Is WANTED black centered around the aura more than inner growth?

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#21

Not Saint, but I just went through this with WB. It can be hard to discern.

I guess the question you have to ask yourself is. Am I enhancing and strengthening the aspects of my character and improving on them? Or am I trying to fabricate an entirely different identity superimposed over the top of me? It wasn’t until I dropped WB that I realized running this sub was fueled by really deep insecurities. The end goal seemed appealing, but the overall character and themes of mystery and coquettish behavior just weren’t things I was willing to engage in. There were pieces I wanted and ones I didn’t, but i think WB is so hyper focused I was still influenced by the script in some way and it caused a dissonance in my mind all the time.

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#22

I think we all have a natural disposition. And if we go against it- it will be an uphill battle. If you don’t believe women should pursue you for whatever reason… (ie. either you don’t think you deserve them to or you inwardly think it’s not the way relationships should work…) it’ll be an uphill battle.

I’d imagine a lot of men want to be in control… want to feel they won her over… that the women originally weren’t sure but the guy persisted and persisted and she gave in

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#23

What I’m about to post is not a criticism. It’s to get you to think.

Which of these might help you the most:

Genesis
Sanguine
Sanguine: The Elixir
Ascension
DR:LD
DR:Phoenix

Which of those do you already have?

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#24

Hey Rv, I’ve actually been running Genesis for a while now in my custom. I’ve been doing better since this post I made. When the new sanguine drops I’ll definitely be adding that to my stack as well. So of that list Genesis and Sanguine are my top two.

This whole WB detour i went on got me thinking about a lot of stuff and reorienting my direction on things.

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#25

I’m happy for you!

WB may not have been a detour. Perhaps it helped you grow, heal, or develop in ways which you may yet realize.

If we were taking a vote, I would vote for Genesis and Sanguine, and perhaps Sanguine: The Elixir at some point. What do you think?

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#26

That’s a good way of looking at it. I have been kind of harsh on myself not being able to run that title.

I’m pretty much fully on board with that. Genesis is actually one of my favorite titles. Right now I’ve got my Genesis custom + lots so I’ve only got an additional slot free. I’ll probably rotate in sanguine elixir at some point. This is my current custom just for a better idea of what I’ve been doing since WB.

Genesis Core
Ultimate Artist Core
New Learning Experience Core
Psyche Augmentation
New Dawn
Foundation
Inner Voice
Untouchable
Courage Reclaimed
Divine Self-Image
Ultimate Music Producer
Virtuoso di Musica
Path of Forgiveness
Homeostasis
Pride Unbroken
Safety Net
Natural Winner
Discordia Deliverance
Light of Humility
Gratitude Embodiment

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#27

Wait. I see healing, music, learning, “finding life purpose”… what results are you noticing?

#28

You think it’s maybe too much?

For results just some stuff I’ve had

  • Work has been easier, I don’t people please as much anymore. If i find myself doing it I’m able to redirect it most the time
  • I’ve been able to learn and apply important concepts from therapy easier. Also learning to trust and open up better
  • My work environment itself has become way more supportive and my contributions acknowledged
  • Music is still a tough one, but I’m breaking down the anxiety of making music and re-establishing my relationship with it so it’s enjoyable. I’ve noticed some cool moments where ideas built themselves without effort on my part just being in the flow.
  • I’ve reconciled a lot of childhood stuff I blocked out. I’m still going through this and trying to re-establish a new life for myself vs survival patterns.
#29

I did, and then I saw that the topics covered in the custom have corresponding progress.

What do you think?

#30

my customs always interweave with core
probably still too dense
but i just keep using them and dont worry
no rush- life not sprint- marathon :slight_smile:

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#31

There’s a method to my madness lol.

It’s all very interlinked. The NLE core I’m using with both the healing modules and the music development. For the healing modules it’s helping me learn self concepts like emotional regulation and self soothing. Those are entirely new skills I have to learn and not something I can just strengthen in myself and there was a lot of fear around it as well due to learning anxiety.

The music goals are important for my overall well being, the healing modules help me express myself better and also validate the importance of being a creative individual. By creating music that authentically expresses my feelings that helps create a feedback loop for feeling better about myself and valuing my creations. It also fills my life with something that has meaning.

Genesis I left in there with UA because I found Genesis was good at generating confidence and strengthening self identity. Two things I’ve been lacking. I can’t run overly dominant or alpha focused subs like Ascension for confidence, they’re too polarizing for me. And I read Genesis is a good all rounder sub for maintaining results.

I also put a few support modules in there. Homeostasis because I kept screwing up and overexposing myself. Safety net because I’ve never had a strong sense of safety in my life. And a few others I felt were relevant.

Overall I’ve learned with these subs, for my personal mind, I have to address certain areas linked with other areas otherwise it becomes like different parts of me lagging behind and not working as a cohesive whole. It’s like a puzzle and getting the right combination.

If you have any suggestions I’m open to hear and consider them.

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#32

If it’s working in the ways you were hoping, ignore my concerns about packing it with this-that-and-the-other, and keep going, mate! :trophy: :rocket:

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#33

I’m in that boat haha, I’m the one that persists and persists until they realize I’m far more serious than other men (I usually go for ones that are very skittish and run away from vulnerability, and I want to show them life can be fun and positive, and that there will be someone there that will ignore all their red flags because he sees them for who they are)… those women, once they let you in, will never want to let you go.

Now I wonder if WB works well for this type.

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