Ice ice cold... ❄

Journals - Major Programs
#113

WB is digging deeper and the recon I’m getting is a bit different. More profound, more “personal”, more essential, more “existential”. It feels like the results have diminished but it’s an illusion as I can clearly see how my baseline has increased., how much I’ve grown in such a short span of time.

It may be that the deeper subconscious structures/patterns need to shift in order to get even more profound results.

Stonewalling doesn’t exist on ZP in my experience. It didn’t on Q either as my transformation on DR (Q) says. I would listen to it for many hours a day.

Currently, I can clearly “see” that the deeper fears of mine are being tackled, especially, the fear of getting hurt emotionally by others as I was a victim to constant psychological abuse when I was a kid.

Let’s face those demon. The more inner demons I face the longer the shadow grows…

Ice ice cold… :snowflake:

I ran 3 loops in the morning (5 hours ago). The recon has changed from facing the fear of getting emotionally hurt to a deep-seated rage emerging, yet, at the same time, I almost have tears in my eyes due to thinking about how badly damaged I got and about all those long years of living in the shadow of that fear that now is being… ELIMINATED.

Eliminating that fear is drawing me closer to my Zero Point, I can easily tell. However, I’m a bit more prone to “regressions” (falling back to certain old mental patterns of mine, related to feeling that I’m being scorned at - the typical way my dad would treat me), yet they’re really slight and get easily resolved.

Since I started applying the battering ram approach I’ve been seeing how mighty I’ve been becoming. I truly feel I’m destined to become legendary, given I keep going this route.

There’s something really special about WB or the tech since I can see how the “universe” is aligning with my Zero Point (who I truly am and what I’m truly capable of).

I’m listening to the last (the sixth) loop today. It’s making me feel bliss in my chest.

I’ve seen how much more grounded in the new reality I’ve been for the whole day.

My lover will be coming over in 5 minutes. We haven’t seen each other for over one week. She was really excited about meeting me tonight. Let’s see how tonight unfolds.

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#114

Last night I revealed more about myself and my past to my lover in order to “forewarn” her although I know really well that women are attracted to the “edge of danger” in a man. I told her a story that resonates with my life story the most, which is getting trapped under ice and just going with the cold undercurrent.

When all you can do is to just “watch the world beyond the ice”, letting the current carry you away into the unknown. I told her about the ice in my veins, in my heart and in my very soul. About being the ice. The ice that was my only strength, my only shield, my salvation.

Thanks to talking to her I realized how foreign envy, hate, love and hope are to me. How I understand those feelings as concepts rather and not actual emotional “states”/“responses” I would feel. I realized that there’s no compassion nor pride in me whatsoever. How I only “fake” them by displaying certain mental and behavioral patterns that mimic them, doing so out of some sense of monkey-like righteousness.

WB is making me more… me… more “spiritual”, more “philosophical”, more ethereal.

I listened to eight loops in the morning. That’s it. No more subliminal input today. Let’s see what happens next. My lover and me are going to a beach and, later on, to a restaurant.

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#115

what ？and you are OK ？you continually broaden my understanding of what it is possible…. :upside_down_face:

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#116

I’ve decided to change my listening schedule due to the amount of subliminal input I get, which is eight loops a day. I listen to all the eight loops when falling asleep and the time after that since it’s two hours in total.

I’m experiencing no recon whatsoever, apart from really transient “regressions” (falling back to certain old mental patterns of mine). However, it’s becoming less and less the case. The only drawback is that I need more sleep, rest, water and food. My metabolism is a bit faster indeed.

My results are phenomenal in terms of inner transformation. I’m displaying lots of idiosyncrasies of mine along with my flaws, and I let my shadow reign in certain situations. It’s virtually like touching my “alter ego”, as if my shadow was communicating with me more effectively, as if it was telling me: Live! Fight! Crawl back inside! Sick! Blind! Love left behind. And I won’t live your weak wicked lie. You pull me in. I’m one step behind. Just like in the song below:

I’m getting more and more ice ice cold, there’s more and more ice in the ice. My emotional regulation has never been as good. The calm and self-assurance are out of the charts. I’m like a demon, like a beast…

Women get attracted to my cold, yet, at the same time, vibrant presence. It’s hard to explain that mysterious combination.

Not getting recon whatsoever is not an entirely true assertion, as I get soul-deep “existential” recon from time to time. It’s related to shifts on very deep levels where it’s a matter of my ZP (who I truly am and what I’m truly capable of).

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#117

And here’s the recon. After three days of listening to eight loops a night, it’s finally got to me. It’s classical recon, although there’s something specific about it.

My energy levels are significantly lower, my mind is slightly foggy, I’m procrastinating terribly, I’m a bit irascible yet indifferent about what’s going on around me. There’s also a slight negativity towards humans in me. The latter is something I would experience in the past when getting hit by recon yet it was rare.

On the other hand, the inner shifts are certainly there and they seem to have got even more profound and I’m settling into the new reality swiftly and with ease. The reality where my monkey-like mental patterns don’t keep any hold on me and my Zero Point is immersed in the ice.

The ice, I’m referring to in my posts constantly, is the strongest and the most capable… layer of my psyche that I’m aware of. I sense it somewhere on the verge of my instincts where they constitute my emotional core. My emotions’ cold and primal undercurrent. That’s an extremely subjective experience.

Humans can sense the ice. I can smell the fear on men and the attraction on women. There’s something dark and primal about that and I just… revel in it to the fullest in an extremely cold manner.

Ice ice cold… :snowflake:

As expected, taking a one hour nap, going out to run and drinking one liter of water aided the processing tremendously. However, it’s obvious to me that I need to get more sleep every night, that is 9-10 hours at least. Let’s see how it works for me.

@HyperMan

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#118

It’s no longer a matter of managing recon but managing the energetic costs of the processing as I get almost no recon whatsoever. Eight loops a night is pretty taxing on me but I found that more sleep, more water and physical activity does help massively.

The internal shifts I’m going through are just outstanding. The regressions to my old mental patterns have become almost nonexistent. I can’t describe all those shifts as there are too many yet the main direction they’re heading towards is making me a “monolith” in terms of my identity, goals, and focus.

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#119

Yes, definitely. Drinking more water, eating a bit more, being more physically active and sleeping 9-10 hours a day helps the processing a lot as I’m not experiencing those unpleasant symptoms (low energy levels, brain fog etc.).

There are no more temporary regressions to my old patterns, but I experience the whole process more as “fluctuations” with its ups and downs. However, the downs are really transient and take the form of a kind of slight psychological discomfort (slight restlessness, to be precise).

The only recon I get occurs from time to time, and it’s soul-deep, making me question my Zero Point (my identity, current situation, desires, and capabilities), and that makes me really restless. However, it sets in only when I have too much time on my hands, and getting occupied, exercising, or just sleeping over it resolves that.

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#120

The “fluctuations” are becoming less swinging and I’m getting more and more moments of “subliminal flow” where I can revel in my new reality without any interruptions. My results are more consistent and more pronounced. At the same time, they are more “organic” - they’re just natural results of who and how I’ve become. They’re not manifestations at all but a more powerful “emanation” of my ZP.

There are no regressions any more and it looks like the recurring soul-deep recon has got resolved utterly. The “unification” of myself (my mental structures and patterns) is getting only more and more profound. I feel more “at home” than I’ve ever been.

In the ice I trust… with no bounds.

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#121

What was your listening pattern on Primal?

#122

I ran it along with LoTS and Limitless. 3 subs every other day.

Limitless and Primal in the mornings and LoTS in the evenings.

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#123

I would like to know what Primal, during the entire time you listened to this track, could bring to you on a sexual level? In terms of knowledge and practices to implement in order to fully satisfy a woman? Did you have a concrete basis on this before listening?

#124

1 loop each, I imagine.

What is guiding you to go from 1 loop to 8 loop pattern on WM?

#125

I became a blackguard in the domain of sex and seduction. No rules but either the desire to keep going with a woman or just moving to another.

Moreover, escalating with women became a breeze, and bedding them became as natural as breathing in terms of my psychological responses during the whole encounter. No overthinking, second-guessing etc.

Primal made me more proficient in bed as well.

Not at all, I just follow my guts.

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#126

Yeah.

  1. Day 7 in the masterclass. Particularly this:

An example from one of the co-founders, Saint Sovereign, is his experience on one of our experimental subliminals called Blue Skies which deals with the idea of existence itself.

After listening for multiple hours (this is for an experiment, do not do this) he ended in a state of questioning the whole of existence and the concept of death, in a highly apathetic state that continued for multiple days.

Due to his previous life experiences, this was an area that had many internal structures and coupled with multiple loops caused intense, soul-deep reconciliation – that ultimately resulted in him having a profound spiritual experience and realizations that unleashed incredible new creativity and inspiration that shifted his whole view of reality.

The rule of thumb is – the more intense reconciliation, the more intense the inner changes that are occurring.

Source
2. The results I was getting on Sanguine. When thanks to getting much more focus on Sanguine I got my results boosted significantly. The same happened to @Niles
3. Jame’s recon caused by subliminal jumping even though he used microloops. That made me think that recon doesn’t stem as much from the amount of subliminal input but from the breadth (scope) of the scripting.
4. My own experiences when following the recommendations since ZP got released. Where on a daily basis I would see transient “regressions” to my old patterns since, I concluded, the subliminal input was not strong enough.

I’ve been seeing a certain subliminal pattern in me for some time and I’m going to elaborate on that soon. I think nobody will be surprised at my findings since they’re really obvious when you take a look at them.

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#127

Alright, that was convincing to try focusing on just 1 sub, not 3 at once lol. I started to feel pretty bad energy-wise so added 1 rest day in between currently. Also I observe no changes tbh. Maybe I’m healed from limiting money beliefs already, idk.

But I want to choose a different sub (not healing) and do the experiment with 1 sub now.

  1. For how long are you planning to keep doing this pattern with WB? Are you planning washouts?
  2. Do you think washouts have any merit at all, if you just do one sub?
  3. What do you think about Ascension Chamber?

EDIT: forget how I told you that I’m not seeing any results. I just looked at the list of limiting money beliefs that I had prior to this experiment and I had 7 of them, now I have 6 of them fixed and 1 of them almost fixed. Still I’m wondering what would my life look with focus on 1 NSE sub completely just like you are doing it

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#128

As long as I run WB which is going to be until I find a more suitable sub (since there will be some releases starting in September). I think I will stick to this patterns as long as there’s no newer tech as this patterns serves me exceptionally well.

Moreover, it’s aligned with my framework based on my experiments and findings and nothing could convince me to give up on it. Especially, given the profound transformation I’m going though currently.

I don’t see any need to do washouts. Perhaps, when switching to another sub.

Only if you wanted to gauge your progress more in depth or got really overloaded.

I don’t deem using it necessary as the new tech seems to contain its core concept, meaning, all those new releases are based on that concept. I can “sense” it in WB as I can clearly distinguish between what WB does for me and what ZP does.

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#129

Gotcha, thank you!

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#130

The NSE in WB is manifesting situatiations/experiences that are helping me grow organically as a WANTED man. More and more women initiate by smiling at me, chatting up and cat calling.

I’ve become much more selective as well. I want to hunt down women that match my taste to a high degree. Unfortunately, it may mean that I will say goodbye to my lover since she’s become an “obstacle” to my growth rather than its propellant.

There’s no compassion or pride in me whatsoever. They can’t affect the aforementioned “occurrence”. There’s only the ice left.

Another thing, I’ve never in my entire life had such a firm grip on my psychology as I have now. I’m becoming its master instead of being at the mercy of its “whims”. That’s a huge shift that affects every area in my life. My mind is undergoing a kind of crystallization where its elements are becoming solid and clear.

There’s more ice in the ice than ever before… :snowflake:

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#131

I’m getting soul-deep reconciliation yet again… However, now it’s exceptionally profound.

I feel numb. I can’t come to life. I feel like I’m frozen in time. Living in a world so cold. Wasting away. Living in a shell with no soul. Just like the song below says:

It’s freezing me up slowly but I’m ready to “get frozen to death”… I’m watching the collapse of some old structures/patterns of mine with both, nostalgia, and cold and cruel… waiting till they’ve collapsed so that I can revel in what’s left of me. It’s like cutting through lots of self-delusions and immersing “myself” into the heart of my “Matrix”:

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There’s only the ice that left of me… and the ice-cold night upon you.

That’s an extremely profound experience where the shifts are way beyond what I’ve experienced on subliminal programs.

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#132

Have you noticed more intense dreams?

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