I want to see you try IC. So when strange man grab you, the good guys all grab him and drag him away for a good lesson. While you get to carry on with your business.
Just be cautious. This could be recon as well. You see the change you want happening through Wanted, and the part that tries to keep you unchanged, says “We need this kind of change but faster. Let’s hop subs”.
I’m not saying that’s necessarily the case, I’ve run Ascension for 6 months last year and it’s a great program, just be cautious.
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Always the bastard recon @Parsifal in the back of my mind. It’s a sneaky bugger. WANTED it is then. It would be much easier to have some sort of a recon tracker buzzer going off inside our heads.
That’s why I limited Ascension at 30s play, in case it was recon. I gotta must properly washout. Today and yesterday for example was no subliminal input. Maybe getting shoved was clouding my judgement 🫢
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Man I am reading your other journals, you went from (no offense) zero results or very low results with women to those amazing results. I dont see what the click or trigger was for you.
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None taken @Martin at all.
There are results, quite obvious ones too, maybe I could point to being forced out of the way as a possible turning point when it came to valuing myself. It made no sense to me on LBFH and WANTED to have that kind of violation.
This could all be recon filled conjecture and mental masturbating in order to justify switching up. I don’t know…
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This. Noted for this journal anytime I “lapse”.
A different type of result, one I didn’t expect from WANTED:
Inwards, there’s a feeling of being able to claim a “selfish” self-esteem. I can put my feelings about myself first, rather than stopping to consider what others might think/say before I say/do something. That’s causing others to run away/check their watches/other strange reflexes. Must be a status thing?
I’ve just decided I’m not going to shrink to fit in anymore. I know there’s absolutely nothing wrong with me, so they can go jump off a cliff.
Maybe that’s the WANTED adjustment - expressing radical inner alpha confidence - fuck everyone else… Less of the pleasing personality. Less of trying to please all women, hold still and let them come to me.
And I’ve strangely developed a taste for reading…
Why? School was an emotionally painful experience but the big win was finishing a short book about art theory… understanding the concepts and enjoying finishing it. So much so that I’m looking for more books.
This has absolutely nothing to do with WANTED or maybe both titles has cleared enough deep down that some of my real self is emerging - the part of myself that likes reading engaging stuff and learning new vocabulary. Who knows but I’m appreciating my self being revealed.
Going to use maybe 5m of each simply to ward off feeling exhausted the following day playing out full loops and to see better results. Lately results have been reversing and getting mild hate.
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Regeneration + WANTED @ 8m = messed up recon and a few days in bed. Oh well. When I get better, back to 1m
Oh boy. What a recon episode…
I’ve only played 8m of WANTED and Regeneration and I’m reacting as it I’ve got the bloody flu! What’s going on?
Intuitively I’ve hit a big roadblock about feeling worthy and fearing getting taken advantage of - my history with women. I’ve been the Nice Guy for a very long time and possibly this stack has ram raided this element of my psyche. Hopefully this goes away soon but no loops for the foreseeable future.
Real flu like symptoms?
If yes, for me was it the same.
I felt a major breakthrough after a few loops of Regen and two days later I was sick.
Nothing about the sub, this is a common phenomenon in my personality development bubble. Flu after solving big trauma I mean.
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It sure feels like real flu, even though there’s no infection the brain thinks there is.
Like you, every time something big gets solved the subconscious just throws a fit and says “ok you wanted this gone, here’s your punishment - a week in bed”. Saint suggested it could be a stress response, but it seems too specific to be so.
In the bad old days with Ascension and even learning a language that works with the brain, the response would be the same. Maybe it points to how stubborn the old programming is, or there’s a strong defensive wall up that prevents some of the goals being achieved. I only say that because a very deep, longstanding fear of rejection appears to be neutralised. Along with people pleasing, looking for signs of disapproval and being a Nice Guy™.
I wish progress this deep didn’t have to be this debilitating. And that’s with the anti recon in both DR: Regen and WANTED.
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Currently on the peppermint to try and relieve some of this roadblock recon, it seems to be working.
Maybe what was cleared was so fundamental to how I relate to other people, not just women that it felt like a mini death. But what’s emerging now is the doorway to so much abundance.
WANTED works on my self esteem, which makes me more attractive, so when 8m recon is flu intense, both those aspects are vastly improving. Certainly I feel naturally more grounded, I walk slower like a king and gasp I deliberately disregard surface level dislike like a boss. Rejecting the rejecter. There’s nothing in life that says I should see the potential in every person that is disrespectful towards me. Fuck that.
On the flipside women are doing double takes when they catch a glimpse, stroking their hair and wanting to get close. Some even forget that they are married. I treat it as useful feedback now, not something to live/die by, like I used to. WANTED will bust the door down if you’re not ready, but once open, the world is yours.
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I’m going to jump off the Wanted bandwagon.
Reflecting on my journey to be attractive and hopefully land a casual relationship with a girlfriend, I’ve decided that relationships are too fraught, too up and down, too unstable and unpredictable with far too much figuring out what most women like and searching for signs that I lost myself in the process.
I’m done with all that.
Looking back at my last relationship, I went in with hope that love would be reciprocated, however it turned toxic, I gave and gave and got projection and a slicing down of my self esteem in return, all while being controlled like a dog. Then when it ended, I was smeared to people I (thought I) knew and respected, saying I was abusive and cheating (nothing of the sort happened). This happened on the back of a painful hot and cold relationship that I voluntarily entered into that drove me to the edge of suicide.
So if that’s what I keep attracting - hot and cold, demanding, controling, unfair - I’d rather put the walls up and preserve my own sanity.
I see the new Wanted DB launching soon and that could be an interesting switch up, but the mysterious dark thing isn’t working for me. I need to forget about partnering up and concentrate on ME. I have aims, goals in life, interests, hobbies, career, creative pursuits that I take seriously and feel angry about giving any of that up for any woman’s demands. Sorry, but it’s time to put me first.
In case this is the recon talking, I’ll give it a few days before stack switching.
If it’s not recon, maybe you might wanna try Heart song (especially after the promised update) or Primal Romance.
What you’re talking about sounds like severe relationship trauma and these titles shine in solving things like that.
But since wanted is a romance title as well, this might also be the recon of healing this stuff as well (again).
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My man, this is recon.
You’re reconciling something deep, very deep in fact and that is excellent. It’s one of the hallmarks of progress.
Why should you switch stacks now when you’re actively growing?
Wanted is about becoming the person that is effortlessly attractive, anything you do is attractive, even the way you breathe. You’re Wanted because you simply are. Something that defies most reason.
To get to this point, insurmountable self-esteem and openness is necessary, you will inevitably learn to put yourself first, hence this recon.
Please, reread the sales copy and your journal, see all the progress you’re making and understand you’re currently working through stuff and growing.
Please, Do not jump off the ship now.
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To add to the above I was getting similar thoughts of do I even really need Wanted, I would rather focus on myself
But I’ve disciplined myself to keep going
There’s a really good post by Saint I’m sure you’ve seen, which talks about reaching a point of needing resilience to get to the breakthrough that’s about to happen because your mind will tell you to stop or something along those lines
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It’s this post:
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So it is recon, the intellectual waffle version.
Well, it’s a humbling experience and thanks all for your wisdom in steering me back on the ship. For what it’s worth, a few of my colleagues - those whom I never thought would never be interested like that have done the stare and hair stroke out of the corner of my eye.
Also last week one student was bold enough to ask for a hug at the end of the lesson and said to her friend “I told you, I manifested him to be my tutor!”.
And yet, all of this is whilst I still don’t care a damn about getting validation. I still don’t get it? Well I do get it because it’s supposed to the WANTED archetype but why should stronger results pair up with criminal levels of indifference?
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That’s why you get the validation because you don’t want it. It’s like you already have it. When you’re not attached to things, they tend to chase you.
I’ve had that too. If I don’t pay attention to hot chicks, while in line somewhere. Sometimes they stare at me and they usually start to get interested.
Yet if I want them and all that, I’m much more likely to get blown off or rejected.
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