So, hey guys I’ve decided to make my own journal about my updates on Dragon Reborn
So for day 1
I listened to it almost all-day
I felt some tingles in my crown chakra, forehead
I started to think about everything that I did or said in the past that made me cringe in my present
Like things i said that now make me feel embarrassed socially in my present and it did at the time too
Usually, i sometimes obsess over things i did or said in the past
And i overthink stuff
But its just periods of times, where i feel like all those thoughts, come to attack me
And i just feel so ashamed and guilty
I have a way to always make everything my fault
I have lots of fears, lots of them being social, not being good enough etc
Today
.- Day 2 i had a cringe-worthy moment where i looked at a Chinese girl with a dog
and because i thought it was some friend of mine and i wasn’t wearing my glasses i started to look at her and the dog because i didn’t know
1 if she was my friend
and 2 that she had a dog
she looked at me
and realized it was not my friend after i got closer
so of course i felt guilty because i thought that poor girl would think i was putting a racial stereotype on her
After i got home i realized but instead of obsessing on how she felt i just laughed about it
I am mixed ( Ethiopian and Spanish( from Spain)
So sometimes there are things that people do that that they think they are being ‘‘racist’’
And feel guilty but i find it funny XD
So when that happened to me i just thought how perfectly synchronize it was that moment for her to feel like i was stereotyping her
Like i am LMFAO right now
because i literally look at the dog and her multiple times
And she may think i was being racist but i didn’t feel that guilty because it was not my intention
and sometimes people can take things the right or wrong way
Of course, if it was me in that situation
I may have taken it the right or wrong way depending on the situation
Usually, i overthink this type of moments but i didn’t feel that guilty
Usually, i would have felt guilty and would probably have thought about it all-day
but no, not today
I just laughed about it and moved on
Update 2
I saw a lot of angel numbers
Like a lot every day since starting to listen to this
