I was thinking of registering for martial arts class.
Then without regarding the class time I went for a job that overlapped with it
Is this what ADD looks like?
@Billions and others
Ask your doctor, mate.
That just means that you didn’t look at your schedule. Nothing ADHD in there. It’s happens to 100% of people.
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No because you are aware of it, usually people with ADHD had a difficulty of paying attention.
I have a student of mine who have had ADHD, he quits for 5 times before getting it right.
When you have ADHD, you interrupt conversation, impulsiveness and restlessness, if not address it might results to more problems.
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Even that might not be ADHD. I have a few of those traits and once believed I have ADHD. When I ran Emperor Black, it led me to understand that what I considered ADHD is simply a poorly disciplined mind. Years of unconscious bad mental habits and laziness led me there.
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How frequently does this happen and how much does it disrupt your life? If it’s not significant enough to be dysfunctional it’s not even worth dwelling over in my opinion.
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Procrastination or laziness is still not ADHD,
Don’t run Emperor Black for long term, it is meant for mission specific goal. Even on Emperor I only run it once a week (I’m planning for another title to replace it). And more importantly don’t do nothing when running these titles, go out, mingle, and have fun. just get your ass outside. I also don’t do loops.
If you do have ADHD which I doubt (I don’t want you to worry much). Do get a good sleep, watch your diet, meditation can help even martial arts.
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Thank you guys
@ksub I do agree, but being disciplined is harder for me really. especially on a social sub which is obvious. Actually I am more congruent with being social reality and social sub than sth like emperor. I even ran EB for the dominance haha. But I really experienced productivity with emperor and ascension. And I am on ascension RN. Yesterday I ran a loop for the first time and I guess this tiredness and insecurity is recon from the title. Even with a lot of experience with alpha titles I still got recon.
@Fractal_Explorer Depends on the goal, if I am passionate about it then no haha, like hanging out or sth. But I must say that I have an 8 core custom, and also was running Khan ST1. So the distraction was natural. I remember now quitting a lot of things I started. Now that I started ascension and have been running my intelligence custom since 20th April for a total of 10 loops. The custom has paragon, RICH, LotS, QLST4, RoM, Mind’s eye, Ascension chamber and Survival instinct and a bunch of intelligence and scientific modules. I need to hangout there if I want results.
@phoenix I guess I had ADHD or maybe just low self confidence in my early life
Goddamn 8 core custom?! With ascension chamber? That’s a heavy load.
I’d say if this stuff occurred prior to the subs then yeah you could look into it. But an 8 core custom is gonna tax your mind a lot. I would expect some decrease in executive function and working memory to be honest. I’m surprised you’re not encountering much worse.
How are you offsetting the physical resources your body is using while running that?
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I didn’t say I have ADHD. I know I don’t. What I thought might have been that was just laziness and lack of mental discipline. That’s what I got out two rounds of Emperor Black.
I just eat and eat 
Just kidding, I beleive after sometime the energy demands subside more and more
One good thing to know is that absolutely no one can be disciplined in everything. You have to pick and choose your battles. Put your discipline and efforts into the things that really matter to you. It’s kind of like the 80/20 rule. Find the 20% activities in your life that drive the 80% and put your discipline and efforts in there. If you have a hard time doing that then you might be looking at the wrong 20%. You probably need to go back to the drawing board and rethink your life goals so you end up doing the things that naturally motivate you to be disciplined.
He gave you an actual answer he’s not being cocky