First of all, sorry if I’m in the wrong section, I didn’t know where to post, but I wanted to start this thread.
I recently added Ascension to my stack and began to have an awakening of my inner voice.
I’ll explain better.
Each of us has that little voice in his mind that talks to himself. In my case, that little voice has always been low volume or so inaudible that it was not picked up by my conscious mind, in fact I have always considered myself a thinker in images, that little voice in my head was always asleep or monosyllable. I must say that in some ways it always leads me to think extremely fast and almost chaotic thoughts sometimes due to reasoning in images, which is faster. Recently however, since I have been listening to my new stack I have been hearing my lower voice increasingly clearer and stronger, and this has resulted, for the moment, in a more linear, logical and clear reasoning capacity compared to the explosion of images that I had so far. Seeing this happen a thought crossed my mind “trust your mind”. My mind was encouraging me to follow its advices, and with a new way of thinking based on a clear and linear inner voice I was able to feel more confident in the reasoning and choices I made, compared to before I had chaos in my brain, with an “impulsive” method of thinking (a characteristic of mine) and based on chaotic and fast images which I found difficult to follow a logical thread, or at least it was like watching a film without sound. Now I stop more often to listen to my inner voice, I hear it speaking to me, giving me advice, telling me what to do, and it is LOUD and CLEAR.
At first I associated this change with Ascension, hypothesizing that it was a synonym for growth in self-esteem. To put it better, the fact that I am listening to my inner voice more and following its advice means that I am trusting myself more, i.e. my self-esteem/self-confidence is improving.
I also started to rediscover Sherlock Holmes and his deductive method by watching Detective Conan. I love the ability to reach conclusions with little information in hand, and I think this deductive method thing is somehow connected to this transformation of my thinking.
Has anyone ever had something similar?
Do you have an explanation as to why this is happening to me?