perfect.
thank you so much for all your help.
I’ll listen to emperor after I go to the gym in an hour, and update my journal.
one day I will reach the same (or even better) level of aesthetics on the guy on the emperor artwork 
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For me I turn to my own spiritual beliefs/faith. It does the job for me.
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i’ve actually found myself doing that, which is what led to the thought of “maybe there’s something inside me that needs to be worked on”, because something happened yesterday as well.
I’ve been sober off of drugs and getting high since the end of march and for some reason last night, I felt like “fuck everything, I wanna trip till I pass out”, it’s like I’m lost inside and wanted to go back to my bad habits, now I don’t have anything against, but I used to be someone who spent 3 quarters of the last 4 years high, even though I graduated with good grades, It still wasn’t the best thing to do.
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hey habebi, i reccomned some healing
theres always space for healing
theres no level for healing and that you heal one time in your life and boom ur good to go like ur in gta getting a haircut
once discomfort or as you say,
appears, its time to dig deep inside
this is a sign of going back to the inner world and fixing what we think weve already fixed
good luck habebi, if you need guidance i can also help 
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you can always scartch the surface and try to fix the surface and chase the waves thats bouncing around
and trying to cover the dust under the bed
when you can fix the main issue thats leading all the other issues to pop in your life
low self esteam confidence issues. those are just problems on the surface
track them down find where it leads to the real root
im not saying it comes naturally (self esteam , confidence) , you can always build them, but when you have space for them , a good enviroment. ( a healthy sub-concious)
my tip is always run some healing sub or do some breathing/healing techniques
thats based on my experinces so far, everyone has their own pov to this
wish you all the love habibi
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man you’re one of the coolest people i’ve seen on this forum, and you’re right, maybe i’ll look into rebirth as well.
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habebi 
i reccomend regen or DR instead of rebirth
DR will help you even transced healing, i havent tried it but it seems like it
im here if you need help
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DR is too big for a commitment and would be too heavy for me rn, it would feel like a dragon eating me up 
the heavier the better
theres nothing wrong with stopping and building a stronger foundation, healing is the fast lane of subliminal effciancy , the less problems and trauams and dirt you have in your sub concious, the faster you see results and manfiestations
i think DR is really solid start
you can always stack it with something else if you want no need to run healing alone
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For now I’ll see how emperor affects me with my stack, emperor also has new beginnings which is a healing module if I remember correctly, so let’s see how that goes
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Again what you search you find in Ascension
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Are you familiar with the Japanese concept of ikigai? Loosely translated, it’s your reason for being, or purpose in life. It ties in well with Maslow’s theories about needs, and is an integral part of numerous longevity studies too. (one example is Blue Zones by Dan Buettner)
A passion for something other than your appearance, wealth, or other external things, is very beneficial for long-term happiness.
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Sounds like you need Dragon Reborn!
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wouldn’t emperor be even better at doing what ascension does?
hmmmm that’s something I’m going to think about this for a while.
I do feel like I have things I’m passionate about, but I guess i’ve been too attached to my appearance.
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again, i feel like its gonna be too much for me right now.
and i feel like what i need is inner growth rather than healing.
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I agree. DR is on my to do list as well. But for right now, it’s too much for me as well. But definitely a good sub @subliminaluser
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Recon symptom is to drop your stack don’t listen to it just give it a rest day or two and back to your stack with a clear mind
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Emperor is very outside fixated
Ascension is pure inside grow = fits your situation 
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I would advise you to reconsider your choice of going with emperor. Unless you’re ok with more rest days and slower progress to your goals than I could see adding emperor being good but if not I’d recommend Ascension instead to be added.
When I was running Khan which is similar in size to Emperor. Bringing wanted brought in a lot of fatigue and recon so I suspect stacking emperor and wanted will begin to bring serious overloading issues.
Not only that but Ascension is lighter and really builds on a foundation which I feel will make running Emperor later easier.
Let’s not forget that Ascension provides inner growth which from what I gathered is what deep down your longing for because you’ve been focusing too much on the external.
Whichever path you choose good luck man 
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