Yeah SDR, my thoughts exactly… I have more than enough skill needed for this… Just need output
This is a really great opportunity though because I have very bad ADHD that I’ve always wanted to heal, but that was always a distraction from my sales goals… now at this role. I have an opportunity to heal my ADHD in a way that makes me more money.
I’d say bad choices
Perhaps also a windfall of the hyper productive outputs of my work day
Getting that many sets meant, I had a lot of paperwork to do… But I put it off until 9 PM. Wasn’t done until 10. Then I had a 75 minute phone call with a girl, so now we’re pushing 11:30 PM.
Next thing you know, it’s almost midnight and I’ve had no shut down, no solitude, no mind body connection
My normal routine is to lock my phone and laptop in a safe at around 8 PM and have total tech free time until after my sales meeting the next morning
This is me as well, except on a regular basis
I like your routine/approach, except I get fear around missing texts/calls that could be important, like in an emergency
pretty sure that will never happen ever.
but also if you get this then you will still be able to answer a call if need be
heavy recon.
porn use has returned (never really an issue for me)
laate night on tech has returned (havent had that since the first day i moved into my new place with roommates I like)
actually felt more sick this morning (as a result of less sleep likely)
sales abilities are, in my eyes, going down the toilet, although performance on calls hasn’t been quantitatively effected yet…
but there is a bright side to this… i am noticing the weaknesses in my productivity, my vulnerabilities… none of these habits are “new” to me, they’re just my biggest demons returning to me.
I’m planning and executing on new ways to be productive. New systems. New aspirations. Implementing things I want is easier, I have less resistance to “start” something when I decided to do it, EVEN WHEN im tired and in a bad state.
The night before last I slept SUPER WELL and early, had a shutdown routine in the evening that was more effective than usual,
but until I get used to it’s power, it won’t be a short-term fast-acting state-booster and digital-adderral like limitless executive and/or sanguine are
Woke up one hour earlier and immediately started working, that’s not something I’ve done at this new job.
Got a booking, then went for a 1hr walk.
Very productive morning I must say, especiallly now that exec is blooming (haven’t listened to it in 48 hours)
Ultimately, will be reintroducing the rest of my stack in soon.
As mentioned, EXEC is long term improvement not a quick fix or immediate state change. LE ZP still takes the cake there.
But as part of a stack this will be one of my favorite subs for SURE
10s HOM microloop this morning
What I’ve noticed with the executive so far, is that it doesn’t quite work like the old executive or LE where it’s a short term/instant boost to productivity, even with micro loops.
I mainly run 5 min loops, but I’m finding that after a couple of off days is when I am really noticing the mental clarity, execution, productivity, etc.
This is a pattern I’m seeing with a lot of the NSE subs. In the past with Zp2, it was run the title, and minutes to an hour after your getting nearly full effects.
With the NSE, it really sneaks up on you, and then a couple of weeks into a cycle you realize that your a much more productive and clear headed person. Sometimes I will feel like subs aren’t working, and then a few weeks later I’m like ooooohhhh shit lol. I’m learning, at least from what I’ve gathered, that the new subs are an ENTIRELY different experience from ZP2, to the point where I don’t even really look for results until 2-3 weeks in of running a sub.
Edit; Ah just read your most recent post lol, always on the same page 
Khan ST2 is INSTANT for me. 60 min activation time.
But that level of confidence might be more natural for me than the productivity/adhd in executive?
Before re-introducing HOM, I was frustrated after calls, and lead quality was shoddy
Today has been amazing
Update on today (exec bloom + 10s HOM microloop)
HOLY HEATERS
Just discovered the secret sauce
I can modify the CRM to only get me calls with leads with over 100k to invest.
No one else is doing this. Talk about a perfect manifestation of HOM + EXEC ….
Wealth manifestation through systems efficiency
HOM isn’t even NSE
Holy fuck. Awesome. Talk about 80/20 pre-qualification!
@prioritas mentioned hating his job a little bit from the executive…
I just had the same intense flash of anger towards my job a few minutes ago
However, it was when I was catching up on work that I was behind on
From private conversation I’ve had with him, I’m starting to think that the common thread isn’t actually hating the job, it’s anger from being behind on work… Being directed at the job
Being “ahead” is fun.
Being “behind” sucks so much I’d rather quit entirely.
I get to choose, luckily
I get the same with “regular” Emperor. It sucks
I’ve felt this as well within the Khan + EoG ST1 washout/bloom. Exec’s efficiency even reaches other subs results in the sense of " how to efficiently and clearly make use of the gains ".
Same lol. Emperor is great for getting/finding jobs, but once I start them I’m already planning how to leave through side hustles.
I’m seeing the positives of the “hate my job” sentiment.
It’s a feeling of intense frustration, but only during specific moments where I feel like the processes and systems I am following are ineffective and
Inefficient.
Which is motivating me to create better systems.
And that frustration usually appears only after I finally sit down to do work that I had been procrastinating
Which is a reminder of how awful it feels to procrastinate
Man.
I need to make a custom with that module that helps you understand your recon patterns
Thats HOM, that’s why your seeing it now.
Edit: patterns, generally. There are new modules for recognizing your own recon patterns
Wdym?
Shit that might be a big part of it
I’m annoyed with the “clerical” or monotonous/routine aspects, and so I avoid them, start to feel behind, and then I’m unhappy
Woof