Jouissance HERO: TLTB - 3 title microloop strategy

It’s been a while since I’ve journaled.

Mainly focused on working through HERO: TLTB

I’ve essentially been on a 2+ month mini-washout. Just listening to a lot of paragon, paragon sleep, and a few loops of Mind’s Eye. I’ve taken an even longer break from wealth subs, wanting to clear any residue of wealth scripting from my brain before starting again.

Really wanted to take a break from
The chaos I was creating for myself by constantly stack switching, which was caused by constantly goal switching, which was caused by a lack of self understanding and commitment.

I also thought that subliminals would solve all my problems, after a while, and I would always feel like if I had a goal, I needed a subliminal supporting that goal otherwise I might not accomplish it.

Now I’m happy to be back journaling and seriously working on myself with
The aid of these amazing tools… however, I’m prioritizing a “good enough” approach and have decided that if a stack isn’t supporting new goals of mine, I’ll just have to use conscious guidance to “make” the subliminal support that goal.

I’m excited to try the 3 title microloop strategy, play around with Hero (especially earth and air), and try out some of my own new strategies too.

One of my plans is to experiment with an alternating 2-title/3-title stack. For the first cycle, I’ll only listen to 2 titles. Then at the end of the cycle, I’ll journal on what my biggest weakness was, and listen to a 3rd title to address that weakness. After 1-2 cycles of that, I’ll take the “fixer” title out of the stack, and assess what the new biggest weakness is in that 2-title stack, and keep on repeating, with the goal of spending 50% of my cycles as 2title stacks, and the other 50% as 3-title stacks.

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Cycle 1 Listening Schedule

  1. Mon Oct 13th: - Emperor & Earth & True Social - 40s each (low recon)

  2. Wed Oct 15th - earth 2 min

Reflections Tue 14th:

My biggest weakness is right now feel best described as mental instability, which is why I am so interested in the light that blinds, because I want to get to air.

But I’m also desperately in need of earth. Lots of chronic injuries that won’t recover. Sleep issues. I turned 30 a few months ago, and the fear of my bodies decline is be becoming more and more of a reality every day, even if it’s still in the early, barely a problem stage.

My work and finances seem to be a constant struggle these days, not because of a lack of intensity, but because of a lack of consistency. I’m extremely skilled at what I do, and I get paid on commission, which should be a formula to make it rain financially, but in practice, what that means is that I can’t motivate myself to work very often because nobody is forcing me.

That’s why I think the light that blinds is so well designed… ultimately, my real goal is to work through the fire stage. But I can see how my energy levels, my emotions, and my ADHD type mental inconsistency are as big of a factor or bigger factors than my actual beliefs around action.

It gets especially complicated because when I do focus intensely on work, it feels like every other area of my life starts falling apart. That’s why I am combining emperor and true social with earth. I love absolutely everything about emperor except its results for sales calls. True social really helped with that today, so it looks like it might mitigate emperor’s intensity socially and turn it into a more relational emperor.

Inner circle effects my personal life more and gives personal connections that effect my career. But true social seems more effective for actually improving everyday conversations by far… obviously.

Just shifting my life to spend more time on the things that matter and learning how to prioritize will be a huge improvement on my life.

Accountabilities until the end of the year with my men’s group:

  • lock phone away every work-night so it’s in a lockbox for the entirety of my work day.

  • 150 jumping jacks

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TLDR: amazing, and exactly why I want to get to AIR as quickly as possible, so I can have the mental stability required to leverage depth. I’m already an extremely deep and intuitive perceptive thinker, I just severely lack consistency and mental stability if I’m being honest