I would like some clarity etc

Questions and Comments
#1

Okay, thought I would create a post to gain some clarity.

I am wondering what is the cause for me really questioning my LTR and being put off my girlfriend lately? Now a few possible culprits, bloom from PSITU (I tested it a lot for a week before I got my custom), the Transcendental Connection and/or Chosen of Venus modules in my custom… (I am coming up to 2 weeks use of my custom)

Or

Because my girlfriend has been running StarkQ coming up to 2 weeks now?

@SaintSovereign I am sure you would have the most insight, thanks in advance.

#2

Heck, it could even be the module Potentiator

Here is what is in my custom:

Mind’s Eye Q Core
Limitless Core
Dream Traveler
EGO ADSUM
Intuition Enhancer
Inner Voice
Joie de Vivre
Jupiter
Limit Destroyer
Omnidimensional
Pragya
The Merger of Worlds
Wayfinder
Yggdrasil
Submodel Alpha
Spiritual Reality Alignment
DEUS
Mosaic
Potentiator
Chosen of Venus
Transcendental Connection

#3

I don’t know. I can only give ideas.

Perhaps you feel you have more options.

Perhaps a self-esteem boost.

Perhaps you’ve noticed she’s not been treating you as well as you wished.

Perhaps you’re high on power.

Perhaps this is a form of reconciliation.

I don’t know. Just speculating.

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#4

It takes two to tango so I would suspect both.

RVconsultant offered great insight. I would suggest you contemplate upon them.

What is putting you off specifically? Do you feel as if she’s unworthy of your new you?Perhaps you need more healing? Just tossing coins onto the well.

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#5

chosen of Venus recon
lack of love

Submodel Alpha showing it won’t work in the long run

Merger of World’s bringing you deeper to how you really feel

PSITU with Jupiter showing you how you create your reality through engagement and lack thereof

Potentiator having you question other options

Limitless having you less interested in relationships/ woman in general

wayfinder-nudging you differently

Could be her running Stark and your being effected by that

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#6

@anon46881528

I think there are some good insights here in the above 2 posts.

Basically… who knows?

You’ll have to analyze the situation.

Has your gf noticed anything different about you?

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#7

@anon46881528 What you wrote sounds somewhat similar to what @COWolfe has been going through. I feel a lot of us become so emotionally invested in our relationships that we give up who we to an extent. I feel the subs make us question that. Are you holding on to something that isn’t your own ? Not the relationship but maybe giving in or comprising in some way that’s made you uncomfortable?

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#8

The Arch-Alchemists have spoken. Damn :smile:

@anon46881528

I think it’s time to communicate with your partner. Taking a look inwards of what your want wouldn’t be a bad idea before you do so.

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#9

Thanks for the replies all, I appreciate it.

I was writing all the reasons and things that have been coming up, but I started to feel weird writing them here for a multitude of reasons, so I decided to delete them and stop.

But yeah, in a nutshell, I feel like I lack things within the relationship and it makes me feel like I am not getting my needs met, but my GF by default does not behave in the way I would like to feel loved and we have spoken about things before, but I don’t expect someone to change who they naturally are to a new default. But my mind does wander to the possibility that there are girls out there whereby their default behavioural ways hits exactly the points that I feel I lack, and they do it by default and naturally, it is who they are. I can’t help imagine how amazing that must feel.

This is not a simple black and white situation though, as my GF has lots of positive aspects to which the average pretty girl out there would not have, like similar belief systems on reality to myself etc. I just wish the world was open and I was interacting with lots of people, including other girls to give me some concrete perspective. I am just cooped up with my GF. My university would be the ideal place for these interactions, but this first year has all been online and most likely I won’t be setting foot on the University premises until my 2nd year which starts in September. There is only me and my thoughts.

But, all these not so good feelings can be enhanced through recon, totally.

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#10

These subs cause fast internal growth that will cause you to expect better treatment from other people.

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#11

Good. You are thinking really hard about this! And good points. People have things we like and don’t, and I think having similar values and beliefs can be very important.

If you’re on a campus, you are surrounded by temptations. Pretty girls, as well as girls who want you, who very well might be pretty too.

There are many insights in this thread. However, which ones might apply to you… who knows?

Another thought, is your gf open to listening to subliminals? If she changes in a positive direction, maybe you could both be happier together.

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