I finished yesterday my first cycle with Ascension and I am taking the 5 days break before I start the 2nd Ascension cycle and also I was planning to stack Primal Seduction (since my immediate goal was to improve my non-existing dating life) however I am contemplating waiting on PS and add another sub instead or maybe stack a 3rd sub on top of ascencion & PS.
The reason for this is that for the last 7 years of my life I have been terribly desorganized in my personal life and at work (probably that was one of the reasons why i always kept getting jobs with minimum responsibilities) what i mean by being disorganized is that I have a tendency for example to leave clean clothing in the laundry basket for a long time (instead of placing my clothes in my drawer) or I tend to have a lot papers on my desk with stuff that i will get done âsoonâ but remain there forever, i also have a tendency to keep many items that i barely use anymore but i dont wanna throw them away cuz they cost me money, so i have many boxes with stuff i dont really use and since i dont have my own place (i rent with other people) i need to cram most of it in my room.
Also at work recently we started to get a lot more tasks and combine that with the many emails i get at work and also other old tasks i need to get done, i found myself paralized and unable to tackle some of the tasks (I wasnt able to prioritize since the anxiety was blocking my brain) finally i really had to âforceâ myself to pick one task to do and try to forget that i would not even tough the other items but my mind was all the time pissed that i wasnt gonna be able to deal with the other tasks so i wasnt as productive as i could be if i didnt have this anxiety .
I remember that 8 or 9 years ago I had minimum issues being organized for stuff in my personal life, i had a kinda clean room with stuff organized and even my car back then it was easy for me to keep it clean (nowadays the interior of my current vehicle is a mess). I am not sure what happened to me that i became more disorganized but i guess somehow i got bad beliefs (related to organization) installed in my head. However the anxiety of having to deal with many tasks at work I think that was always present.
Anyway, having anxiety at work and really having a hard time focusing on one task at the time and getting it done is getting to my nerves (cuz it makes me feel helpless) so I was wondering if its wise to add a 3rd sub (that will help me manage tasks or make me more organized) on top of Ascension and PS?
***guys can u please recommend subs so I am able to manage different tasks and able to prioritize them so i can get stuff done at work and not feel like a deer staring at headlights? I was checking some topics and i read about HoM , LE, QI, Limitless, Mogul, Emperor Black, Stark, Chosen, AM, EoG (ill find out later what they stand for)could be choices for my 3rd sub? which one do you guys recommend? or feel free to suggest another title that i didnt mention.
***also i guess its ok to listen these subs one after another? first 15 minutes of Ascension then 15 minutes of PS and finally 15 minutes of 3rd sub, or do i need to wait before i listen to a sub? can i do this by myself or do i need to order (what you guys call) a custom? is it ok to listen to 2 loops of each one per day or that would be too much?
***can i start doing 2 subs on top of Ascension once i am done the 5 resting days? (I started listening to my first sub 21 days ago) or it would be too much for my mind to handle? I really would like to focus exclusively on improving my dating skills but feeling helpless at work is pissing me off too much so i am willing to tackle both situations at the same time (becoming better with women & improving my organization-multitasking skills)
Thank you guys in advance for any sub name suggestions you might have and also for any answer to any of my questions.