Day 13 Break Day
7 mins of Hero Origins custom
7 mins of LOTS custom
Decided to drop her earth and test drive alongside my LOTS custom.
Something I’ve noticed over the past few days: I’ve had flashbacks to times in the past where certain patterns left me stuck and held back my progress in specific areas of my life. It’s made me think about how I can overcome those patterns if they appear again in the future.
Day 14 Listening Day
7 mins of Hero Origins custom
7 mins of LOTS custom
Not had much time to workout and had to miss Silat training due to work as I have to fly out to do some work in another part of Europe. Feeling confident and grounded.
Today I was completely in the flow state fully in my body while talking, with no doubts holding me back. The meetings went really well.
Day 15 Break day no listening.
Last few days i have been looking in the mirror thinking OMG your so handsome. I think LOTS is doing something with hero origins helping.
Day 16 Break - Listening Day
Hero Origins Custom - 3mins
LOTS Custom - 7 mins
Today, while training my footwork, it felt like I was on autopilot no thinking, just reacting. My hips felt noticeably more flexible too. Later, I hit the gym and focused on my core.
Day 17 Listening Day
7 mins of Hero Origins Custom
Was planning having a break day from subliminals but decided to have it tomorrow.
Day 18 Rest Day No listening
Break day
Really impressed with the combo of LOTS/Hero Origins I did a scan today and have put on alot of muscle mass together with a reduction in body fat in a matter of a few weeks.
Day 19
Hero Origins custom 6 mins
Spartan/LOTS custom 6 mins
I must have missed this back when you started, but it’s kind of synchronistic now.
I was reminded by someone on X on a post about dermal vision / seeing without eyes of this old post from the days of KeelyNet:
https://www.rexresearch.com/articles/nightwalk.htm
And of course it references Musashi, so the circle is closed 
I restarted HeO in my stack only 2 days or so ago, and it hasn’t disappointed. Already last night I had the experience of being able to dive down into my own lymphatic system, which I described on my Black journal.
I think I ended up moving to TLTB prematurely. Right now AEON + HeO (plus side subs) seems to be delivering on my craft/discipline (the Neidan work with a focus on astral projection and ajna vision / “second sight”). Last night I meditated for several hours and didn’t break for sleep until the first light of dawn started showing.
Day 20 Break day no listening
Feeling tired mentally hard to motivate myself to workout.
Day 21 Listening Day
Hero Orgins Custom 6 mins
LOTS Spartan custom 6 mins
Hit the gym good workout.
At work people commented i looked bigger.
Feeling tired need to take a power nap oossible a few days of subs.
WOW 2 hours later my mind and body automatically recovered itself . Feel full of energy.
Day 22 Break day
No listening to Subs today.
Feeling down demotivated and alittle sadness hit me.
Maybe take 2 days off will see how i feel later on today.
Update
Early in the morning went for along walk. The sadness subsided was back to normal.
Day 23 Listening day
LOTS Spartan custom 15 mins
Hero Origins 15 mins
Looked in the mirror this morning i look twice as masculine as i did a week back.
I am thinking of swapping out my LOTS Spartan custom and using Spartan Beast instead.
The blade !!
Any recon symptons?
None so far.
Day 24 - Break day
Earlier today I drifted into a light afternoon nap, and what followed was one of those vivid dreams that sticks with you long after you wake up.
In the dream, I found myself standing in an open space surrounded by several fully grown Siberian tigers. Massive, powerful, silent. Their presence alone sent a wave of fear through me — that instinctive feeling you get when you realise you’re face-to-face with something far stronger than you.
But despite the tension, they didn’t move toward me, didn’t growl, didn’t attack. They simply existed around me, watching, almost like guardians rather than threats.
Then, suddenly, I noticed someone familiar: @SaintSovereign
I waved at him, he waved back, and he walked over as calmly as if we were just meeting for coffee instead of standing inside a ring of Siberian tigers.
He told me he had set up an animal conservation area a sanctuary dedicated to protecting endangered wildlife. We talked about conservation, the importance of preserving species like these tigers, and how vital it is to create spaces where they can live safely and freely.
The dream ended not with chaos or fear, but with a sense of peace. The tigers remained calm. Saint remained calm. And somehow, by the time I woke up, I felt calm too.
wow
man i dont know how some can listen so much and others get recon at short listens
When I get recon, I sometimes feel a wave of sadness, anger, or low motivation —but lately it fades fast as soon as I take a quick power nap or go for a walk or gym it.
Day 25 Listeming day
Hero Origins Custom 6 mins
I swear hero origins makes you feel like that bloke from the movie limitess