How to get the sub aura without the rumination/introspection?

I started a washout last Saturday, but I’m still ruminating and compulsively introspecting a lot.
Also some memories (events and songs) from many years ago keep popping up into my minds surface.

So I presume I’m still feeling recon.

The thing is that I have an encounter (not a date) today with a girl I’m interested in. The aura of the sub is gone and I need to listen one more time today, because otherwise she won’t be interested. I know this because Wednesday I already had no girl interested on me at the gym.

So is there a way to listen to a sub and getting only the aura, without the rumination/introspection and reprocessing of old memories?

BTW, why the old memories keep popping up into my minds surface if they are not trauma related nor relevant? Are they being reprocessed with the lens of the new me?

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washouts can often be when you get the most recon, actually, because so much stuff that was backlogged to be processed is finally getting processed!

This is an interesting belief…

  1. you might actually get MORE results by processing what hasn’t been processed yet.

  2. you’re engaging in VERY short term thinking. Do you want one date to MAYBE go well? Or do you want to have total effortless abundance with women in the next 6-12 months?

This is just lame lol and just because someone doesn’t give you IOI’s at the gym doesn’t mean you’re not good enough to go on a date and have a connection with a girl.

Forget about your status for a minute. Just go on a date. Oh, right, ITS NOT EVEN A DATE - you’re trying to change yourself for someone who hasn’t eve agreed to go on a date yet. If she likes you, she’ll like you. If not, she won’t. All your past experiences with her will play into that more than anything else.

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Or they are very valuable information regarding the sub you are using . Much valuable I gain a lot of insights from such memories . Ask and introspect what is the relationship between this memory and the sub . What’s the relationship between the memory and my current aspirations. I am interested if possible , to know more details about the memories and the sub you were using .

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I don’t know where you live or what’s your country girls basic attitude. But on what sense you assumed they are not interested in you. May be you are above there standard , may be you are intimidating to them , May be you need to take first steps first to discover about the interest a lot of possibilities

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I have already been doing this introspection :wink:

Right now, I can only remember one example listening to Ascension (which I’m not listening to right now):

When I was a small child, in my area I was one of the few who had a landline phone. I remember receiving a call from a girl I didn’t know and she told me one another friend of mine (which is also a girl) gave her my number.
I replied saying that “she cannot call me, because my father said I cannot use the phone”.

I have most always been rejected and never wanted, at least according to my old beliefs, so this memory is telling me that at least for once I was wanted. I also saw that my father has made things difficult for me concerning relationships with women, and I started associating masculine and authoritative men with men which cause trouble in my interactions with women.

The most magical thing, because the subconscious automatically reproduces over and over the same scenarios in your life, is that until before I started on sub club, those figures of authority on social groups would come out of nowhere just to stop my interactions with women when things were going well :disappointed:

With Ascension they stopped doing that.

Since I only run 2 seconds loops, by my experience, during a washout is when the recon effects start dissipating, because finally things in the backlog start being processed. It’s also the time when I get more results.

Your possibilities are right @sid, but I’m talking about IOI’s. I’ve felt this by experience and it’s impossible for me to keep up the interest of a women during a conversation, when I don’t have the IOI’s (which in turn are there because of the aura).

I noticed that the aura of PS lasts about 4 days, including the listening day. After that, I get back to my unattractive self and I start to lose my energy and confidence, that’s why I’m trying to find a way to get the aura without creating more items in my mind’s backlog.

I recently learned some information about this phenomenon that may be of interest/relevance:

When you mentioned “ruminating and compulsively introspecting a lot” and then the memory phenomenon that I also encountered, that made me think this is the same type of thing. It’s part of the integrative process which is encountered when vipassana-like action is taken consciously or unconsciously; the process is akin to reinforcing or repairing the self-hologram in preparation for achieving a higher level of self-organisation and unity.

When I first encountered this back in late 2014 / early 2015 it was just as baffling as it is to you. It will definitely fluctuate in frequency depending on how much self-observation work or unifying work you’re doing.

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What I can’t get is why does my brain keeps doing this, instead of letting me focusing on the tasks of the now. This could be done at night while I sleep…

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I don’t think there is a consensus on the topic as to why it happens, the consensus seems only to be that it does happen. Some have suggested it’s due to an interaction between the subconscious and superconscious mind, some say its about cleansing the subconscious and so on. If you start looking into it, say, googling vipassana (which Google which translate as meditation) and random memory recall, you’ll find entries like this:

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and this:

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You’ll also find the usual suspects trying to create disinformation about the topic, like this:
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Ignore such usual suspects, and focus on what is. This is a thinly veiled attempt to demonise the process of self-integration and mindfulness, because non mindful action and confusion is preferential to the control structures.

You’ll find the same formula over and over again: body awareness or mindfulness/meditation, and then random memory recall (usually in my experience very true memories, and never false ones, and possibly triggered by physical sensations or smells). One analogy I could give would be something like stirring a put of stew and seeing different things come to the surface from beneath the water.

Remember that people who have had NDE’s often speak of seeing their entire life in a kind of immersive cinematic experience, and its so common that we have this phrase “I saw my whole life flash before my eyes” that we use of any dangerous situation. The descriptions of these experiences, as well as the experiences of recalling early childhood memories tells us that our entire life is recorded somewhere within the self-hologram ready for access. Bohm would no doubt say that this is a result of the implicate order unfolding from within us into the explicate one, or vice versa.

Hollywood knows these sorts of things too, just think about Lucy’s monologue to her mother on the phone while she’s being operated on (in the movie of the same name about a woman whose accidental exposure to a drug leads to her gradually increasing her brain usage to 100%), or the scene with the neighbour in Limitless. Except in Hollywood its always about a drug doing it - take this pill or smoke this, don’t put any effort in and you can become superhuman.

In reality, we are carrying all this crap around inside of us, every day of our lives, and it needs to be organized and its importance reclassified or lessened by our mind, re-recorded so that we can use our own minds / holographic self image more efficiently. And as we refine the faculty of attention/awareness, like people learn to do in martial arts, very interesting things start to happen.

That’s why I got so excited on my journal in the later entries about all this stuff I’m studying, because through intentionality, through mindfulness, which leads Chi in our bodies, we can start to see a link between the science of what William Maxwell and Robert Fludd thought of as “spirit”, what Eastern folk call chi, and the holographic theory.

I’m still in the dark as to why memory X shows up rather than memory Y, and what the stimulation threshold of awareness/intention times duration is, but as long as you understand the general principle and know to observe the memory without emotionally reacting to it, it won’t seem so troubling, and you can understand it as part of the normal process of self-integration.

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