trump, sales are part of him, making deals is part of him, and his entire characterā¦ with this natural ability his able to succeed at anything by finding the right people and influencing, persuading them, and controlling the situation at large.
His a true leader and he knows how to sell his leadership.
My first objective is to make enough money online so I can freely travel wherever I want, I have faith that I will be guided and almost magically meet the right individuals to rocket launch me into my dream reality.
This first step, the beginning of my wealth journey will naturally be the most difficult.
Once I have achieved that much tension will be released and I will find myself in the happiest state ever, knowing that I can finally travel and explore the world freely, and that much greater success awaits me from that moment on.
Nouveau Rich,
Khan Black,
Are the main staples in this stack ā in fact Iām so assured of Khan Black as a program that it is highly likely this will be the first Custom in this journal. Something akin to a booster, focusing mainly on energetic and Spiritual development but with the main goal of enhancing my capacity of succeeding in life.
Already have a draft for this Custom just waiting for the right, divine timing, to finally get itā¦
Whenever that is, I will know.
I also want to run something for social, persuasion and influence and with a romantic edge.
I love to be social, I love talking and communication, always have.
True Sell and the New Sex & Seduction would be great for that.
I let everything unfold, trusting that everything will perfectly unfold in a way that helps me to solidify my dreams into an existing, tangible reality.
Dream building, then allowing it to unfold into reality while taking action.
This is real manifestation, Law of Attraction.
You moving towards your goals, while attracting your goals towards you. Never forgetting the duality of existence, law of attraction is always between opposites, the manifest and the unmanifest, the created and the uncreated, the male and the female.
Hit full loop of Khan Black today. Contemplating whether to do another hit of Nouveau Rich or try out the upgraded Sex & Seduction.
Almost fully recovered from some tantric disease that I incurred, feeling incredibly centered and grounded in a way that I have not felt in a long time, reading the future feels a little unclear there are a lot of directions I can take and nothing is static as I have not made exact plans. I can feel there is a lot of traveling on the line for 2024 and this will mostly be in line with furthering my Spiritual growth and building my energies, I will be making special use of sacred sites of various places to accomplish this feat.
I now have reserves energies that I can draw from, whereas before my batteries always got heavily drained as I was trying to recover but life came at me in ways that I constantly had to expend whatever I had, this led to me having to spending, or wasting rather a lot of time using practices for short term charging.
Now that my energy body is recovering well it has more of a self-regenerating property.
This is one reason why it is so essential to keep yourself virtues as virtues are a form of protection, the virtues themselves while mental have a beneficient effect on your Spiritual and physical health, protecting you from potential traumas that can damage your energies badly and weaken you. I myself tend to be of the nature of service, almost intuitively as who I am deep inside, but had to learn to temper this with much-needed Wisdom as to avoid snakes abusing this.
Iām now ready to treat myself with a well-deserved Custom based upon Khan Black that I have pondered upon and thought out very sharply.
For the last slot Iām decisive between Lion, Mystic Osmosis, and Formless Clarity, each having its merit and being useful in different scenarios. Leaning towards Lion in case Iāll working in elite social circles to gather intel and make connections to build my wealth, but Mystic Osmosis would be of great benefit with doing the Spiritual work while traveling later on, first things first of course the needed resources need to be manifested so that I can pursue these travels while continuously making a considerable amount of wealth. All this will be done by building something and then allowing others to run the show for me without much active participation.
I have realized that right now I do not want to build a promising venture as much as I want to gain more clarity and reach a higher moral and Spiritual development, much like preparation and discovery of the world while enlightening myself to the only one and true reality, I have always felt any so-called successful and seemingly worthwhile endeavor is truly futile if you are not in an enlightened state of mind, in such a limited vision of the world and reality, can one truly know what the worlds need and what is good and bad in the destiny of mankind?
Can you work for something greater than yourself before have true communion with that power?
I follow my Heart on the path and road toward my ultimate liberation and enlightenment, hoping to serve this civilization and planet in any way I can.
Washout has been really confusing and suppressing in a way, feeling pretty dull and down today, not like anything low emotionally just exhausted and need to refresh myself probably will find a good spot in nature to take in serene atmosphere but the weather has been too wet,
I always wished for a temple space in my garden but until a ripe time when I settled down in a particular country it is unlikely Iāll build anything
I always get depressive recon during washouts and I do not know why.
Itās intense.
Itās bad. Feelings of not melancholy but feeling humm utterly helpless? Not even that, maybe uncertainty, just deep pain and then it goes away again and I feel better, then it returns and it comes in waves likes this.
It can be several different feelings but it is often a complex emotion that is difficult to describe, certainly no joy lol
I tend to laugh this away and think Iām strong but I donāt want to feel this way.
So Iām looking for understanding so I can avoid it, there is no reason to put anyone through this, and I only have it during washouts, itās ruthless.
Usually lasts a week to two weeks.
I know if I ran a loop
It would be gone immediately.
My theory is there are thing a program triggers, things I have to work through emotionally and mentally but never get the chance to do because as I reach another loop the next listening day it finds some new things to reconcile and it just begins to add upā¦
Or something.
And then when you wash out you suddenly have to process it all.
Just a theory, idk what it is. Feeling confused and lacking a lot of clarity.