I AM - GLM/DR: Regeneration Custom - 2026

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#1

Time for a new journal. New start and new perspectives. The latest drops have changed how I view myself and the world in the most subtle yet significant ways. Tried New GLM for a while, and now I’ve been on Dragon Reborn Regeneration since release

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My previous goal of getting to and using AEON will be delayed for a while… for now I have a far more important goal at hand. To cultivate, nurture and reconnect with the real I AM which has eluded me for so long. I ordered this custom few days ago and hopefully I will start using sometime next week. It will be my only priority for a very long time. I will stack with and rotate other titles around it

This isn’t a pure physical nor an emotional healing title but a comprehensive actualization title. The Revelation of I AM, Unfolding of the self & the necessary absence for an untainted perspective. This isn’t new since the newer titles have been helping us " unfold " into our deepest and realest self’s in different ways through different titles.

The GLM & DR: Regeneration cores are the full priority here. The entire custom is built to enhance & sustain their objectives.

DEUS is the wild card that will snowball progress in every conceivable way. While the title might become overwhelming after some time… The very Cores are anti-overwhelm and the modules will make full use of the intensity while ensuring a feedback loop of self-sustained progress

The three synergy modules work on overall wellness, being and health. Ensuring the body supports and profits off the progress

SPS Endocrine & Nervous system further enhance the cores goals by aligning with hormones and healing the nervous system on both fronts.

SPS Fat Burn + The Architect will be the battery that sustain the process enabled by the cores + ensuring i can eat as hard as i train knowing the energy is fueling progress + the physical shifting afforded by Anvil of Hephaestus + EMHI… and latter 2 will ensure the extra energy go to the right places

Plateau Transcendent & Mountain Breaker are 2 modules i had my eyes on for a very long time. Invaluable tools for any challenge

Pragya so the brain keeps up and Epigenetics & DNA Modulator so the whole body aligns with the changes.

  • This journal will reflect the unfolding of this journey and the pain, burdens and wights slowly discarded along the way
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#2

Interesting choices! I am running a GLM + I am ATMAN Synergy with Regeneration as well, but as name-embedded majors. I am curious why you didn’t go for the I am ATMAN Synergy?

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#3

It would have been a great addition though I simply didn’t want to tilt the balance towards traditional emotional healing but rather enhance everything around GLM and DR’s Inner Spa. It sure like a waste though since it would fit with the name

#4

I had a mini washout waiting for the custom to arrive and it did yesterday. I tried it out for a 3 min micro loop

Initial response

Using conscious guidance which was aligned as early as when i first tried GLM, and later used DR: Regen solo… and even drafting and creating this custom. I aimed for a state where effortless power & primordial healing unite in one… And it’s exactly what i got…

It feels like i am running GLM, DR: Regen and some aspects of Hero: Earth in a single title… But isn’t that the goal of a custom? Precisely so… The peculiar thing about this is the fact i have made over 10 customs in the past, yet non were what i truly wanted and aligned with as i am with this one.

I simply feel like Bruce Banner in Hulk form… Strong enough to take on anything, yet the stronger i feel… The more peaceful i feel… Even saying " peaceful " feels inaccurate… As if there ever was a battle or war to begin with…

DR: Regen deepens GLM’s presence & GLM adds another dimension to DR’s inner spa… And as usual, i meditated shortly after using this custom. I didn’t relax nor slow down faster but i did both with far less effort and concentration. I discarded all control and relaxed deeper and deeper, feeling an unrivaled sense of peace and grace. I continued to relax deeper and deeper, feeling lighter as both the outer and inner world began to unite as one. The deeper i relaxed, the more subtle my breathing got… and in that state i felt the Inner Spa first hand… without force or even intent… simply by going along with it.

Looking forward to see GLM’s aura of respect and DR: Regen’s aura of healing’s combined effect on others. It would be hilarious knowing the deeper i chill out, the more others do.

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#5

Day 5: Two micro loops so far

For over a week now I’ve been sleeping quite a lot. When i started DR: Regeneration there was a feeling of relief & ecstasy as if the final boss of self inflicted torment began to lose all power over me. Both the torment & euphoria have fully diminished and now It’s a quiet, embodied sense of grounded peace. Every now and then I get a random unpleasant emotion triggered by a situation/memory yet I’ve successfully met each one, with little to no effort, with curiosity and wonder

" What is this memory/emotion trying protect me from? that previous sense of danger… is it still relevant today? ". Powerful echo’s with no real agency

  • I’ve been sleeping over 10+ hours every day for over a week now. This custom has made me sleep even better than DR: Regeneration solo. Without a doubt, I am fully aware that the body has earned this rest… It is finally safe enough to do so. The long sleep have not affected my day nor productivity in the least, it’s quite the opposite in fact.

  • I haven’t been hitting the gym as often as i used to. Prioritizing sleep and rest. The few times i did, I noticed a massive increase in stamina, strength and overall performance. Little to no soreness as well. The best part is that i no longer even feel like listening to music at the gym anymore, as i used to create emotional spikes with certain songs that pumped the adrenaline like crazy… allowing me to go past my limits. I don’t quite feel like i need to anymore.

  • Dealing with people have became easier as well. I notice people becoming nicer and warmer despite being even less social than i usually would, since a lot of was a bit of a performative habit knowing many perceive me as cold, which i usually i am to most people who fail to engage my depth and or imagination. Now i get to do far less, from a genuine yet warm IDGAF state which seems to resonate well with others.

  • I haven’t been able to go as deep into my meditations as of late. I would relax fully, but i remain grounded in the body. I am not fully sure but i simply feel like remaining grounded is the right move for now where before, my imagination would run wild and i become lucid. Doing that again is possible, but feels off when i attempt it… like i am trying to escape something… something i should be present with instead, despite having no clue what that thing is.

  • My overall health has been improving a lot. Despite the weather getting far colder, I don’t sneeze, cough or have my nose stuffed as i usually would. Little to no cold-related stomach issues as well.

  • I’ve almost lost all interest in my romantic pursuits and grown distant from the women i used to see regularly. I don’t feel any rush to see anyone atm and i don’t mind growing too distant either. I suppose i am beginning to see my current connections for what they are. Deep chemistry & physical intimacy with fellow avoidants who still manage to disrupt my peace.

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#6

Woke up from a crazy dream today. It was quite horrible now that i think about it, however it was also different. With such dreams i would wake up in shock, laugh it up and keep going unbothered really. With this one, the story line went different. Despite the bs, i made the best choices available with the confidence and nonchalant attitude and things turned around. It happened 3 different times in the dream where my actions turned the bad to good. Woke up feeling powerful and proud. I wouldn’t even classify it as a bad dream anymore. For some reason, it felt like a huge shift and a massive victory…

Absolutely loving this custom so far.

#7

Day 8 - A breakthrough

As my inner world slowly and steadily becomes more stable. So is my life and its various situations. I can feel the work effort and focus translating into results without needing to observe them or even consider them.

Being in the flow, the zone etc… was something i often wondered about. In its general baseline, not specific to a sport, activity etc. but that feeling of being at a cohesive autopilot mode where life feels magical. To me that state was always a grand goal. Something to be worked for and towards. That with enough understanding, willpower and exploration… I might find that needle in the hay stack… knowing i might lose it, find it a bit faster next time… hold onto it a bit longer each time and so on

I had sparingly felt that state under extreme stress or random bliss, and from there decided it is the only place where life can happen. That as long as i am separate from it, I’m not really living. As long as i am striving towards it, i am slowly earning my license to live.

From a painful past, an unfulfilling external life to vast untapped potential. To seek that state is to make that painful past and unfulfilling present worth it. But now i am beginning to see something far more uncomfortable… perhaps the worst thing i could ever allow myself to accept. Something i could have never even considered as far as a week ago.

To be in the flow is to be in the present. To be in the present, in all its glory, is to know that what truly makes a moment worth living is knowing that it will be gone for good.

Understanding this is one thing. But to fully accept the loss that comes along the proper understanding is quite honestly terrifying. It is to know that each day matters not because of what happens but because of its impermanence. It is to celebrate the moment while being ok with grieving it later which by itself isn’t the problem.

I was simply far too hurt to see let along truly fathom what this means. That pain could never be avoided… So i chose the familiar pain hoping it leads me to a future without… all i did was extend the wrong pain that felt safe and comfortable under the illusion of a future that is free of it.

I was naive enough to live in a fantasy world without any and all loss yet hoping to gain everything that mattered. I believed i already lost so much i was entitled all the gain i could ever desire and then some without realizing, in the most granule of ways, that there is no gain without loss.

So i exchanged living in the moment for living in a safer illusion. And now the path ahead seems a little clearer… I simply need to do the opposite.

  • Yesterday i woke up from a sad dream about an old pet. A grumpy, spoiled yet proud and compassionate greed eyed cat who belonged to an ex. She would always come sit next to me, On my lap and always followed me around enjoying my attention while pretending she didn’t want it. Truthfully i had a deeper connection with her than my ex. I wasn’t around when she passed away. When my ex told me she had passed away my heart broke but i never truly mourned her. Unable to accept the loss.

In my dream i was present at her last moments. Struggling for each breath and painfully shaking yet she seemed at peace even then… because i was there with her.

It is that dream which unfolded the breakthrough.

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#8

Inner Clarity and learning to trust my intuition

Floating in a sphere of simplicity and the abstract. I act on auto pilot using one of two tools at my leisure

The first tool feels uncomfortable, familiar yet untrustworthy. It operates on clear structures and dynamic systems and actio

The second tool is the go-to. Comfortable, easy to wield and it primarily indulges the abstract by searching for connections and meaning but is ultimately trying to do what the 1st is supposed to do. Since the abstract can be engaged endlessly, there is always something to do and get lost doing

It is this power imbalance where the 2nd tool is doing 80% of the work while it was built for 30% at most.

The 1st tool felt a little safer today. I have known about the sphere and the tools but could not conceptualize nor understand either to the point of simplicity… so each were endlessly analyzed through the 2nd

Seeing this with clearer eyes. I understand why such power imbalance is the perfect soil for endless toil which yields little to no spoils

A ground for endless safe indulgence that promises everything yet giving fleeting clarity at most. It is also extremely exhausting

Yet i can see how establishing order and using the 1st tool as it was meant to, will cause immediate discomfort. Yet knowing the alternative, it becomes a matter of choice between conscious stagnation or longterm fulfillment

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#9

Been a while. On a washout of for about a week now

  • Results slowly went from positive to negative. I feel more and more exhaustion as days go by

  • Mentally, i keep discovering how helplessly trapped in old bs i still am, and it keeps resurfacing. This sounds good but the reality is that i am drowning in it.

  • I don’t even feel like a person anymore. I feel like i am some naive awareness attached to something toxic, broken and unstable… and naivly believe i ever had any control or agency.

  • I have no clue what the NSE is doing. Or if i am even noticing it let alone responding properly. The amounts of discomfort i am supposed to be ” present ” with, without drowning feels endless.
    All i can do is not drown in the drowning.

#10

I just saw this. How are you?

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#11

Much better now. Had a substantial break through by discovering a source of self sabotage that is related to a wound i never thought i had, yet made all the sense one could ask for. So in my particular case, it wasn’t something i was avoiding nor really afraid of. Just something i failed to notice

For many years i mistook i dealt with surface level layers and or simply failed to identify the wounds signals, thus confusing them with other things i believed i could resolve.

I hate that it took that much pain and effort for me to finally see it… and i did NSE style, it simply unfolded in the most random of ways. But hey i did finally see it and took proper action on acknowledging and reconciling with it. It felt near impossible at first, but i was in no rush. I kept it in my awareness and allowed the answers to come

Since then things have been sailing very smoothly for me. I started using WDB few days ago and i suspect that without this breakthrough, i wouldn’t be executing on it as good as i am.

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