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[James]

Day 49 Stage One -

[James]

Running a second loop currently. I didn’t think I would get anything loops done until this afternoon

[SubliminalUser]

Crazy that we get to have this for its price instead of spending g thousands on therapy that does a fraction of this

[James]

therapy that does a fraction of this

If that. Basically why I decided to drop back to only stage one for a while longer and not put a time limit on anything.

[James]

A big reason I decided to just remain with Stage One for a while longer is to work through the ridiculous boredom and irritability I feel so often.

[Hoppa]

A big reason I decided to just remain with Stage One for a while longer is to work through the ridiculous boredom and irritability I feel so often.

I think I usually feel something similar regarding the boredom.

Bored as hell, but still I can’t get anything done. Also, maybe I start watching some movie/series, or reading something. But then I get bored with that too and need to change to something else.

[SubliminalUser]

This seems to be a common effect of DR.

[James]

But then I get bored with that too and need to change to something else.

Same for me

[Hoppa]

This seems to be a common effect of DR.

I have been feeling like this for years before I even heard of SubClub… It’s part of my procrastination problem.

[James]

It’s part of my procrastination problem.

Me having ADHD is probably a huge part of it. It’s really weird at times because I will be ridiculously bored and then other times I get so hyper focused that not getting shit done is almost painful.

[Hoppa]

Me having ADHD is probably a huge part of it. It’s really weird at times because I will be ridiculously bored and then other times I get so hyper focused that not getting shit done is almost painful.

Yeah… I do not have the second part.

[James]

Definitely sticking with Dragon Reborn for the long term. Today has shown me how much I need it

Reflections of Apollo

I’m struggling hardcore with that today. Being patient. Especially when I see things that make no sense to me. Over the holidays I have seen people do things for people that don’t appreciate it at all and aren’t good people to begin with. I found out today someone I know gave their truck to my neighbor who I helped get that place to live after they were left living in a church for three months has several children with different women , his wife just gave birth to their second child less than a…

[COWolfe]

big reason I decided to just remain with Stage One for a while longer is to work through the ridiculous boredom and irritability I feel so often.

I’ve heard a couple of people say that about DR. I’m less bothered by boredom than before. I suspect that may be because I have Sanguine in the mix.

[James]

Day 50 Stage 1 -

[James]

Struggling to even want to do anything yet today. Just not feeling it

[Hoppa]

Did you run LEU?

[Grey]

Hey. About the boredom and stage 1, what I understand is you are facing a stage of lethargy and are using stage 1 until that is gone. Is it something like stage 1 will remove it when given enough time, or stage 2 was making the lethargy stronger?

[James]

Did you run LEU?

I haven’t run anything yet and still got myself to get some things done right away

[James]

Hey. About the boredom and stage 1, what I understand is you are facing a stage of lethargy and are using stage 1 until that is gone. Is it something like stage 1 will remove it when given enough time, or stage 2 was making the lethargy stronger?

Makes sense. I’m not putting a time frame now on when I’m switching to stage two. I don’t think stage two made the boredom stronger. I added that because I was feeling that way and seriously hoping it would help.

[James]

Today I am going to run three loops of Stage One and finish the listening day with a loop of Elixir.
Currently running one loop of Stage one