Ultimately, I’m clear on the fact that my wealth and passion goals are more important to me seduction.
Now, and forever more.
Seduction is a side dish, not a meal. It tastes good, but it doesn’t lead to fulfillment for me.
My #1 priority is to commit to EOG and run subs that support EOG’s goals. I feel fulfilled already.
Reintroducing Khan will be evaluated the same way every sub is: does this sub help me execute the full spectrum of EOG’s objectives.
I currently feel that passion in work/money, but I know thanks to @Viktor that the results will still take 6+ months to solidify.
So, I’m committed to EOG for the super long term.
I also don’t feel curious about the other stages right now, and so I’ll stay on ST1 for a long time…
I’m unintentionally “Becoming @Billions” all over again.
What’s missing?
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I would feel even more passion in my life if I had a great group of co-ed friends around me to constantly socialize, party, and go out with.
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finding the dream job to build my life around is still a ways away… it’s close but not there yet.
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debt I need to pay off and taxes i need to catch up on.
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BONUS: I’d love a physical shifting component in the sub but that’s a nice to have. I could find a way to incorporate emperor, emperor daddy, wanted, or wanted black if they fit into the stack naturally.
EDIT: I bring this up because everyone on this journal plus @praisetheurdtree in his journal brings up a good point - if you’re gonna do Khan, you gotta really commit - and I’m not ready to commit to khan because I’m so committed to EOG and that takes priority