Emperor: DADDY makes use of all the countless, many experiences an older man has access to – even if one might think that their experiences don’t amount to much – to generate a vast amount of material for the subconscious mind to dig through and mine, creating a near endless wellspring of material to use for the sake of crafting the truly unique DADDY characteristics.
EmpD is amplifying in me those characteristics of mine that unearth the “oak” I am.
It makes a very historical being of me and, therefore, insanely congruent in terms of who I have really been since I’ve remembered. Like a powerful oak I’m deeply rooted in my past like it is in the soil, wearing all the scars and toughness the cruel winters (harsh and traumatic experiences) left on me and all the beauty and charm the mild and colorful autumns (positive experiences) bestowed on me.
Getting poetic is the single most pronounced indicator that the sub is deeply affecting me and that my psyche relishes in its powerful ray.
I’m really grounded in the darkness in me and the cold embraces me with love instead of numbing me.
There’s an insane number of internal changes happening in me I cannot fully grasp yet.
This program should have been called Dark Titan. The power of the cold and darkness is growing in me every minute. I’ve never been so internally congruent and powerful. That calm, strength and clarity with a dark undertone is just amazing.
Yet, at the same time I can be as sweet and charming or even more as I’m used to being in social settings.
There’s no inner struggle between my “shadow” qualities and “me” and they’re being integrated seamlessly or I would rather say, letting loose, yet under my reign. I think I know exactly how Kasady feels when the symbiote chooses him and they pair up.
Precisely like GPT answers the question:
How does Kasady feel when he pairs up with the symbiote?
When Cletus Kasady pairs up with the symbiote, his feelings are largely characterized by a sense of liberation, joy, and an embrace of chaos. Unlike Eddie Brock, who struggles with the moral implications of bonding with the symbiote, Kasady, a psychopathic serial killer, finds the pairing to be a perfect match for his already twisted nature. The symbiote amplifies his violent tendencies, and rather than resisting or feeling conflicted, Kasady fully welcomes the power it gives him.
Kasady sees the symbiote, known as Carnage, as a natural extension of his own chaotic worldview. He relishes the destruction and havoc they can wreak together, viewing the bond as a way to further express his sadistic desires without limits. For Kasady, the symbiote doesn’t just provide physical power—it also gives him the means to indulge in his darkest fantasies without consequence, making him feel invincible and unstoppable.
Where Eddie Brock might feel the symbiote’s presence as a burden or source of conflict, Kasady feels pure exhilaration. The symbiote’s influence heightens his sense of freedom, feeding his belief that rules, order, and morality are meaningless. This bond deepens his hatred for authority and society, driving him to pursue even greater acts of violence with gleeful enthusiasm. In essence, Kasady doesn’t just bond with Carnage—he revels in the symbiote’s power, seeing it as a way to unleash the ultimate form of chaos.
Naturally, I’m not a Kasady… Not entirely 
