Yes, it’s my Journal, I think what happened was when I asked the question for my wealth stack / custom, I had marked it under Q&A
Then, by the time I got around to Journalling, the editing was removed due to the amount of time that passed by and I didn’t realise it
Good that you brought it up, thanks @Geoff 
Let me tag @RVconsultant
RV, would it be possible to shift this to Journals category - the one for Customs?
Thanks!
Not to bring up old conversations unnecessarily, but the whole discussion of Elon Musk, Bill Gates and Mark Zuckerberg on how they made their wealth - whether it was ethical or not - I don’t know.
But certainly, their decisions and characteristics got them to where they are today. I suppose, just like there are plenty who follow the ethics, there are plenty who don’t follow ethics as it’s boldly accepted perhaps. I suppose their practices which are not entirely “ethical” not overshadowing their work is due to the fact that the products that they created are so deeply woven into our society today.
Think, the recent Microsoft shutdown.
After a month of deliberation and thought, I’ve finally decided my stack perhaps for eternity.
Firstly, is of course PROSPERA → For Wealth
Secondly, is Aurelion → For building strong relationships, networking, and social mastery.
Thirdly, is the WB+DD+PN Custom → For those moments when you just want to be the center of attention. When you’re turning heads and just enjoying
When I am focused on my career goals → PROSPERA + Aurelion
When I am partying → WB+DD+PN & Aurelion (If it’s a high stakes event)
When I am doing both → PROSPERA + WB+DD+PN
But, here are the new realisations:
Oh and, I’m going to create a Creativity Custom for Music Production & a Creativity Custom that is broad in application. This is far into the future.
For now, I am largely resonating with this stack.
There are just so many titles right here at Subliminal Club.
I started off with Khan and LBFH
then ran many titles and now, I am far from where I started
Khan is not even a part of my stack → Trust me, I would love to have it, but currently, I am just so focused on not being that Alpha who is dominating and beating his chest. I want to build some deep and strong relationships. I want to finish building my product and take it to the market and establish an income stream (Which would be my first one). Find people who aid my growth and grow mutually → But not get stuck up on that. Improve my social standing and popularity → Not in the sense of pleasing the people, but to take that rebellious side of mine and let it shine → Through thought leadership.
The path is ahead of me, and after coming off of EB, I had a very bad few days. Much of procrastination that suddenly came back and feelings of doubts. EB really made me realise in the 4 cycles that I ran, it is not the way I want to continue my life. Just because my relationships are not as fulfilling or strong, doesn’t mean I continue to ignore them and focus like a money → Like I often do. It’s such a difficulty for the people around me to get me out of home → and I do want to go out now and socialize.
I want quality conversations. I want deep conversations. I want the quality of conversations that Steve Jobs and Bill Gates would have. That’s what I really want and it’s not about being ignorant to the sides that are painful → It’s about facing them now.
Khan truly gave me the foundation to be by yourself and conquer. It’s great, and that core has stuck with me even today, even though it’s been about 3-4 months since I stopped running Khan. Thanks to my actions. Really, if I hadn’t run Khan, at least something else I would have worked on / ran to give me the foundation to the grow from. Khan is so so so powerful.
I am glad that I ran 8 months of Khan → It built the foundation. Then, QL + BL + Limitless currently have built and continue to improve on my intellect and my mind. EB really made me realise that “Look! You can be all logical and unemotional → But you’re still believing in something → As a human you are both cursed and blessed with belief → It’s either you utilize it to enable you or you utilize it to destroy you.”
Pretty profound. Even though I don’t believe “believe” in god → I guess my personal relationship with this can just never be put into words and I really don’t want to either. Some things are perhaps, better left unsaid but understood by you and you alone.
I have been reading the forum daily and I realized something. It makes sense to me now that, back then when I started, I looked at these products as the foundation of my life, I wanted to be attached, so to speak.
Today, I realise that they are tools. I’m glad I picked them up and learnt how to use. Maybe, if I wasn’t as obsessed and desperate to truly bounce back, I wouldn’t have spent my pocket money on these tools. Yet, here I am. Eternally grateful for this journey. I have come a long way.
In the words of Avicii:
“I’m a million miles ahead of where I’m from
But I still have another million miles to go”
The full lyrics:
I’ve been a beggar and I’ve been a king
I’ve been a loner and I’ve won the reign
Losing myself just to find me again
I’m a million miles smarter, but I ain’t learnt a thing
I’ve been a teacher and a student of hurt
I’ve kept my word for whatever that’s worth
Never been last, but I’ve never been first
Oh I may not be the best, but I’m far from the worst
Oh I may not be the best, but I’m far from the worst
Oh I’ve seen trouble more than any man should bare
But I’ve seen enough joy, I’ve had more than my share
I’m still not done, I’m only halfway there
I’m a million miles ahead of where I’m from
But I still have another million miles to go
Why I keep on searching for the city of gold
I’m gonna follow this yellow brick road
Thinking it maybe, it might lead me home
I’m a million miles farther and a long way from home
I know that there’s a plan that goes way beyond mine
I got to step back just to see the design
The mind fears the heart but the heart doesn’t mind
Oh I may not be perfect, but I’m loving this life
Oh I may not be perfect, but I’m loving this life
Oh I’ve seen trouble more than any man should bare
But I’ve seen enough joy, I’ve had more than my share
I’m still not done, I’m only halfway there
I’m a million miles ahead of where I’m from
But I still have another million miles to go
Thanks Avicii, Thanks Parents, Thanks Exes, Thanks Friends, Thanks Teachers, Thanks Luck, Thanks Acquaintances, Thanks Life. Thank you for making this an epic journey → I am excited for what’s to come 
Alright then, time to get back to work!
I am scared lol. Even the old Khan seems scary.
Just want to take a moment to appreciate just how long term these subs are.
Just as I’m listening to KB Stage 1, I feel nothing much. It’s just smooth listen and I’m feeling a little sleepy.
I hope to eradicate all sexual limitations and negative beliefs.
I want to work on all those bases that I feel are meh or non existent.
Holy wait a minute, I feel a moment of clarity or sudden tingling in my body. Btw, going to start Qigong or some energy cultivation - just the basics along with some Yoga.
Funny, no negative thoughts? I’m trying to think - but no? Could it be that my negative thought patterns were linked to my sexual energy?
Hmmm
How much have I actually been neglecting?
7:50mins in - I feel light and clear
0 PMO urges
Now I know what I actually means to have 0 PMO urges. Man what.
