Glad to see you home and safe, my friend.
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Settling In
It has taken a couple of days to settle into this new country, although I have been here many many times before. Today I was sunbathing in the sun which feels kind of crazy in November by my standards. I’m also helping my dad with some gardening which is nice and relaxing, maybe my single loop of CWON recently is kicking it a bit.
My body and especially back has been sore from the new bed I’m in, and this has affected my meditations lately. Today was the first day it was not a disturbance when sitting in meditation, and that resultet in a much deeper experience. I have a feeling that I’m close to a breakthrough in my TWIM practice, because I’m having small moments of expansive euphoria at times in my meditations. Now I just need to sit for longer when my back is better again. The longer I can sit in these elevated and pure states, the greater the insights and wisdom will be.
Mogul Experimental
I played the new Mogul experimental and it went smooth and there has been no recon so far from it. Today my focus has been very good infront of the computer. Nothing major has manifested in my search for business, but I feel the drive to be more organized, which in it’s own right is a great thing come to think about it. That organisation outside I’m showing must mean there’s organisation going on inside as well.
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Is anyone else beginning to see this whole experience we have as a kind of a Play-Doh?
Maybe this is the web of consciousness I’m beginning to sense… and also that each moment is a new birth and death at the same time, just like the frames of a movie, but sped up to where it seem to be a continuous and uninterupted flow of information. So with the knowledge that each moment arises and passes away, all a subconscious block should represent then, is just a made up string of chained-up micro frames, just like LEGO or Plus-Plus put together randomly, that we then imagine and belive to be true and our identity. Kind of like the stories we tell ourselves every day.
By freeing ourselves from this, which then frees us from the past and the future, life becomes effortless again (remember?), and truly a series of Now → Now → Now → Now → Now, in all eternity. No more stringing together and growing imaginary snakes, just like the mobile game named Snake. This web of Play-Doh or consciousness can of course grow in all directions, but when strings detach and worlds come crashing in again, where are we actually? Is it then that we are everywhere at the same time, but with endless points of attention waiting to attach ourselves, and again begin to aimlessly random attach lines to dots again?
Nevertheless, I do remember this, it used to be so much fun! 
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