High On My Own Supply

Journals - Major Programs
#6

Wanted is working in the background, got a few stares, one wanting to devour me, another in the cafe sneaking and exchanging glances. However New GLM is grounding me, making me unmovable and present in a way that reverses trauma leaving the body. I don’t need to cede or placate strangers in order to be validated. It just doesn’t happen anymore. I realise I’ve been addicted to others’ emotional drugs, but like the thread title suggests, I’m switching suppliers, I’m getting High On My Own Supply.

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Furthermore, this points out that you likely have some stubborn subconscious structures in the romance part of your life - so you’ll need plenty of time and focus with WANTED.

Reminder for me to take it easy and pace the results

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#7

All of a sudden worried about stacking GLM with New WANTED, like one would neutralise the other when out and about…

Looking back on what’s happened on this stack:

  • One woman looking at me like she wanted to eat me
  • Being flanked side by side by (presumably) attached women in the cafe, both giving massive leaning-in clues, wanting to be opened…
  • Muted attraction from an attached work colleague that had previously showed strong involuntary attraction cues
  • Asked for a supermarket loyalty card by one woman who just wanted cheaper pizza, I told her “I’m having half!”
  • Had a 10-second gaze session with another woman at the cafe. No approach yet.

So maybe I’m a little impatient :thinking:

GLM? Well… in the same high level event with the female work colleague I somehow managed to share my opinion more out loud and have it well received. Heaven knows where the words came from but it all flowed out, and it was of a high quality. Out in the streets no one wants to step to me, the same scenario plays out every time - one dude intends to intimidate me with a look or presence, catches my GLM aura and decides to change course. More respect, more “don’t bring nonsense to my yard” and even respect from other men, like being asked directions for example.

An interesting combo nonetheless.

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#8

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#9

Dear Wanted diary :joy:

I’m on the “market”, however all previous relationships prior to my 3-year relationship with my ex have been friendzoned ones, so I have no actual experience in dating, however Wanted should be enticing enough to have a couple of relationships to gain more experience.

I haven’t given up, however the weariness is in the background. I am going out by myself, which probably gives off a desperate vibe, hope not. Am I too desperate to make a relationship happen? Am I a little too insular? Let’s see.

It reminded me of when I asked a woman out in a sweet shop, after making a road sign with her name on it (art college, absolute cringe…), she “had a boyfriend already”… That was my first ask and I left feeling worthless and shameful. I’m wondering whether Wanted is pulling up these troublesome experiences and neutralising them in real time?

Is Wanted also urging me to go out too? I’m a little scared of doing that, no problems during the day, but the night scene - jeez, another trauma of being massively rejected at uni…

There’s nothing wrong with me, I know there isn’t, but Wanted seems to reinforce the good and challenge the bad, some of it embarrassing to look back at, but hopefully there is a payoff coming, even if it is just to be more charismatic, accepting of my awesomeness and effortlessly sexually playful and charming.

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#10

From thinking about going out, whining about past embarrassment and feeling stuck to enjoying a night out by myself and getting a ton of compliments. Even the environment conspired to lead me there in the first place…

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#11

These are landmark results for me, the second after my night out. I was wondering how Wanted would work in an official setting and there was absolutely no need to worry! Wanted was simmering in the background as a silent strong signal. Now I’ll be interested to see how a WANTED + Perfection Manifestation NE sub would enhance results.

GLM wise, it’s very rare that men want to directly/indirectly challenge my being, I believe playing microloops are worse than a full loop, it gives others a chance to maybe impose themselves physically onto me. That never happens on a full loop. But once again the silent dominant “wise” one aura gives me a lot of presence and strength.

EDIT: One more Wanted success story, I took the initiative to smile at a woman on the train who had reoriented her whole body to face me (in that female indirect way). One more step towards approaching…

#12

Turning the corner

After moaning to myself about how life is going and debating why I need a woman so badly, getting irritated by the sub process, something clicked internally - I can now embody the goals of WANTED - the seduction scripting, the saying less, the cheeky comments, the certainty of women being attracted to me. I’m the “hot guy”, not she’s the “bombshell”. A complete reversal. And the status lift! I bought a suede jacket, for the muthafuckin’ rizz and am enjoying feeling good with the self image boost.

The immediate results of wearing a suede jacket was this: at least 4 women sat around me but two were angling for my attention - a middle aged woman dressed in all pink trackies and a black haired younger woman with a light goth look. Both were competing for my attention, however the raven woman did more to grab my attention by applying makeup, liner and checking her reflection on her phone, then leaning towards me. The woman in pink could see that I was returning her gaze and then retreated back into her music. I could tell she was properly vexed. I felt a little guilty. I’ve started a rivalry 🫢.

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#13

Feeling this high status vibe now breaking out, only once I’ve cleared some of the limiting core beliefs I’ve had towards this product, including:

  • It is not safe to love
  • I am afraid to love another
  • I don’t enjoy sex
  • I can’t have what I want
  • I am dominated by my mother (DRLD destroyed the boy).

Buying and wearing a smart suede jacket is an affirmation that I do love myself and will look my best because I deserve nothing less. It says “I value myself” more and I deserve to feel happiness. The women I come across appreciate it and that adds to my new mysterious “bad boy” good boy look.

Right now I’m sitting back in a comfy chair at the cafe, chilled, because I’m feeling myself strongly and it’s dope. No sign of wanting validation from the start of the cycle. In fact the women (bless them) are the ones wanting to get validation from me :face_with_hand_over_mouth:

remember to smile at the women as you walk past…

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#14

The Gallery Dance

Interesting story - I was followed around in a world famous gallery by a very pretty middle aged blonde woman (possibly Russian, mostly likely Eastern European) There was an interesting flirty dance going on between myself and her, I’d go into one room, she would follow behind, I would return, she would be there. Then I thought, “let’s just open her, see what happens…” I did ask her a question about the artwork on display and she very much obliged!

Even yesterday I approached an older art sales clerk at the store with another question and she also heavily obliged! The younger woman with her seemed to nervously avoid me (Was I too much!). But these approaches are about anything but her. Can I be more seductive?

I’m feeling much better about myself, I’m not expecting to be annihilated by bigger and badder people (GLM) which is a child echo. I feel safe, suave in my new jacket, feel super sly and in no doubt about attracting women and getting them hot underneath the collar, instantly.

More importantly the shyness I had for a long time was released by the anti-recon - feeling unable to speak, not feeling comfortable around my own family and humiliation. I released them all and I now feel free of a 40+ year condition - I am now capable of bolder communication now!

On top of that, my belly is looking flatter!

The Shadow
My dark side is still the echoes of the boy who submitted to more powerful figures, who expected to be destroyed and mocked and humiliated. This side still wonders why I haven’t picked up a woman yet. Can I open my mouth at the right time? Of course I can, but WANTED does have approach anxiety training for the other times that I can’t. It’s slightly irritating to see Wanted work so we’ll but the end result isn’t coming.

#15

Name Embedded Wanted + Perfection Manifestation has arrived :star2:

I believe NE is 8x more effective than store bought titles (which are already effective as fuck). Here’s why…

  • I started art school for adults and for a little while feeling like I regressed into that scared child, I grew into it, feeling welcomed in and doing what I absolutely love to do, being surrounded by similar people. However I’ve spotted a flame haired beauty who is a little reserved and committed to the cause and she fascinates me so much. I’m not a risk of losing my Wanted edged but she is something…

  • Also speaking to another woman in class, I noticed she became more and more girly, smiling and playing with her fingers. She is tethered, so no chance, but it felt strange watching her get excited as if sex was coming…

  • Outside the school I walked past the high street and subconsciously spotted a younger woman crossing my path and for a hot minute I felt like she was a potential partner. It felt like an invisible radar was locked into something, “the field” or whatever you want to call it.

  • I feel so locked in to the Wanted archetype, no inhibition, feeling calm, suave and sure. When I need to keep it professional, I can. When it’s time to tap, we do it. Can’t wait for a full NE cycle and more creative time.

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#16

Gonna follow your journal with interest! You’re running the same NE Wanted Custom now.

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#17

I will say this to you @GoldenBird

Name embedded is effective, no doubt about it. Having a challenging sub with your name read out makes it easier to integrate.

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#18

Milestone unlocked:

Saw a woman reading a book (Octavia Butler, all Critical Studies educators are at least familiar with :innocent:) on the train. However she sat deliberately where she could see me, so I took it as an invitation. Mentioned the book was interesting and she warmly agreed ! However I got off the train at this point like a scared child, but at least I opened.

In other words, as a mute, I opened my mouth and it was rewarded

Feminine signal > masculine recognition > female openings

Not only that, I look like a smooth operator “player”.

Name embedded is the shit. :fire:

#19

If I ever forget why I need a reason to run these subs, this video explains it better than I ever could:

Lost my 20s and moved out in my 40s. It’s ok to be behind in life.

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#20

Mirror Lust

I’m still waiting for those “kiss your coworker” type of results :laughing: sounds fun, thrilling and awkward as hell…

Although the wait may not be that long:

  • Coworkers recognise the sexual tension I bring, but no one is biting, which is a good thing, however a few of the students did. Kept everything professional. One student was bold enough to ask me a question about myself, with an appropriate response.

  • Got a near full frontal display from a woman with her close female friend. The train gets packed in the park hour and close contact is expected, women in this situation would close off their body. However this train was not full enough that she would stand in front of her seated friend, help pick lint and strands of her hair off her body whilst standing adjacent to me.

  • Another cafe moment, this time a very sexy black curly haired woman doing the mirror gaze trick. The first time I looked I thought she was seeing something outside, but it was me she was staring hard at, so I acknowledged it. But the second time, she stared back whilst ruffling her hair and licking her lips in the process.

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#21

The wait really may not be long…

A woman dressed in a very bright red coat and red nightie dress appeared opposite me, she looked like she was… never mind. But that’s a visual reflection of what’s going on with the sub.

Then beside me a woman started applying makeup before I sat next to her (like she knew I was coming).

EDIT: later on a mother with her daughter also sat opposite, the daughter making several direct gazes at me, the dynamic was the mother also competed for my attention. However the daughter put in a lot more effort with glances, so much so that the mother appeared to be vexed and became closed off.

It’s hard to imagine what my effect is on women, but the scarlet woman is an excellent indicator - I feel hot and sexy as fuck…and a little dangerous. Do you hesitate or do you get your fingers burnt in the flames of desire… :fire: Bring on the next stage!

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#22

An absolutely hot woman, dressed in a white tank top with a greyhound. Oh man…

don't look here

Wanted - name embedded - questions from the future past:

  • What was it like getting laid with a hot woman I simply met on the train?
  • How did you just pick up women so easily?
  • How did I get so good with the ladies?
  • How did I become the man, the myth, the “one that got away”?
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#23

Been wanting to talk to her for ages since the first day of term. The odd thing is that we both felt the tension of not speaking to each other (the hot guy/girl syndrome) but our bodies orbited each other. So I made the effort and the ice is now broken.

Now the Wanted swagger has arrived :fish:

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#24

the Wanted chronicles 1

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#25

the Wanted chronicles 2

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