Yesterday, I got so excited when I saw this. Perhaps it’s my lack of experience. Sometimes I feel things slip away because of excitement that’s a little out of control. Maybe NWE is teaching me something here - to keep my emotions in check?
Not sure how to go about evaluating this - so maybe EoG Stage 1 might be better at addressing this. Hence, the question of running EoG Stage 1 + EoG Stage 4.
1 Year Ago, music listening habits:
Expressing better with little stimulation:
How I evaluate if the songs I listen to are good:
Why I don’t watch News:
Sensitivity to negativity:
Had a conversation with an old friend of mind. God, I’ve become so intolerant of friendships for emotional support. It’s like - I just want to get out of any emotionally charged situation that has no discussion of solutions.
Time’s limited, so why spend so much of your time being emotional?
Happiness? Joy? Hell YEAH!
Sadness? Pain? Why?
Again, it’s that I want to keep moving forward…
I think what makes us human is not just our emotions and sensitivity - it’s also our capability to surmount challenges and come out victorious. And I want to win.
I also read somewhere - time is not a reality - it’s a tool.
That’s interesting. You don’t feel as much burdened by time - you just utilise it well.
The One Thing is a must read.
Getting to the crux.
These sadness and pains I believe should be there too - as a byproduct of making progress during turbulent times.
They should however not exist in and of itself…
I know my approach sounds very logical and case-study type.
But, it’s the reality that - we perceive our reality.
I need growth friends - people who aid in my growth.
Once I get the IC + WTP + HoM custom.
It should go a long way in helping me find the right people.
Is it right to escape from stifling situations? Or does it mean, I hate to not be in control?
No. I don’t think it’s that I hate to not be in control. Cause as it is, I barely try to control most things except a few. It’s that everyone must have the freedom to choose.
When these old friends appeal to my old self - it makes me feel disabled. Like, I am a prisoner of my past self / emotions. Perhaps the old self must die.
WTP - I can’t wait for it. It can precisely help me navigate all this.
Turn out - I have a lot to say. Turn your thoughts into frameworks.
Yet, rebel against it as it’s a key part of growth.
Excited for the future 
To fit in - or to stand out?
I prefer standing out.
WTP - need it soon haha.
I need to become really good at managing my relationships.
Wearing sunglasses after so longggg. Feels great! Not running WB for now tho - just on Prospera for now.
“Friends Forever
Family Forever” - Don Diablo
For some reason, dwelling on the nature of relationships is natural to me.