I’m feeling very deep pains and aches in my body, tissue numbness type of pain, my chest hurts like it got blasted through by a wrecking ball, my shoulders are sore af. I’m literally feeling the most intense shift of my life, physically. I’m strong in places you won’t even imagine; my game gets better and better every day, every single fiber of my being is strong, every muscle, even my toes are able to win me fights alone, my ankles, my knees, everything is shifting and balancing around becoming an absolute nightmare in the ring, and I feel like it’s already here because I’m enjoying training so much. In fighting we love to think “anything can happen” which is true to a degree but when you got skills to pay the bills, those chances are lessened greatly, every single subconscious thing I tweak every single day that I’m not even aware of be it any micro detail related to the grand art of this sport and it’s strategy is increasing each and every single day, like a natural Deus module due only to how much I’m enjoying my life and the process these days
Training is enjoyable, even when I’d rather chill in bed, it’s still great
Soreness makes me happy especially the deep ones cuz it signals to me that my body is shifting
Legacy is a godsend because I’m shifting on every level towards my fighting goals, at lightning speeds.
All in all, I can’t complain, life is the best it’s ever been.
My visualization before bed has become effortless, I simply set a movie and let it flow on auto pilot (spoiler alert I’m always the winner) and it happens inside of a ONE fc ring, pretty cool, I enjoy it too, I’m finding things I like about it and that reinforces my love to do it so well, to not stray from the movie and script! It’s been heavenly, I wake up very euphoric and filled with confidence and purpose.
My lungs are healing hard, my chest soreness (mid chest, between the pecs) seems to be postural changes and lung cleanse. I’m spitting up a lot and I seem to never get tired, I have a certain smooth “flow” where I don’t just go “berserk” and waste energy, I’ll start at 0 and give it some pedal to the metal when I want some damage behind the shots; this makes my game smoother as i reach apex efficiency and also it makes it so that the dangerous shots are peppered in between smooth combos and strikes meant to distract
I also make hella sound during distracting shot, the dangerous shots come out silently. My feinting game is now on another level, it’s become unconscious and masterful… angling has been godlike these days; people look absolutely stunned when I angle on them, my framing is GODLIKE
JESUS! My hands have a mind of their own, not plastered to my face moving robotically I use them to manipulate my opponent hands. Over the last two weeks I’ve pulled down or pulled away my opponent’s guard and punched them in the face about 200 times, this is not exaggeration, I used to do it a bit over the months however these days I’ve become a master of it, my hands are just “better” than everyone else’s, it’s like I beat them in departments they don’t know existed.
Lately all my sparring rounds garner a lot of attention
Oohs and aaahs. Yesterday was my coolest sparring moment ever, this guy got mad and began to throw haymakers at me even though I don’t hit hard, but I’m super fast and strong and I land combos because I’m awesome, he came at me with like 10 haymakers and I turned on dodge mode, I was duckin, weaving, bobbing, blocking, I heard one of the coaches laughing as I was doing it, too.
Oh and lastly my body shots are still GOAT. Every hit makes people wanna drop.
It’s been seven days since last loop, two weeks in, two loops so far, third loop SOON (within the day)
My life is the best