Journal: The Emperor's Relentless Pursuit

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#101

3rd day
24.3.26: GLM (15min)
24.3.26: DRR2 (40sec)

#102

5th day
26.3.26: GLM (15min)
26.3.26: DRR2 (60sec)

#103

7th day
28.3.26: GLM (15min)
28.3.26: DRR2 (2min)

I have a lot less recon with stage 2 than with stage 1 of DDR. So I increased the listening time already to 2 minutes.

#104

The 2 mins of DDR2 caused recon. Have to dial back.

#105

9th day
28.3.26: GLM (15min)
28.3.26: DRR2 (1min)

Dial DDR2 down to only 1 min. Had recon yesterday. The swamp of self-pity tried to swallow me ā€¦

#106

11th day
30.3.26: GLM (15min)
30.3.26: DRR2 (1min)

#107

12th day
1.4.26: GLM (15min)
1.4.26: DRR2 (1min)

#108

13th day
3.4.26: GLM (15min)
3.4.26: DRR2 (1min)

#109

15th day
5.4.26: GLM (15min)
5.4.26: DRR2 (6min)

#110

How are things?

#111

17th day
8.4.26: GLM (15min)
8.4.26: DRR2 (4min)

#112

Thank you. Iā€™m fine.

Dragon Blood is working itā€™s way up my old traumas. Sometimes recon creeps up, but it is manageable.

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#113

20th day
11.4.26: GLM (15min)
11.4.26: DRR2 (3min)

Entering washout now. DRR Stage 2, Dragon Blood, has its profound effects. Wondering how the next cycle will go. In this cycle it triggered a lot of self-doubt and uncertainty but at the same time made me more certain about my own being and that it is okay how it isā€¦

#114

Started my first run of the new cycle on friday. This cycle features:
GLM
Emperor: Executive
DRR 2

1st day
17.4.26: Executive (15min)
17.4.26: GLM (15min)

I ran the Executive before work, and I was very productive. The productiveness had declined in the last 30 days. Itā€™s interesting: at the beginning of a cycle, the effects of the subliminals are extremely noticeable, and then with the habituation of it, I canā€™t really recognize it anymore. The effects also pass away after some time when Iā€™m not using it, especially for ā€œhardā€ themes like my productivity.

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#115

3rd day
19.4.26: DRR 2 (6min)

#116

After running DRR2 I had a very unsettling dream this night about my relationship. Woke up really disturbed. Truth is looming under my conscious waiting to come to the light.

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#117

5th day
21.4.26: Executive (15min) Morning
21.4.26: GLM (15min) Evening

Noticed that I can process the subs better when I run them apart, not directly one after another.

#118

how would you rate executive and if you are not getting what you want out of it have you thought of running stabilizer ascension st1?

#119

I have just seen it and was unable to read the description in full yet. Interesting thought to use it as a replacement for the Executive. I think it would be more suited as a companion, like I use GLM at the moment. Maybe I replace GLM with the new Ascension later on.

The Executive is good, but I have so much ā€œjunkā€ in my unconscious about productivity, etc., that it needs time to fully work. Like you have to hit a long time on a hard surface until youā€™re able to dig to the soft earth underneath. Iā€™m still, after 9 months of The Executive, in the ā€œhit-on-hard-surface-and-make-some-scratchesā€-phaseā€¦

#120

maybe stabilizer will provide the foundation for executive to really bloom