Jouissance - 15s Microloops - Primal Seduction & Boosters (ROTNW/DivD/Primal Nights)

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#41

i guess this is a type of recon on seduction subs that i know for a fact at least Benny and @Invictus experienced - attracting girls and situations that we would have attracted in our previous less confident/successful versions of ourselves,

but now they dont meet in line with our standards

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#42

you can include me in those statistics now.

thats the opportunity to put the lessons into practice.

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#43

reconciliation is by definition “reconciliing” the differences in your past/present self

attracting a woman your past self would be interested in, but then not being proud of that present version of you attracting her, is a textbook difference that needs to be reconciled

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#44

Ah /: yeah I was gonna say don’t expect anything just cuz a girl gave you her number or is texting you even (I didn’t say anything though cuz I didn’t want to jinx it). Girls can just not reply, talk then ghost, block for no reason, etc. even if they seem into you. It’s just whatever, comes with the territory.

#45

oh she was super into me she was just crazy

at least in the moment

that’s the BPD love bomb, love-you-hate-you energy all in a few minutes/hours

this has been a really deep healing experience for me though. Helped me get clarity.

Now that I learned about BPD - BPD is often attracted to narcissists.

I’ve ALWAYS known my dad is a hella narcissist, my mum is absolutely BPD - i didn’t realize that’s such a common relationship dynamic though.

Crazy if im getting this much healing just off 15s of PS and then anti-recon scripting from AOW

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#46

And in those times, you pat yourself on the back and tell yourself “see, the rejections of the past lead you here, so don’t lose your value in the process again”

Increases self worth đŸ«Ą

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#47

It’s reality asking you to confirm the deletion of your old self.

This applies to every aspects of life when progress has been made and a newer version of self and identity is unfolding and the old one is being separated, it goes in stages and new choices need to be confirmed to help the separation of the old from the new even further, so experiences that belong to the old self surface to the new self to ‘test’ or ‘solidify’ or ‘confirm’ its new reality.

So when that shows up and you’re aware of it it’s a good sign you’re already a better version of yourself.

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#48

Does this mean you are considering yourself a narcissist or have those qualities? Or that she perceived you as one

Sorry if this comes off as rude just clarifying

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#49

Thanks for clarifying,

No,

BPD is attracted to multiple archetypes, but, usually short term,

They usually have the longest relationships with narcissists though. Longest and most toxic. lol.

So it’s a red flag I can watch for. Women who talk about how bad their relationships are but like they’re addixted to the toxic

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#50

Is it too intense of a recon response to want to go back to Khan after just one 15s loop of PS?

Not sure if this is recon, or if it’s recon-optimizing tech pointing me a diff direction, or just fear, or just stack switching

#51

Does it ? its a seduction sub I dont believe it has any physical shifting.

#52

Very light. Just centered around body language and attractiveness. Probably more in movements than in objective photographable physical form.

That’s what the sales copy says.

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