I’m running Primal Nights now, and energies are coursing throughout my body, my hands tingling, my pupils dilated, my mind roused, a new spirit descending on me, welcomed with my warm heart. Let’s see how it goes, I’m going out.
Just finished the loop and voiced to myself: “That was incredible.”
I’m getting lots of insights on sexuality and my sexual life. Some of them tough but so true.
Around three hours ago, I ran one loop of Primal Nights and it’s been providing me with shifts of perspectives and insights related to sexuality and my sex life since then. It looks like it’s complementing what Primal has been instilling in me for two months by the sheer power of those shifts and insights. It may be that running a topically relevant sub from time to time helps solidify the results you’re getting on the title you’re running.
On top of that it’s added more “cool” to my “Primal core”. The mood of that shift is expressed by the song below (by the music and not the whole lyrics but the refrain alone).
That ancient feeling that used to make my blood run cold is my only recovery.
Last night, I met a woman I’ve been hooking up recently. PN made me really energetic and expressive. We connected on the deeper levels, her telling me a lot about her marriage (she’s a widow) and telling me I’m the only guy that matches her husband in bed. She spoke about him and her marriage, how happy she was for 12 years they were together. I told her she was a lioness, and that her lion was no more, and that I was just her teddy bear. That was said to define our relationship.
Anyhow, we both decided to become lovers and I’m really glad about that. I know that we can explore and experience lots of beautiful things together. She also wants to be a single mother and would be interested in me “providing her with the seed”. That’s an interesting opportunity. Let’s slow down a bit and see how it goes.
I didn’t expect those results from PN. The sex was very good, like usual, but nothing extraordinary when it comes to its “carnal” aspect.
PN made me want to approach women I find attractive and just tell them how beautiful they are and make love to them. I’m strongly considering switching from Primal to SSX being in this mood. That idea has crossed my mind multiple times but as of now, it’s not an effect of reconciliation but a genuine desire to walk this path. Let’s wait a bit before I decide.
It’s also about exploring my own sexuality where SSX has proved to be a great tool for doing so.
I ran PN last evening but I see how it’s affecting the ladies at work. My God, I want to be like THIS forever. Attracting them on the spot, vibing with them is like breathing and get a bit girlish around me. I feel totally cool and solid at my core as if that PN run had solidified what I’ve achieved on Primal in terms of strengthening my social/sexual core.
Moreover, I feel like my whole sexuality is incarnated. Awesome.