Breaking ties with those holding you back. Itâs a painful experience. Iâm currently in the process of cutting ties with my âbest friendâ since 11th grade while on âThe Ecstasy of Khan.â That being said, once I realized how much of a toxic influence he was, there was only one outcome.
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waitâŚthe ecstasy of khan??? are you using custom made khan+EoG subliminals?
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I had similar experiences with Emperor. I broke ties with family members who were emotionally black mailing me.
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Day 21 - ST2:
Oh My God, stage 2 is no joke!
Until now, I still feel uncomfortable. I donât think I do feel as strong and as good as day 21 of ST1, but facts cannot lie: In the last week, I have done 6 hours of solid work daily, and I have approached after it 15 girls at least every day, and I did not feel emotionally exhausted afterwards, which I usually do as an introvert.
But I have been abusing my body doing this. Now my knee hurts when I stand or walk, and my lower back hurts when I sit for 6 hours straight, but I love it. Nothing that a few yoga stretches wonât fix.
The sad thing, I got 0% dates from those almost 100 girls I approached this last week. All the numbers either told me they have a boyfriend, or they are about to go on summer vacation.
It can happen. There is randomness in the game. At least more girls respond to text. But itâs a bit sad that no dates cam through.
Oh, and compared to Primal, Primal Seduction Iron Throne, and Khan ST1, I feel less confident, but not in beliefs. What I mean is, no matter how many girls I talk to, I feel a bit jittery and my body slightly shaking whenever I talk to girls, which is much less confident than my usual. But then again, I feel the same way when I am at home listening to Khan ST2. So itâs probably expected reconciliation.
Even now, writing this, I feel a bit on edge with a low level hum of anxiety and nervousness. However, this same feeling is what I am using as energy for superior productivity.
I canât wait for ST3, where true manifestation will come in to match my action. Either way, I am open to life. I canât control the outcomes, all I can control is my actions and my attitudes. And right now, I take massive action. I donât feel self-sabotage or breaks on when it comes to action, at least at this point in time.
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Keep doing your good job AMASH, I think Stage 2 is not geared toward pushing you and manifestation⌠it seems like it is pure reprogramming! Even if you take a lot of action, stage two is not there to support you and tell you âyou are the F*cking boss, go get it champâ. It is there to say to you âbro, that belief⌠are you sure about that?!â. It is called Reprogramming, which means some beliefs will have to fall and some will rise. The process is probably creating unstability in your mind and create that feeling of not being grounded proprely!
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Yes, of course. 
All of my subliminals are custom made to me.
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I think ur wrong, stage one is the âbro that beliefâŚâ stage two is more like âuse this belief insteadâ
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Yes, thatâs how I feel on ST2. And I have never felt it on any sub before.
Now I am past 300+ hours in. But hey, as you said, it is about questioning and changing all my beliefs and attitudes.
I take massive massive action, but I think girls can feel my un-grounded feelings. That is why I am not getting as good results as I statistically should.
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Excellent update , when i start my Khan journey i will keep 1 loop of PS ( maybe daredevil too ) with all the Khan stages to keep the seduction element overflowing
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Iâd recommend keeping your playlist 100% Khan, so you donât delay the results.
I also noticed Khan has an even more powerful seduction aspect that PS.
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Yeah probably like you said, I just donât think all the bad stuff is gone after using total breakdown, even total reprogramming will create a lot of reconciliation because there are still beliefs that need to go to be replace by good beliefs⌠I think this is what creates reconciliation!
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Day 22 - ST2:
I am feeling calmer all of a sudden, after I got to 350 hours of listening to ST2.
Not as calm as Primal, but Iâd say similar to what I had on Primal Seduction.
I am also seeing series of numbers now, in the proper way, not missing them by one digit. I saw 11:11 today, and on my timer, I happened to glance when 22 minutes ad 22seconds (22:22) were left.
I feel a lot less anxiety and a lot more optimism.
I feel like being anti-social today though. But itâs fine. I am an introvert, and I have approached 93 girls last week, so I deserve some time alone.
More girls than usual respond to text. But none of them so far wants to make concrete plans for a date. I am indifferent to the outcomes though, totally free.
I want girls, but I donât need them. It is good.
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As I was done posting the previous journal entry, I looked at my phone and there were 2 things:
The time was 17:17, which I consider to be cool. And a really pretty girl texted me to say she would love to meet me after returning from her vacation getting suntanned on the beach.
Good stuff
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Awesome, your journal makes me so excited to get through ST1 of EoG. Not sure if itâs as intense as Kahn but there is definitely some reconciliation and tough emotions stirred up right now for me just starting week 2 of ST1 at about 18 hours average per day.
Just curious how you track your hours or if those are just estimates?
Anyway thanks for the great journal!
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Estimated. I make sure I listen to at least 15 hours a day. Often much more. Consistently.
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What do the numbers (11:11 17:17 etc) mean, like why do u keep reporting them, is it a symbol or something
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Theyâre called synchronicities. Coincidences that seem to happen too often to be considered random. A concept coined by Carl Jung I believe.
The clock thing is usually more the domain of strongly religious people, where it points them to specific passages in their scriptures. Although scientists believe this is merely their internal clock making them look at the exact right time because they have such a strong desire to manifest these experiences.
There are also people where the clock bugs out, say where 21:51 flashes over to 21:21 for a moment as theyâre looking at it. These are more the domain of psychics.
Other people believe that if it happens so often that it defeats the law of chaos (like flipping a coin that lands on heads 80% of the time for no reason) it means they are on the right path in life. So in AMASHâs case, having it happen all the time could mean heâs at the place in life where doing these subliminals and taking the actions he does is exactly what he should be doing right now.
Does that mean thereâs a grand plan or purpose for him? Or is it his subconscious trying to communicate with him, informing him that his subconscious and conscious minds are aligned in their purpose, working as one towards his goals?
Maybe weâll need Alchemist to figure that one outâŚ
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Day 23 - ST2:
I feel smooth today.
All anxiety, jitteriness and fear gone. Replaced with an openness to life, deep tranquility, and calm productivity.
Itâs interesting that ST2 took about 2x as long to stabilize as ST1. I had a lot of reprogramming necessary to do.
I hope ST3 wonât take 3x as long as ST1 to stabilize and reach this breakthrough moment where everything is smooth. But if it does, I will take it like a man.
You all wish me the best. Always.
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ST2 - Day 26:
Nothing really interesting is happening.
I feel smooth.
I am not exhausted but I am also not in the mood to take much action.
A deep part of me gave me the feeling to move onto ST3.
So, today is the last day of ST2. It was a good ride. Harder than ST1, for sure.
ST3, here I come, Total Action!
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