"In the world, but not of it" Stack?

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#41

It was a Video, so I transcribed the text and translated it for you

Stop using the affirmation “I am”
If you only use the affirmation I am, you are only working at the level of the root chakra, which is the lowest frequency possible.
It is no wonder that your manifestation takes months.
Each chakra has its own affirmation.
Let’s take a look at it:

Root chakra: I am
I am rich
I am wealthy

Sacral chakra: I feel
I feel abundance
I feel wealthy

Solar Plexus Chakra:
I am not chasing, I am attracting.

Heart chakra: I love
I love prosperity
I love abundance

Throat chakra: I call
I call abundance into my life

Third eye: I see
I see abundance and wealth in my life.

Crown Chakra: I understand
I understand that wealth and abundance is easy to manifest

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#42

There others have already given great advice. But I wonder how is it that no one has yet mentioned and recommended DR:LD?

I highly recommend this title in your stack, since a lot of the things you wrote sound like self-inflicted limitations in disguise.

DR:LD will make you aware of these and remove these, allowing you to see more options, more possiblities, more timelines, more scenarios etc. and also give you the confidence that you can walk any of those pathes and succeed.

My stack recommendation would be:

Genesis + DR:LD + Wanted Black

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#43

When I read your post about your past and what you want and that you want escalate things sexually while beeeing somehow religious, I thought immediately that I know this feeling.
I was studying theology to become a catholic priest. All the time a well-behaved Mr. Nice-Guy. With a bad consciens about my porn addiction.

When I started my self development journey, the healing began. After regaining self love I found my soul mate. Sex was challenging because I had severe ED. But half a year later that was gone. And I was able to enjoy my sexuality.

But I’m beating around the bush. My advice to you would be not to waste time, energy, and pieces of your heart to random hot women.
There’s some serious wisdom in all the major religions for abstaining until marriage. Sexuality is meant to be shared with someone special. Only then it can really Show you it’s greatness.
I’ve read countless journals in here and many came to the same conclusion. Casual Sex can be hot, but in the end it’s meaningless. Take @Saiyan4Blue as en example. I don’t know how Amy women he slept with, but in the end, only when the heart makes a connection, sex can showi its beauty. And this beauty grows with your connection.

I’m not here to convict you. Not the slightest. Do what ever you want.
I’m here to tell you that out there is the high cuisine with a terrific taste that gives you orgasms from the first bite. But you might need a while to find it.
And there’s the junk food available at every corner. Unhealthy and making you feel tired, fat and bland.
The choice is yours

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#44

To be honest this was hero origins and khan for me (even though I was not ready to run it).

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#45

In terms of a stack, once you find a partner you’re more steady with, you could go divine diamond

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#46

It’s funny, maybe 2-3 days ago I thought the same thing. DR:LD to break down my internal limits could take the place of RoS, since I am already happy with my spirituality I just need to spend more time and devote more energy to it, but I don’t need a sub for that.

Already decided my next stack will have DR:LD

I don’t disagree. But I miss the companionship, the cuddles, etc and I don’t know if I can wait around until my soul mate shows up. I could swap Wanted Black out for Heartsong, because I do want that ONE person to give my heart to at the end of this journey, but at the same time I want the middle part of the journey to be filled with lots of fun with ridiculously beautiful women who adore me. Otherwise I think I won’t feel like I deserve my soul mate (who I imagine to also be gorgeous and amazing). Lots of limiting beliefs, I know lol

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#47

So you think spirituality/love clashes with adventure/joy/having sex with hot women?

Am I understanding this correctly?

#48

Deep down, yeah.

#49

What is the rationalization for that? If you don’t mind answering (you don’t have to).

Is it that you view these:

as being based on greed, lust and addiction?

Does spirituality/love mean that you are supposed to eat canned soup, live in the trash-can and become asexual?

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#50

The rationalization is rooted in me holding myself up to an impossible standard of sainthood. The apostle Paul dedicated his entire life to God, why can’t I do the same? Why am I struggling in this dirty puddle of desire and lust? Why is my sexual energy so all-encompassing in my mind? And yet, why can’t I make a productive use of it? Why am I basically scared of beautiful women? Why do I still feel like a little boy who wants his mother’s love, instead of a powerful man ready to ravish a woman who’s heart is opening to him? Why does my sexuality make me feel powerless? and on and on, endlessly.

I don’t know where these thoughts and emotions come from. All I know is I’ve had a powerful streak of sexuality ever since I was a child, and when I was a kid the first time I really expressed it to someone (complimenting a girl in my class on the way her hair smelled) I was relentlessly teased for it and since then I’ve felt that my sexuality is something that’s wrong with me rather than something to embrace.

My last girlfriend, who I loved more than any other woman, was the only one to ever help me find that part of me thats comfortable with that masculine ravishment of the feminine, but over time other issues in my mind and failure and not knowing who I am at my core whittled away at me until our sex became rote and boring and until I didn’t even want to have sex anymore, just masturbate.

And now here I am, the desires haven’t gone away, they are as strong as ever, yet I chastise myself for feeling this way and am afraid of acting on my desires or SHOWING that part of myself to anyone. I am hooking up with people but I am genuinely barely attracted to them which makes me feel like shit about it, and as a result my self esteem is at an all time fucking low.

And back to spirituality, I grew up Catholic man. Self denial is the name of the game. I don’t consider myself Catholic anymore but those beliefs still lurk in the foundation of my mind.

Honestly, after writing all that out, I think I just need heavy fucking sexual and spiritual healing lol. Primal, KB, and DR:LD or some shit.

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#51

Maybe I keep Wanted Black and Khan Black, and just swap in DR:LD or Sanguine for extra healing firepower.

Drop RoS. I don’t have to be scared to lose my spirituality, just gotta stay dedicated to my practices.

Or drop Wanted too? Actually go for Primal/PS? Since I am so scared of putting myself out there, this passive attraction shit is just my fear disguising itself

#52

What about HERO? The more I start to understand musashi the more I start to think he kind of meets an “In the world but not of it” description

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#53

I ran it for a little while. It felt OK, I did like the virtue scripting tbh, but I’m not sure if it is going where I want to go.

Also feel like the combat scripting is completely wasted on me since I don’t do any combat sports, although I’ve wanted to do Judo and never did, and a spot opened up literally down the block from me lol

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#54

Any healthy grown man with high testosterone levels and in touch with his sexuality… will have strong desire for women. That’s completely natural.

Your issues are:

  1. You have deep shame surrounding your sexuality, especially with expressing it.
  2. False belief about spirituality and sexuality.

Sexuality is not a bad thing. A typical false-belief is that sex is “dirty” and anti-spiritual because it’s based on lust and lust is evil.

First of all, it’s an oxymoron of a statement.

Spirituality is about transcending the ego.

Ego: Good vs Bad. Good vs Evil.

No Ego: Wavelengths.

It’s the wavelength of your sexuality that matters, and the filter of sexuality that you’re partaking in.

Sexuality based on: (guilt, repression, shame, unworthiness, approval, fear of intimacy, impulsiveness, urges, addiction, lack of self-love, coping, emotional unwellness, escapism, not being present in the body).

This is what is not good… because it’s based on trauma and is unhealthy. It disconnects you.

Example: Pornography.

This is anti-spiritual.

Now, consider this:

Sexuality based on: (self-love, self-respect, empowerment, self-worth, acceptance, confidence, intimacy, expression, connection, vulnerability, being present).

This is healthy and elevates you on all levels. Expanding your awareness and strengthening your connection to “god.”

I’m talking about sex that is on a very high wavelength, that basically is incredibly uplifting for your soul and cleanses your entire emotional body. It is like having a shower in self-love.

Think transcendent type of sex. You don’t even have to go there, it can just be sex between 2 people with a healthy framework (not filtered through trauma), deepening and celebrating their connection.

People who claim that sexuality is “evil” through the guise of spirituality… are not as spiritual as they claim to be. They are living through a dogmatic or often indoctrinated illusion of false belief, perpetuating a form of self-repression.

Anyways, do you now understand the concept of wavelengths? If not, then just extract whatever sticks out to you. Lol.

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#55

On the money with that one

I agree with you here too. I’d love to get to that place with my vision and embodiment of sexuality

This is where I am at now, which is where the problem lies. My expression of sexuality is entirely based on coping mechanisms and external validation, on impulsivity and emotional dis-regulation, and on low self esteem and self worth.

This is where I want to get to. I don’t want to be picking up women for ego purposes or to make myself feel like a mack daddy, on the surface level that’s what my mind wants but its a band-aid at best and digging the hole deeper at worst. I want to feel secure and regulated in myself, to share beautiful moments with gorgeous women on the same kind, happy, spiritual vibration as me. I want my soul and my heart to orgasm too LOL

So… what do you think I can do to get there @Skadoosh ? Any recs for a stack, or anything else you can suggest to help me, I am open. You hit the nail on the head with everything else.

#56

Yes, my concepts of sex and sexuality and how I express them depends on my wavelength more than anything else. If I want a healthier expression of sexuality and a loving sex life, I need to elevate my wavelength which extends to how I see myself, how I hold myself, etc

It’s so obvious when you say it, now I just don’t want to fall back into my previous way of thinking, I want to keep this top-of-mind.

#57

Then did you ever consider Khan Black?
AFAIK That’s the purpose of stage 1

#58

I’ve already run Khan Black ST 1 for two cycles, then two cycles of ST 2, and now on the second cycle of ST 3, with ST 4 coming at the end of the month.

Looking forward to ST 4 because it supposedly includes the healing from ST 1 as well, which for most multi-stagers they remove healing in the final stage.

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#60

Well, it WAS said that seek ye first the kingdom of heaven and all things will be added unto you.

That being said:

Sage Immortal could be useful. Hero: Origins, based off of reading @Yazooneh accounts on the Disc Thread could work as well.

#61

Threw my last stack away and intuitively decided on Primal, DR:LD, and KB St 3. Just listened.

Already had experience with DR:LD and KB St 3, but this was my first time listening to Primal.

Reading the sales page of Primal, it is EXACTLY what I need.

Inside every yet unfulfilled man lies chained the famished man they dream of becoming, trying to claw his way out, trying to break his chains and release his true self. Bound like an animal in darkness, his arms and legs chained, his mind enslaved with only something fuzzy inside keeping him still struggling. He is starved, beaten, tortured, shamed, guilted.
…
The subliminal that will allow you to finally let go with women. The subliminal that will allow you to finally love women AND have them.
…
Approaching any woman will become easy. Flirting with any woman will become a fun past time. Getting rejected will not matter. Having multiple women in your life at a time will become an objective reality. That is what PRIMAL is about – coming back to a more primal state of mind, where seducing women is a natural instinct… you have just forgotten how to tap into it.
…

  • Develop a highly sexual, sensual, sexy, carefree attitude with women.
  • Eradication of social anxiety and approach anxiety in particular (mental worry and anxiousness over every detail in the interaction).
  • Experience complete nonchalance and enjoyment of everything you do, especially in social situations.
  • Eliminate all mental and emotional blockages preventing you from becoming a highly sexual, sensual and sexy man.
  • Develop a sense of relaxed optimism, knowing that all is well.
  • Enhance your ability to have fun and be a fun person.
  • Create a mental shield against any and all forms of perceived rejection — never feel sad after rejection, or let a past rejection prevent future romance / social attempts.
  • The uncanny ability to be physically and mentally completely relaxed at any moment.

Like I want the life that Wanted Black offers, but like the discussion thread has been alluding to lately, I think it’s too advanced for me right now. I have to take care of these cracks in the foundation before I can start building my mansion on top.

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